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December 22, 1944

We knew it was coming. Dart writes the hardest letter he’s ever had to write, to say that by the time Dot reads this, he will be gone from Shoemaker. This morning he initialed his name on a roster of 6,000 which leaves the camp on December 26.

He has made the decision not to call either his parents or Dot before he ships out. He’s decided there would be too much sadness to bear. He expects to be at sea by January 1, possibly en route to Pearl Harbor or Australia. “Only the Lord and the US Navy know where we’re going. And they can’t tell you for security reasons.”

He warns Dot that his letters for several days may  be short, sketchy or non-existent. Who knows what to expect.

Last night he had an unbelievable liberty. After getting a free meal at Hospitality House, he and his buddies went to the Southern Pacific Station to bum another free dinner from the USO. He and Lefty got to talking to an engineer who invited them into the cab of the engine. After the train left, the switch tower operator invited them all up to tour the tower. The four buddies then went to the operating night of the model railroad club until the other guys went out “beering.” Dart stayed until the club event ended.

He has 10 million things to do on his final liberty before he goes, including shopping, letter writing and the endless laundry.

A recent letter from Dot was signed “your own,” a term they both use frequently. This time it struck Dart how much those two words mean to him. He hopes that as they get farther apart geographically, those words will pull them closer together.

He urges her not to cry because he didn’t call or because he’s gone. “It’s not forever.”

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A rushed but happy letter from Dot informs Dart that she and El have spent the day decorating their huge house for Christmas. She wishes he could see how beautiful it looks. Her brother-in-law, George, will take some photographs on Christmas Day and she’ll send him some if they turn out. It’s hard to imagine what Christmas pictures would look like in black and white, but I think that’s all that was available in 1944.

She tells Dart the tree is ten feet tall and four feet wide about half the way up. She hopes her last work day before the holiday goes as quickly as today went.

She misses him and sends all her love to the “most wonderful boy in the world.”

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December 23, 1944

Dart is trying to figure out what to do for what is probably his last liberty in the United States. He’s thinking of trying to get a ticket for another concert because it’s free and it will keep him out of trouble.

He talks a bit about what his new address is likely to be and about all the rumors blowing through the camp about where they’re going. “Rumor has us in every corner of the world, from Southeast Pacific to Northeast Alaska, from the Bering Strait to the Straights of Magellan. In short, we know we’re going to the Pacific, but the Pacific is a huge place.”

Today he shipped some things home to Cleveland, including all of Dot’s letters that he’s answered to date. He would love to keep all her letters that he’ll receive while he’s at sea, but he doubts that will happen.

There’s nothing he’d like better than to write to her (other than being with her, of course) but at a time like this, words fail him. All he can think about is that he loves her always and forever.

He adds a sketch he’s drawn of the living and dining rooms of their future house. Then he fills the margins with several post scripts. The last one tells her that if he goes to Pearl Harbor, he’ll send her a grass skirt.

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December 24, 1944

This sure doesn’t feel like any Christmas Eve Dart has ever known. The California sunshine and brilliant skies feel incongruous to his Midwestern experience.

By now, he tells Dot, she has probably had a scare and also had it repudiated. He plans to send a telegram timed to arrive the same day as the letter that announces his departure, updating her to the news that his shipping out date has been postponed by a few days.

They’ve all been granted special liberty, but most of the boys had such a big time on their “final” liberty last night that they plan to stay in the barracks and sleep it off. Some of the guys want to return to Stockton and try to find the girls they got lucky with last night. Dart says they managed to “corrupt” Lefty and tried their hardest to convince Dart that he owed himself one last fling before departure.  “But I figured that I’d had my last one in Cleveland six weeks ago and am satisfied with the way things went.”

He instead spent the evening in Oakland, attending a concert and having his picture taken in one of the “innumerable clip-joints” along Market Street. They’re not too good, but he’ll send her one if she’s not easily frightened.

“Ever since I first came here for shipment I’ve been slightly anxious to be on the move. Now that the word has come for us to be on our way before too very long, the anticipation of the big adventure is really working on us. So far our Navy life has been an interesting adventure, and the big climax has not yet arrived.”

