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March 22, 1945

The past few days have passed quickly for Dart, but with no real news to tell. Instead he decides to describe a little more about his daily life aboard the ship.

He hopes to finish this letter before the deadline for censors. When they get word that there will be a mail pick-up that day, they never have much time to wrap up their letters in order for the censors to approve them before the mail goes out. It takes quite a long time for all the letters to get processed through the censorship board.

His “condition watch” has been changed to an inside post, although his battle station watches are still outdoors. The latter he does every dawn and dusk, but the inside watch is much nicer, especially when the weather is rough.

When he first came to the Haggard, he feared he would not get assigned to fire control. In fact, one of the three FC guys in his newbie group was actually assigned to the mess hall – cooking and serving meals, stocking the galley and cleaning the mess hall. Now, Dart and the other FC striker are having their turn at the same duty. He isn’t sure when it’ll start, but it can’t last longer than three months and he’s been told it won’t hurt his chances for advancement, if such chances occur. He doesn’t seem too upset about being taken off the duty he trained so hard for and working in the mess.

The men are allowed to work on standard Navy courses while on condition watch, so he’s about two thirds of the way through the course work he’s doing to try to get a promotion.

The sea has been unbelievably calm for the last couple of days. It reminds him of Lake Erie in the summer, when the water is so smooth that the only motion is when the wind ruffles the surface slightly. He loves to see the Cleveland skyline reflected in the lake when it gets like that. The Pacific has been just that smooth. His ship can go through the glass-like water at top speed without a drop of water or a breath of spray coming on deck. He says it’s a shame to run a ship through such perfectly smooth water.

As he writes now, however, the old girl is having some fun. She’s pitching and swaying all over the place. He’s gotten used to the wildly irregular roll of the ship on rough seas and it doesn’t phase him much, except when the bow rides off the top of a swell and then plunges into a deep trough with a giant smack! There are times when they hit the wave so hard that a solid sheet of water envelopes the ship and soaks everything in its path.

He guesses even war and rough seas can’t keep a guy from thinking about his girl, his family and his hobbies. He’s been doing a lot of all three lately. I’m sure Dot will be thrilled to learn he’s designed a wiring plan for his two model trains so he can get them running when he’s able to get little motors for them. He’s also been working out some details on their house. “You mentioned going upstairs hand-in-hand in one of your letters. What fond memories that brought back! I wish now that we’d stayed awake and talked all night. The sleep we’d have missed wouldn’t have mattered now. I’m doing all I can to make our little house with the big fireplace come true, and when that happens, all our present dreams will have come true, too. The only ones left will be the ones we can cook up together, between now and then.”

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March 23, 1945

Dart writes that he is gradually getting accustomed to his new life out here. Life on a tin can is teaching him all sorts of things every day. For example, he has learned a valuable lesson of how to stow clothing in his locker. Because regular duckings by fierce or playful waves make for frequent changes of clothing, he’s learned to fold an entire outfit, from underwear and socks to dungarees and shirt, into one neat package. Then when he has to change on the double, he just grabs a bundle and has everything he needs in one hand.

He tells her she needn’t worry that this life would ever take first place in his heart over Cleveland. “The way we like it here is to try to forget about home, to think of all the worse places we could be, to forget where we are and why, and then it sorta comes on us that maybe this place would be alright as a last choice.”

It doesn’t sound to Dart like Dot really wants to hear much “about that ‘perfect size 12’ girl I mentioned once. She may have been size 12 – I wouldn’t know about that – but as far as perfection goes, she wasn’t it. ‘Nuff said. I think size 14 would be alright for you. Don’t let all the effort of getting there mar your charming personality and sweet looks, though.”

Referring to her long-ago comment about Washington’s birthday falling on a work day and her hopes that by the time it’s on a Sunday, she’ll have the type of job where she won’t have to work weekends, he commented that the holiday falls on a Sunday in just three years. He says that doesn’t leave much time for the war to end and for the two of them to “get started.” How he hopes he’ll be able to provide for  her when they can get married. He hopes the first year or two after the war aren’t too difficult. He wants to finish college and get a big job in a big hurry.

He ends with “By the way, the only way we know it’s Sunday around here is when some guy says “Jeezuss, we’re having chicken noodle soup for chow!”