He writes a vivid description of San Francisco and Oakland and how much they change when daytime turns into night. “During the day they are rather attractive cities, with the normal proportion of civilians and sailors. At night, they’re transformed into roaring, dirty, seedy dens of iniquity. Drunken sailors, rowdy Waves, women from 16 to 61, all dressed alike, always badly painted…”

He continues,”Nice people lock their homes, desert the main section of town every night. Each city is, in reality two separate cities; one a tranquil place in which one would like to live; the other, a revolting yet intriguing mixture of open vice and undercover vice and the frailties and failures of human beings, with here and there a touch of refinement, but seldom a touch of home.” I love that last part. It shows a young man who is taking full advantage of his chance to “see the world,” to observe and learn and grow. But it also reveals the abiding loneliness and homesickness that comes with all that exposure to novelty.

Once again, this letter refers to items Dot has written about that have not shown up in any of the letters I’ve found. He does mention several cute cards she’s sent him lately, so maybe they included the topics he references now. He calls her “Lois,” her middle name which she loathes. It seems as though that’s in response to her having called him “Junior.” He says junior is a title, not a name. He also refers to some dream she mentioned and to her fondness for the Case overalls that he hopes his brother doesn’t wear out before he has a chance to.

He mentions again the the Ouija board was wrong about his departure date, but he hopes it was right about Gordon, and it looks like it’ll be right about the war perhaps lasting until January 1947. He says that he plans to get in there and end it sooner, though.

There’s a long paragraph where he talks about the kids Dot babysits for. He’s happy one of the boys is a train nut like himself. He asks about Chucky Pecsok and Chris and Eric.

After some other chit chat about her recent letters, Dart mentions that he loves writing to her even more than he loves to eat, so he skipped chow tonight to do so. As a result he’s very hungry and must go forage for food in the Ship’s Service. Meanwhile, he’s happy she approves of his ideas on “things,” by which I presume he means honor and morality. “After knowing so many people without a trace of honor you make me glad clear through that I’ve been my way this long. If it’s possible to give reasons for loving a person, that’s one of the reasons I love you so much.”

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Christmas Day, 1944

The opening paragraph of Dart’s letter might well be the most disparaging reaction to Christmas in history. He hurts, he’s tired, and his spirits are “as low as a patrolman’s arches.” He’s glad Dot can’t see him when he’s like this or she would never consent to become engaged when the war is over. He cannot wait to get out of Shoemaker.

The whole camp slept through breakfast chow, and having missed dinner last night, that set Dart off on the wrong foot. Then he got called to a work party where he and three other guys did 90% of the work and the other 12 just goofed off. After slaving for hours cleaning the huge patio area of the Hostess House he stood in the chow line for two hours for a mediocre meal. Then he got pulled into another work detail at the warehouse, moving baggage and sweeping out the whole place. Although they had to unload trucks filled with heavy sea bags, they were not permitted to use the warehouse dollies which were on reserve in case an officer happened to show up and wanted to move his bags. “How any officer can know about stuff like that and then look his men in the face and be an ‘example’ to them is beyond me.”

He hurried to the Western Union office to try to send telegrams to Dot and his mother, letting them know that he wasn’t shipping out tomorrow, but he got to the office one minute after it closed. When he plead his case to the guard in the office, who reamed him out for wearing dungarees (the uniform of the day, by the way) in a restricted area, the guard told him to go cry on the chaplain’s shoulder.

During it all, he missed two mail calls at which he had letters waiting for him. He could have especially used letters on this worst Christmas Day of his life.

Sometimes it just isn’t fun being in the Navy.

He sent her a new address for when he’s shipped out – now scheduled for Dec. 29. He warns her that after he leaves Shoemaker, his movements must be cloaked in secrecy and his regular letters will cease for awhile and will be subject to censorship when they resume. Censors won’t mess with letters from home, so she can continue to write anything she wants, but he will need to learn how to write for a “different audience.”

Having vented and brought her up to date on his moving plans, Dart turns to answering Dot’s most recent letters. He’s glad El is thrilled with her engagement ring. How he looks forward to putting a ring on Dot’s finger! This war can’t end soon enough to suit him. He hopes she survived the grueling retail rush and that by now she has received the three gifts he sent her.

He sure would like to be there to see that snowfall in Greenwich. Snow is lovely in Cleveland, but in a town as pretty as Greenwich, it must be the “nearest thing to Heavenly.”

He wants to remind his parents that he still remembers them, so he thinks he needs to quit now and write them a letter. He draws a triumphant sailor, with arms stretched up over his head. He tells he that’s him, feeling much better since “talking” to her for awhile.

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If Dart’s letter was the gloomiest in the annuls of written language, Dot’s may be the most effusive and enthusiastic. She loves the beautiful stationery he sent. She adores the album of Bing Crosby records. (Those old 78 rpm records held so few songs that albums were actually sets of several records, weighing several pounds.) The picture he sent of himself is the best she’s ever seen and she loves him and the gifts more than she can say. “Oh Dart,” she exclaims, “I love them all so much, and you so much, and everyone and everything so much, I’m ‘fraid I’ll burst.”

She uses a couple of pages describing her Christmas loot. A luxurious light green puff (comforter?) so soft it nearly puts her to sleep just looking at it; several records; multiple boxes of stationery, including some from Chris and Eric who told her it was “just for Dart;” clothing, picture frame, “sweet potato;” violin bow, books; slippers; and a very nice phone chat with his mother.

Her father made her cry when they presented El with a beautiful handcrafted, cedar-lined walnut hope chest. He put his arm around Dot and said “We wanted to make one for you too, Sis, but we couldn’t get enough of the right kind of wood. We’ll get it finished for you soon enough.” She was so touched that he thought of making one for her. And what a beautiful piece it turned out to be. It still holds a prominent place in her bedroom.

Later came the Christmas feast with Harriet, George and Toni Gale in attendance. The menu was as long as Dot’s Christmas gift list. After dinner, she went to the Pecsok’s house to give the kids their gifts and Mr. Pecsok gave her something for Dart that she’ll send right along to him.

She took Dart’s new portrait with her everywhere she went and everyone agreed it was a great one. Her Uncle Ralph, the great kidder, kept stealing the picture and hiding it. She had to run all over the house looking for it. Another trick her family played on her was to hide all the packages that came from Dart when they arrived, so she wouldn’t know they’d come. At five past midnight, they let her open one package from Dart – the photograph. From then on, she says she didn’t care if she got anything else. Her Christmas would have been complete with just that.

Her day wrapped up at Janie’s house, singing Christmas carols.  She wanted Dart to know that the whole crowd drank a toast to him at dinner, so he certainly was not forgotten. Dot’s fervent prayer is that he will be able to join them for Christmas 1945.

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December 26, 1944

A very short letter tells Dot that Dart’s mood changed overnight. He and Sam are leaving in a few minutes to take their final “last” leave in Stockton. There’s all kinds of scuttlebutt about their departure, but he’s not permitted to discuss it with anyone. In any event, he advises that Dot refrain from using the FPO address he sent her last night until she’s sure he’s left Shoemaker.

That’s all.

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December 27, 1944

Dot called home from work to see if there were any letters and her mother told her there was a telegram for her. She asked her to read it over the phone and was surprised and delighted to learn that Dart did not ship out yesterday as scheduled. The surprise came from the fact that she had not yet received the letter announcing the dire news, so she’d had no idea to be sad or worried. “Now that I’m forewarned it won’t be quite so hard (it says here in fine print).

She went to see “Since You Went Away” with Janie and her family last night and cried terribly. Such a sad movie may be a bad choice for a young woman in love with a sailor about to leave for war.

Tonight she’s babysitting with Carter Ford and was surprised to have a long chat with his father tonight. He’s a Navy lieutenant, junior grade, stationed in Norfolk, VA and he called home to talk to his wife. Since she wasn’t there, he spoke with Dot for awhile. He sounds nice, and his pictures show that he’s not bad looking, but Dot would prefer the attentions of another Navy man any day of the week.