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Having broken her promise to write last night, Dot explains that she was struggling with her mother’s birthday cake. The devil’s food came out okay, but the frosting was a disaster. She ran out of powdered sugar and had to use granulated. Chewing the frosting felt like eating sand.

Next Thursday, she’s taking the day off work to go into NYC with Nancy Clapp. Her dad has a list of supplies he’d like her to get and she needs new shoes. If there’s time, they hope to take in a show.

The weather today was spring-like, but earlier this week, it was cold, wet and snowy. She says last night was a perfect night for “indoor sports,” and says she means just what he’s thinking!

Last night she dreamed that Dart’s brother had joined the Navy and was already an Ensign. Dot says she’d take a lowly bell-bottom wearing sailor if the one wearing them was Dart.

While trying to fall asleep last night, she thought back to every detail of their time together in November. She can’t figure out why they didn’t change their awkward seating arrangement with him in the straight back chair and her on that low couch. She also doesn’t know why she couldn’t open up and say what was in her heart when he was saying all those pretty things to her. He must have thought her an awful twerp.

Now she takes comfort in knowing that each day brings her one day closer to seeing him again.

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March 24, 1945

Dart says that in spite of her claims of being a “poor, mistreated baby-sitter,” Dot must enjoy the work or she wouldn’t have put that clever ad in the newspaper. He’s eagerly awaiting word on how that first dinner party turned out. He asks if she decided to go into business with El rather than look for a job at a defense plant as she had mentioned once. From his limited observation, defense plants “are not such hot places for young girls to work.”

He sees in the news that Mayor LaGuardia is running New York City in defiance of the curfew laws. “And the New Yorkers call the boys from the South ‘rebels’! Looks like we’ll have to sail the fleet into New York harbor and lambast the city with our pea-shooters.” He wonders if, after putting her little charges to bed, she’s ever had to help some of their parents get to bed, too. “Then, maybe your clients don’t come home stewed.”

He wishes he’d seen “I Love a Soldier,” because of the San Francisco scenes in it. “Did they show any scenes of the bridges or of the city from a cocktail lounge high above it? If not, they missed the two most impressive sights of the city.” He’s surprised that his descriptions of the places he’s seen make her homesick for those places, even though she’s never been to them. “The biggest and most important memories I have which make me homesick are those dealing with eight days separated by a couple of eternities and a millennium.”

Let that sink in for a minute. The eight days he refers to are the ones he’s spent in Dot’s company. Eight days. Think of how far these two have come in their relationship, how much they know about each other, how deep their love has grown – with only eight days together. Such is the power of letters in the hands of two mature, self-aware, honest, and compatible young people.

Now comes a gentle lecture. He asserts that she must never refer to her lovely paragraphs as “corny.” He writes, “Darling, every single word you send me thrills and enthralls me. They’re the nearest thing to your being with me that there could be…Yours are the sweetest and most endearing love letters I’ve ever seen. Lots of fellows sit around and read each other’s mail, laughing at the gentler phrases and thoughts of the writers, but no one except me ever sees your letters. They are Sacred Writings.”

It’s nearly lunch time and not only the Army but also the Navy fights on it’s stomach. As for Dart, he finds it hard to make love on an empty stomach, so he must end this letter, sending all his love.

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Dot begins her letter by saying that writing it at work might earn her 10 hours of extra duty, or cost her a job, but spending a few minutes chatting with him is worth the risk.

She was thrilled to get three good letters from him when she went home for lunch today. She was so eager to read them that she forgot to blow on her soup and has suffered a burned tongue.

She’s decided there’s no excuse for her not writing to him every single day, so she begs him not to forgive her anymore. There are women she works with who, according to Dot, have more to do than she does (I find that hard to believe) and they manage to write to their husbands and sweethearts daily. Some of them have been at it for more than three years! Dot prays that the war won’t last anywhere near that long, but if it does, she’ll still be writing. I wonder if she realizes that she’s been writing to Dart on a nearly daily basis for half that long already?

It’s supposed to be a very busy day at the store, with Easter so close, and in most of the departments, that’s true. However, the Young Men’s Shop is deserted.