She still sits for Chris and Eric. They came to the Chamberlain house to see what Santa brought Dot, and she’ll be watching them over New Year’s Eve. While on the subject of her favorite kids, Dot talks a bit about Gale. She came to the house over Christmas wearing a pleated plaid skirt that matched her mother’s skirt and her father’s shirt. She’s spending the night at the Chamberlain’s house tonight and was upset that Dot wouldn’t be there because of her babysitting job. To appease her, Dot has promised to fix her breakfast in the morning.

Dot says she understands why Dart doesn’t want to call anyone before he leaves the country and she agrees it’s probably better that way. She hopes the next time he calls it will be to say he’s at the station and needs her to come pick him up. If he ends up being sent to Australia, she hopes there’s a model railroad club to keep him occupied because she’s heard the Aussie girls are very pretty. She also says that if he goes to Pearl Harbor he should forget about the grass skirt because there’s not enough grass in the place to make a skirt big enough.

With Christmas behind her, she needs to focus on Dart’s birthday gift. She knows what she’s getting him but needs some advice on when to send it.

Referring to the “horrible” photos he had taken on his last liberty in San Francisco, she says “Send ’em on!” She’s never seen a bad photo of him, plus she’s building a collection of Dart pictures and wants a whole set.

She says Dart’s description of S.F. reminds her of Gordon’s letter about Norfolk, except 100% better. Norfolk isn’t even pretty during the daylight hours.

She loved the Christmas card he sent, but it got her into trouble. Her family kept insisting that she read it to all of them, but the contents were apparently either very steamy, very intimate, or both, so she had to fight like the dickens to keep them from seeing what it said. When she reads such things, she likes to pretend that Dart is saying the words into her ear. She couldn’t imagine her whole family being present to hear that!

She loves the sketches of the house he sent and is now eager to see what he’ll do with the upstairs. She really likes to think of “their house.” The plans look mighty good to her, but so would an old barn if she knew he’d be in it.

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December 28, 1944

Dart is Officer of the Deck from midnight until 4:00 in the  morning, putting him in charge of the outfit. He calls himself “King Snipe.”

He gives Dot a run down of his liberty in Stockton last night. He and Leffman met up with Chudy, and the other two guys grabbed a couple of pints. When the others got too drunk to suit Dart, he headed back to Shoemaker. Neither of his companions had returned when he got up for chow at 0700. So much for his last stateside liberty.

Tomorrow Dart will be a “busy little demon,” packing his sea bag, mending some things, mailing letters and books home, and doing a little shopping at Ship’s Service. This will be his last chance for a long while to fill out his personal stores with a fifth pair of dungarees and some Ivory Snow laundry flakes. This boy sure knows how to live it up, right?

The draft definitely leaves tomorrow for some undisclosed departure point – maybe Treasure Island, San Diego or some out-of-the-way place. From there, they’ll board a transfer ship.

Tonight he attended a USO show at camp. It featured lots of great acts and was headlined by Harpo Marx. Dart says it was the funniest (and least “dirty”) USO show he’s ever seen.

Like another Thursday night of long ago, there is no time for love, tonight, no matter how much love he has to express. The pressing matters of the world take priority over the “sweet nothings” he’d like to write. “I can’t see why they call those endearing whisperings ‘sweet nothings’ when they mean so much to two people who love each other as much as we do.”

In addition to military matters, he must bow to social order and answer some long-ignored letters from friends and family.

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Dot’s letter strikes a perfect tone for a young man off to war. It’s tender and loving, let’s him know how much she wishes he didn’t have to go, yet is filled with hope and confidence for his safe return.

Being no “Hard-hearted Hannah,” she was not able to hold back her tears completely when she learned of his imminent departure, but she only shed a few. She knows that with both Dart and Gordon in the Pacific, Japan doesn’t stand a chance.

According to Dot, those who say that war is hell surely have it right! Not just for those fighting it, but for those at home, too. Although they’re not sacrificing much except their men folk, when a particular man is all you want in the world, it’s “no bed of roses” to worry about him and wait for him to return.