She continues the letter from home later that day. How nice it is that the Navy is giving him so much practice at painting. By the end of the war he should be an expert at wielding the paint brush. She asks if he’d rather paint a house than a ship. “Good – so would I,” she says, agreeing with his presumed response.

Today she decided to send Dart’s family a little something for Easter to remind them of Dart, so she wired them a plant with a card that said “With love from Dart, via Dot.” She wanted him to know what she’d done in case they mention something to him. I can imagine how much that plant, and Dot’s thoughtfulness will please them. Another thought she had was that his folk’s 25th wedding anniversary is coming up in June. Since she doesn’t trust the timing of the mail, she’s mentioning this now. She’d like him to tell her what he’d like to give them for the occasion and she’ll handle the shopping and shipping. She knows it’ll be more fun for her than for him, but since he’s not exactly in the “Shopping Mart of the World,” she hopes he’ll let her help him out this way. What a thoughtful girl!

Dot gets philosophical as she tells Dart about a discussion she, El and their cousin Betty had after dinner tonight. It seems that economists predict that for at least 10 years after the war ends, prices for nearly everything will climb significantly. Dot claims she has no head for figures, but one thing she has figured out is that money doesn’t mean that much. Granted, one must have the stuff in order to eat, but there’re so many things that are more meaningful. She cites nature as an example and says Spring is the perfect reminder that some of the greatest beauty in the world can be had for free if one simply sits  and drinks in all the splendor. “So – I’ve got it all boiled down to one thing. If you love someone as much as I love you, material wealth matters very little.” As it turned out, Dot and Dart always had “enough,” but there were lots of periods when they didn’t have a penny more than that. Yet they were richly blessed in their long and loving marriage.

It’s 1:30 AM and she is bleary eyed. Good night.

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March 25, 1945

For a brief time today, Dart thought he might be able to meet Dot’s brother. While he was in port, he saw a ship he thought was Gordon’s and he asked the signalman to send a message over to it. A response came back that they were talking to the wrong ship. Oh well, maybe next time…

As he’s mentioned before, huge waves break over the deck of the Haggard fairly frequently, soaking everyone it their paths. It seems that Dart has developed a reputation of being in the wave’s path more often than anyone else. At times, he thinks there’s a trained shark following the ship, ready to squirt a big spray of salt water whenever Peterson sets foot on deck. A couple of days ago, it reached slapstick comedy levels when first his feet got soaked as a wave washed over the deck on his early morning watch at the bow. Later, as he walked aft, nearly dry from the earlier ducking, another wave came aboard and , Voila! He was wearing wet pants. Everybody laughed, including Dart, I think. He concludes with “It shouldn’t happen to any dog.”

But wait! There’s more. In the late afternoon while he walked the deck, he saw the wave coming. He grabbed the handiest thing which would support his weight and hoisted his feet up. The wave rolled under his feet, up the side of the deck house, bounced off and soaked him from hat to brogans. “It could only happen in the movies, or to me.”

A week from today will be Easter. It was about a year ago that Dot and his parents met for the first time while he was in the hospital, hundreds of miles away. “Maybe some of these years we may all be home together for the holidays. All the holidays. From New Year’s Day through New Year’s Eve, for many years in succession.” Nice dream.

He writes that he is sitting here with Donn Byron recalling how he met Dot, where he met her, how much he liked her from the very first moment. “Golly Dot, you’re swell. Every once in a while the very thought of you overwhelms me. To think that I should know and love a person like you, and then have you love me too, is almost too much to believe.”

I love how each of them feels like they won the lottery when they met each other. Both of them thinks s/he is the lucky one to have the other person love them. Isn’t that the very definition of romantic love?

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Dot’s short letter is hard for her to write because she’s sitting in the Miller’s living room and they’re talking and the radio is playing. She’s spending the night because Mr. and Mrs. Miller are leaving at the crack of dawn for a three-day anniversary celebration in NYC. Dot will stay with the boys until a sitter arrives later in the morning.

As happens so often, Dot’s mind is running in the same channel as Dart’s today. She’s thinking how much she’ll miss him again at Easter. Last year she was hoping that by this year they could celebrate the holiday together and now she’s hoping the same thing about next year. These busy kids, surrounded by people and activity are so very lonely for each other. Let’s hope next Easter brings a reunion.

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March 26, 1945

We have two very short notes today. Dart stood in line twice today so that he could buy two packs of stationery to replace the tiny lined notebook pages he’s been using for a few days.

He skipped the movie tonight to write to his old pal Fred – the only buddy he’s heard from in weeks. There have been big gaps in their mail service and they think they know why, but they don’t know where the mail is.

“I’ve never fallen asleep on a date, but tonight’s the nearest thing to it. Sitting here on a hard steel deck, with my feet out straight, your picture before me and my sore back getting stiffer, I fell asleep with my pen actually on the paper in the middle of a word. I love you night and day, my Darling.”

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I hope Mom can shed a little light on the first paragraph of this letter she wrote. She says she had to work late tonight because the store had to do an O.P.A. inventory. “If there were no war, there would be no O.P.A. ceilings and I wouldn’t have had to work late tonight.” What is/was the O.P.A.?

She goes on to say that if there’d been no war, she would probably never have met Dart, so this nasty business has some compensation because she can’t imagine her life if they’d never met.

She bought some egg coloring today and thought about sending a dyed egg to Dart. Then she thought a rotten egg wouldn’t sit too well in a constantly rolling and pitching stomach, so she must content herself with thinking about him as she colors the eggs, and imagine doing the job with him someday.

Greenwich is gradually looking like Spring has sprung. The trees have a slight veil of bright green around their edges and she’s quite enjoying her case of Spring fever. She hopes it’s true that ‘in the Spring a young man’s fancy turns to what the girls have been thinking about all winter.'”

While she was filling in for the elevator operator today she tried to imagine what she would do if the door opened to reveal Dart standing there. She thinks if she didn’t faint dead away, she’d grab him inside, close the door and forget the buzzer until she’d had her fill of looking at him and pinching herself. “Golly, my heart skips a beat just thinking about it. If I didn’t have my day dreams, my days would never end. I have to live on them until the real thing comes along.”

She has bestowed upon him the title of “The Boy I’d Most like to See Every Time I Open My Eyes.” But now, she must close her eyes in sleep.

“You can’t imagine what it’s like to love someone as much as I love you – can you?” Yes, Dottie, I think he can.

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March 27, 1945

There’s an endearing letter from Dart. With little news to tell and no new letters from Dot, he decides to respond to some of the letters he’s received from her that haven’t been answered yet.

The first one is dated January 14th! That seems so long ago – not long after Dart left for sea duty. He commented about her getting sick at her father’s birthday dinner. He thought it was interesting that she had a cousin who was going to the Belgian Congo with her husband and kids because he has a cousin who just returned from Liberia with her family. He regrets that her Spanish classes were discontinued.

Then he replies to the letter she wrote on his birthday in which she said that now that he’s 21, he can inherit his millions. He asks her “Millions of what?” and then tells her that he sure feels like a millionaire whenever he thinks about her.

He sends her written thanks for his birthday greetings until such time his thanks can be conveyed by word (and deed) of mouth. He got a big kick out of all the little cards she sent him for birthday and Valentines Day, especially that sly one about not getting “chaste” at all.

When she wrote the letter about all that bowling in a single afternoon, he expected the next letter to talk about how sore she was from bowling. He’s pretty impressed by her scores, which he says are much better than his. With all that bowling and babysitting, she should be nimble enough on her feet to keep out from under his when they dance. He suggests that maybe they should take lessons instead of murdering their pet corns.

He was thrilled to get the invitation to her graduation and wishes like anything that he could have been there with her.

He thanks her for signing her name “Dorothy,” just once. He loves that name as much as he likes the ever-endearing “Dot,” but the former reminds him of falling in love with a girl he knew her only as Dorothy. Seeing her signature that way reminds him of those first hours when something told him he had met the girl who would be his wife, if she’d have him.

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This’ll be a short one from Dot, with a similar one tomorrow. She’ll be serving and doing dishes at a party tomorrow and will get home quite late.

She sure wishes he’d send those house plans! If he has, they haven’t arrived yet. She’s dying to look them over and show them around. Her dad thinks Dart’s a wonderful artist, and she just thinks he’s plain wonderful.

The headlines looked good today. “German Armies Defeated.” She know there are still the Japs that need to be routed, but the end must be getting close. She knows he and Gordon haven’t played their aces yet, or Japan would be on the run already.