She’s grateful she was unaware of what a miserable Christmas he had. She’d envisioned him laughing it up at a USO show and enjoying a fine holiday meal. She thought the Navy was supposed to make the guys as happy as possible on the holidays, but perhaps they hadn’t heard about Christmas at Shoemaker.

Another full moon will go to waste tomorrow as she wonders where he’s headed. While she’s thinking of him, she’ll be talking Janie’s ear off about him during their cousin’s sleep over.

Although Dot wasn’t home last night when his telegram arrived, her mother told her today how impressed Arthur and the rest of the family were by Dart’s considerate gesture. The whole family seems to love this young man, but only a fraction as much as Dot does.

Wherever he goes, she begs him to take care of himself and “don’t get your feet wet.” (Is that the Navy equivalent of the advice to soldiers to “Keep your head down?”) She says if he sees a ship in the Pacific with a great big sailor on deck, sitting in front of a fan and mopping his brow, Dart should just swim on over and introduce himself to her brother.

“God bless you, Dart, and please hurry home to someone who loves you more than anything in the world.”

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December 29, 1944

This letter was written from Treasure Island, Dart’s pre-embarkation point. He arrived this morning and the place feels like home, even though everyone is confined behind a high barbed-wire fence with no phones or letters allowed. The men appreciate the quality of Treasure Island chow, especially since the entire huge draft is suffering some intestinal distress from something they ate yesterday at Shoemaker.

“We are here for ___ hours, so unless those hours are lengthened, this will be my last letter for sometime, and those to follow will have to conform with the whim of the censuring officers.”

He tells Dot that all letters posted from the barracks here will be held for six days before being released to their destination. Somewhere around January 10, she’ll be getting word of today’s happenings.

Dart, as always, finds  the right tone to describe his thoughts as he pens his last letter from the USA. I’ll include it here, verbatim.

“I wish now I could think of all the things I wanted to say in this letter. For a last States-side letter, this seems rather ineffectual. I wanted to mention the beautiful moon of last night when I looked at it and hoped you were watching it, too. It would have been beautiful on a snowy carpet, or coming through a window into a room where the only other light came from a crackling fire and the glow of two pairs of eyes. (Ours?)”

“This is a poor time for regrets, but I guess it’s natural to regret having so little time together. I’m happy and thankful, though, that I have you waiting for me, and that we had even our small days together. To know that his love and respect is returned is one of the greatest consolations a man (or boy) can have when he leaves his country and the girl he loves and respects.”

“So, my Darling, it is with this that I close one chapter of my life and open another. Peterson the boy is slowly leaving, and in his place, Peterson the man is slowly and painfully coming into being. I’m always looking forward to coming home and ‘growing up together’ with you.”

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December 30, 1944

Dart is still confined at Treasure Island. The Navy has a rule that men can only be held in the pre-embarkation barracks for 72 hours. That leaves just 42 hours until they must be returned to Shoemaker to begin their wait all over again, or be loaded onto transports.

Everyone is over their intestinal disturbance caused by Shoemaker’s horrific food. When they’re not standing in long lines for the superior chow at Treasure Island, they’re getting a little “sack duty.” I guess there’s not much else to be done but sleep while they await the next step of their adventure.

Dart transferred all his photos, accounts and identification into his new billfold today. Now he requests that Dot send more pictures to fill up the empty slots.

Recalling Dot’s practice of stepping on discarded Lucky cigarette packages for luck, he tells her that the only brand of cigarettes available here are Luckies. She has his mother and even Lefty jumping all over the place to stomp on the things. Doesn’t anyone throw things in the trash?

He ends by asking her to imagine a million of these pages filled with “I love you.” That’s how much he does.

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Dot’s last letter of 1944 is one of her joyful, effervescent ones, full of happy reminiscing and high praise for Dart.