She wishes he’d made a record before he left because she’s been trying to remember what his voice sounds like. All she can remember is “Apple pie, coffee,” and “Now hear this!,” neither of which were spoken in his natural voice. And the sweet whispers in her ear couldn’t be considered his natural voice either, although she hopes it was natural for him to say them to her. “Then of course, there’s the long explanation of the Mark I computer, but I’d just as soon forget that for the time being.” I love how she can tease him about that boring lecture he gave her and his folks about what he was learning.

She bids him good-night, with the hope that she’ll dream of him.

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March 28, 1945

There is no letter from Dart today, but my sister Nancy sent me a photo of him aboard the Haggard. Could this be one taken by the ship’s doctor with his contraband camera? We’ll never know for sure. It’s a little blurry, but you can still see how very young this sailor who writes a fine letter really is.

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Dot’s letter is one of the shortest she’s ever written, but it carries some big news. She has given notice at Franklin Simon. “I’ve at last decided I’ve been getting absolutely nowhere for almost a year and at a very low salary. I still don’t know where I’ll go but at this point any place that’s a change would be welcome. Maybe Nancy Lou and I will join the Cadet Nurse Corps.”

I think she’s quite right to strike out and see what else the world has to offer, but I’m sure they’ll miss her a lot at FS.

Speaking of Nancy Lou, she and Dot are spending the day in the City tomorrow, and Dot must sleep now so she can write him tomorrow and tell him all about their day.

She loves him “very, very, very much. Maybe it’s the Spring Fever, but if so, I’ve had it since September 25th, 1943.”

As a final thought, she adds the the temperature in Greenwich reached 80 degrees today!

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March 29, 1945

Dart’s letter today matches the brevity of Dot’s most recent one, except his was accompanied by a gift, of sorts. It references the house drawings he was enclosing. How I wish those drawings had survived until now. Maybe they ended up in the big scrapbook Dot was creating about their relationship.

It’s been raining all day where he is, so no boat was sent to the post office to collect the Haggard’s mail. Taps is sounding, so he’ll try to go to bed on time, for a change.

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With no letter from Dot today, I thought I’d use this space to fill in what I’ve learned about the O.P.A, whom Dot mentioned in a recent letter as responsible for an inventory that she had to work late to conduct.

Mom couldn’t remember who or what the O.P.A was, but the Internet never forgets! The acronym stands for Organization of Price Administration. It was responsible for setting prices to prevent wartime inflation. It was also the organization that issued ration points, and later, red and blue tokens used to make change for ration cards. No wonder Republicans hated the FDR administration. They would have considered it pretty heavy-handed to take over price controls for whole industries. Still, I wonder if such an effort helped avoid the extreme inflation that often occurs during war years and helped smooth the way for rapid economic growth in postwar years. The biggest question that remains for me is, if it was intended to control inflation during the war, why was it established in August, 1941 – three months before the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor?

Below you can view a propaganda poster used by the O.P.A.

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March 30, 1945

There’s still no mail call for Dart. He’s still in port and the rain has stopped, but the sea is too choppy for an “unnecessary” boat trip to the post office. Most of the men on board would argue that mail call is most necessary!

Since the rain has stopped, they’ve reverted to their in port routine; painting the ship. It’s a constant task, but today’s beautiful spring-like weather made it a pleasant one. As they were painting the outside of the ship, high above the sea’s surface, everyone was reminded of the perfect Spring days back home. Some even swore the breeze carried with it the fresh scent of cut grass and overturned earth.

He had promised Dot he would spend some time looking at March’s full moon, but the first time he went outside to look at it, he got a face full of rain. Tonight, however, the sky is filled with high yellow clouds and the brilliant moon is shining right through them. “Reminds me of a sequin-covered dress I dated for a dance once.”

After a beautiful descriptive paragraph about the perfect beauty of the weather and location, he writes, “Next to being at home with you, this is the best of Navy life. Guess I’m just a fair-weather sailor at heart, if I’m any kind of sailor at all.”

“Days like this, while they’re beautiful and pleasant, only make me wish all the more that you and I were enjoying them together.”

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Dot’s letter is so witty and charming that I think I’ll quote most of it verbatim.

“If I promise faithfully to write a long letter tomorrow, will you let me by with another short one tonight? Thanks. I knew you’d understand. (What chance do you have to protest? None. That’s the way I do business.)

Our trip to New York yesterday was successful, barring the blisters, and we had lots of fun trying to find our way around the big city. We saw “Practically Yours,” with Claudette Colbert and Fred MacMurray, a very cute picture, and Benny Goodman in person. The whole show was excellent.

While we were waiting for our train to take us home, we decided to have our pictures taken in one of those machines. I took off my hat so I wouldn’t look stupid, but I might just as well have left it on. I look stupid anywho. I was planning to send you one, but not wanting you to stay out there, I decided against it. On the other hand, they tell us to send you boys things that will make you laugh, so who am I to deprive you of having a good laugh, even if it’s on me? By the way, that ‘come-on’ look that I’m wearing has a patent on it and is reserved for you and you alone.

Say, I don’t know who’s out there winning the war except you and Gordon. Looks to me like the entire fleet is in New York. I never saw so many sailors in my life, not even in the movies. A sailor and his girl sat right in front of us in the movies. They were holding hands. (Is there a sailor that doesn’t?) and boy, did I wish you were there!  This letter isn’t too short, considering I haven’t heard from you in a week and it’s 1:00 A. M. I love you and I miss you.”

How I’d love to see the photos she had taken in that booth – the ones with the patented  “come-on” look!

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March 31, 1945

Mail call at last! Dart got four letters from Dot, each of which thrills him as much as the first one he ever got. The most recent of hers was written March 15. Considering that these letters have been sitting uncollected in port for several days, that’s mighty fine service from the U. S. post office.

Tomorrow is Easter, and they’re scheduled to have a rare “holiday routine.” That only happens when all the work is caught up and there’s something special going on. There will be “divine services” on a hospital ship anchored nearby. I presume that other ships can send boats over there for the men who want to attend. Maybe they even broadcast the service over ships’ P.A. systems.

There’s been a change in censorship regulations, but there’ll be no changes in what he can report in his letters home. I guess the guys can now write about things that happened prior to January 1, but since Dart didn’t board the ship until after that, he must remain mum on his whereabouts and activities.

Dot would scream if she could see him now. He’s writing this letter while sitting atop an actual live depth charge. He’ll have to move inside soon because they’ve just lowered the flag in the last moment of the setting sun. “Tonight’s sunset, now rapidly waning, was a beaut. All pink and blue and gold for a while, now purple and gold. Here and there, the black, evil silhouette of a ship ruins it. If the ships had sails or were covered with anything but guns and gray paint, the scene would be romantic.”

In a recent letter, he had told his folks about the little islands where they have liberty.  His mother wrote back that it would be great if he and Dot could return after the war and see the beautiful spots he has visited. Then he gets a letter from Dot, suggesting that she’d like to see the place he’d described and maybe it would be a perfect location for a honeymoon. Dart says he’d been thinking all these same things. “Sounds like a conspiracy.”

During a storm the other day, the crew entertained themselves by imagining the post-war development of these “useless islands and atolls.” They were planning to build a huge resort here. By using chartered ocean-liners, they could charge high fares to transport tourists for a week or more of entertainment. They could provide “swimming, dancing, gambling and various forms of sin.” The “ocean-liners” will be converted aircraft carriers. Oh, the plans they have for their floating hotels! “Horseback riding, tennis, golf and shuffleboard on the flight deck. Swimming, dancing, theaters on the hangar deck. Shops, restaurants, 3-room efficiency suites and 6 to 8-room mansions partitioned off in the massive innards.”

He continues on another matter. “Enough of this flub-dub, We must get to the more serious business at hand – that of making love. That’s what I want to do for the rest of my life – make love to you. Mom says, and I quote ‘Glad Dot likes Ohio. Maybe after the Big Day you’ll live nearby and run in to see us real often.’ Sounds hokey, doesn’t it?” (Yes, hokey and sweet and wonderful!)

He must depart to write to his parents before the water is turned on for the evening “shower hour.” In addition to showering and shaving, he hopes to wash some clothes because the ship’s laundry will be closed for a week for painting.

“Goodnight, my Darling. Don’t ever forget for a moment how much I love you. I can never tell you how much that is and how much I miss you.”

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