When Janie spent the night with her yesterday, all they talked about from midnight until 3:00 was Dart – how funny and smart and handsome he is. Dot read Janie some of his funniest letters, like the one he wrote when he came so close to getting a leave and then missed out, or the time he cut out a string of paper dolls to prove he had gone nuts being in the hospital for so long. Dot wonders how he can think up so much funny material, but I’d say she can hold her own in the humor department.

She agrees that the snapshots he sent of himself are not the best she’s seen, but she’s happy to have them. It looks like the photographer was lying on the floor to take them, but Dart is looking straight at the camera, so she likes that.

The store gave staff an unexpected day off today and Dot had the blissful experience of sleeping until 10:00 in the morning. Tonight, Janie’s dad, Uncle Ralph took his family and Dot to dinner and a movie. Although “Winged Victory” was about the Air Corps and not the Navy, Dot enjoyed it anyway.

When she came home from the movie, she hung out in El and Betty’s room, talking more about Dart. “I wonder how many times I’ve told people how we met and how I fell for you – Bingo – just like that. It must be in the millions by this time. And yet, with each retelling, I get the same thrill I got when all of it was actually happening. I can remember certain things you said and be almost as happy as when we were together and you were saying them.” She goes on to recall the details of their few dates – her kicking a leaf under the sofa in her dorm, the young sailors from Case who were so proud of their new GI raincoats, the first kiss Dart gave her at her friend’s house. “I want to sing and shout and let the world share my happiness.”

She gets a little philosophical about the current state of the world. There are men and women who are building instruments of destruction and others who are perfecting drugs that can heal a wounded soldier so that he can go back to battle to be injured again. “War is something I have never understood, and God grant that it doesn’t last long enough for me to learn to understand it.”

Perhaps feeling a need to lighten the mood, she asks Dart if he’s begun his list of New Year’s resolutions. “My list is only begun, but at the top is ‘I highly resolve to love Dart for the rest of my life.'” I

Tomorrow night, Dot will be babysitting for the Miller children, but she’ll have company. Her new friend Nancy Lou Clapps invited herself over to help with the kids and have a little party once they’re in bed. Both girls will bring some Cokes and their record collections. When Dot asked Nancy why she wanted to spend New Year’s Eve that way, Nancy said. “I just love to hear you talk about Dart! You get so enthusiastic and your sparkle so.”

She wraps up with the news that every day she loves him twice as much as she did the day before. Then she advises him not to get sea sick.

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December 31, 1944

Dart begins, “New Year’s Eve, and the eve of a truly new year.” His time at Treasure Island is growing short. There’s a special muster scheduled for about an hour from the writing of this letter, at which rampant rumors will be confirmed or dispelled. The rumor is that they’ll all be sent to either destroyers or destroyer escorts to replace veteran crews. You may recall that these are small ships – destroyers nicknamed “tin cans.” Dart had been “promised” a battleship or an aircraft carrier by a guy at Shoemaker who supposedly had a hand in assignments. But there’s no complaining from Dart today. He, like the other men in this draft are just eager for any news about their destiny. In fact, any announcement is greeted with cheers, simply because everyone is hungry for information.

But those aren’t the only cheers being heard at Treasure Island today. I’ll let Dart tell you in his own words.

“But today we heard the cheers of a different kind. Cheers of war -weary men setting their feet on the soil of this land they left many months ago. A harbor ferry brings them from the transports to the island, where they are outfitted with new clothing and from where they leave on their ‘vacations.'”

“It’s really a thrilling, happy sight to see those men arriving. They all look lean, tan, and healthy and their eager eyes drink in all the beauty of the Bay. They gaze with wide-open wonder at this, their country, and they’re glad to be back. ”

“This may be my last letter for a month and there may be one more. But whether it’s the last or there are a million more, always remember that I love you, and I have loved you since I met you, and I want to love you all through our lives after the war. I don’t care what the rest of the world is fighting for, but I’m fighting for us, for the right and ability to get home, get a job and an education and a home, and above all, to be married to you.”

There was a post script to this letter, telling Dot that the special muster was simply to announce a free movie night for all the pre-embarkment men. Dart declined the opportunity and instead washed some clothes and reflected on New Year’s Eves from his past.

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