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August 17, 1945

An exuberant Dot begins her letter with “My Darling Dart, I began this letter over again just so I could call you ‘Darling’. Boy! Do you know how good you sounded to me? You couldn’t, but it was mighty good. Say, notice how I’ve gotten over being tongue-tied? I talked lots tonight, even though my heart was in my mouth.”

She is so eager to think he might be able to get to Greenwich on a 72-hour liberty, even before his long leave. Might he get there before September 1 so that he could meet Gordon? She so wants her two favorite boys to meet each other, but she’s afraid to pray for such a thing lest she wear out her welcome with God, who’s answered so many of her prayers lately.

Now that they’ve discussed the idea for making their engagement announcement, she’s counting on Dart to come up with some clever way of saying it. (With the hindsight I’ve been granted on this topic, I already know the cute scheme they’ve cooked up, but naturally I won’t ruin the surprise here.)

Mr. Goldstein is on vacation from the Young Men’s department at Franklin Simons and Dot has had her hands full in his absence. Today they got merchandise from NY and Dot had to check it all in and find places for it to go. “What did we get? Well, you probably wouldn’t have asked that question, but since I’m writing this letter, I can have you ask anything I want. We got 32 snowsuits, 12 overcoats, 12 fur mittens, 40 leather helmets, 32 undershirts, 168 ties, and countless other junk.”

She mentions that tomorrow is a big day at the Chamberlain house, but doesn’t say why. Is that the day Gordon gets home? She thanks him again for calling and for buying her the silk stockings. (How did he get his hands on those, just two days after the war ended?)

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August 18, 1945

The day after his phone call to Dot, Dart sounds as though he’s in a better mood. They’ve been moved to a new barracks, which turns out to be just as nice as the former one. Unfortunately he’ll be unable to avail himself of his new digs tonight because his early morning watch requires that he sleep aboard the ship.

He’s as enthusiastic about their phone conversation as Dot was. He loved hearing the sound of her voice and he was pleased that they both feel more natural and spontaneous when they talk than they have in the past.

Now he has to stop writing, but will take it up again tomorrow.

The next day – His delight in his new barracks has grown since yesterday. He tries to describe it without violating Naval security, leading me to wonder why it would be important to keep details of temporary living quarters secret, especially now that the US has no enemies. He describes the clean streets and nice grassy area in front of the barracks buildings. Included in those buildings are the chapel, movie theater, recreation area and athletic lockers. There are tennis courts, baseball diamonds and a football field outside. A four-winged mess hall offers separate dining for enlisted and officers, plus a beer hall and storage areas.

He’s especially impressed by the profusion of flowers and the neat, white fences that line the sidewalks. All the ground is covered by either grass or flowers. There’s an awning over some picnic tables to provide a shady spot to eat or read, and park benches sit in front of every building.  This entire description is accompanied by one of Dart’s neat diagrams of the place. He tells her the security is more lax than he’d expected, with wives, parents, girlfriends and kids allowed in to see “Daddy’s ship.”

He brags that he just earned a dollar for ironing a set of dress blues for another guy. “Not bad for 45 minutes of work.” (Well, some people might think he lost that deal!) Now he and Hal Martin plan to do some laundry over at the ship, hoping to charge some other fellows a buck or two to throw their stuff into the machine.

Echoing Dot’s thoughts, he tells her that the time until his leave seems to be passing way too slowly.

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Dot writes a hurried and excited letter today. Gordon’s home! He was so happy to see his wife Betty that he scarcely noticed Dot or all the painting they’d done around the house. His homecoming prompted a huge feast, befitting a returning hero.

She assures Dart that nothing happened to her, although she admits to feeling that horseback ride for a few days. She quips that she’s built for the sport, with all the extra padding where it counts, but she’d advise him to avoid it. “If your scar is where I think it is, you’d be more than a bit sore after trotting around for an hour.”

She got a beautiful letter from his mother today, welcoming her to the Peterson clan. It gives her goose bumps every time she reads it. She’s completely charmed by Dart’s parents, and by their first-born son. How I wish that letter from my grandmother had survived with all these others. It’s hard not to be greedy.

No letters on the 19th, but Dot returns on the 20th.

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August 20, 1945

A weary but excited Dot writes a brief letter today. She had another solo day in the Young Men’s department at work, with Mr. Goldstein still on vacation. The back-to-school sales are bringing in more customers than she’s had all summer, increasing her daily sales totals by more than 125% over her usual average. The place was so busy today that when the store closed, her department looked like a cyclone had passed through. If she keeps up this pace, by the time she quits on September 1, she hopes Mr. Goldstein will be sad to see her leave. When she gave her notice, she writes that she “felt like thanking him for all the raises he promised me that I never got, but I figured it was wiser to be diplomatic about the whole thing, in case I want to work there during Christmas vacation. (Heaven forbid!)”

She’s betting that Dart’s folks won’t be getting much sleep for the rest of the summer. First, Burke comes home on leave, followed by Dart’s long visit. “I wonder if I’ll be as wonderful to my perspective daughter-in-law as your mother’s been to me. Guess I won’t do any serious worrying about it until the time comes. But when the time does come, remind me how to act, will you?”

She promises not to keep asking him if he knows when he’ll be in Greenwich. All she asks is that when he knows the date that he let her know he’s coming. She’s worried he might catch her in some of the “costumes” she’s been wearing around the house this week.

Then, to fill up the page, she writes a silly poem Gordon brought home from the Navy:

Rock-a-bye Baby on a tree top.

Better not fall, kid; it’s a hell of a drop! (She’s sure she could do better if she weren’t so tired.)

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August 21, 1945

In this letter, Dart responds to an old letter from Dot – the one she wrote just after receiving his letter about the two of them getting engaged. He thought it was one of the best letters he’d ever received. She was so articulate as she expressed some very mature ideas about the sanctity of engagements and what that public declaration means. He agrees with her 100% and knows that they are right for each other, now and always.

He admits to some confusion about the censoring of letters and believes that maybe there isn’t any going on any more. He has just erred on the side of caution until the policy is more fully explained. Regarding his recent sense of impending doom related to Dot, he believes he wasn’t far off the mark. Her harrowing horseback ride must have been terrifying for her, and she could have been seriously hurt. He’s grateful she wasn’t, but he thinks that’s what he was sensing.

He tells her about several liberties he’s had lately. Mostly they involve going into town and eating anything and any time they want. Sometimes they catch a mediocre movie, but it’s pretty tame stuff he’s involved in. Once they went to the local amusement park and he rode the Octopus. Since Dot mentioned her ride on a similar contraption, he writes, “Now you know how the Haggard rides in a rough sea. Only our old rust bucket is a bit more tame, but much more prolonged.”

Because he has only 24 “points,” he doesn’t expect to be out of the Navy for several months. Still, he’s hoping for a miracle. When he’s in Cleveland on leave, he’ll get his records from Case so he can begin working on an application for whatever college he plans to attend next.

It has started to pour outside, just as he must walk over to the mess hall and then hike to the ship for an outdoors watch. “Speaking of watches (pun), Mom and Dad sent mine to me yesterday. It came in good shape and is now ticking merrily on my wrist.”

When he returns from watch later that evening, he writes that it has just struck him that since being back in the USA, his letters have lacked any notable love talk. He intends to put a stop to that, and not let the distractions of being back on dry land deter him. Still, he’d rather be holding her in his arms and whispering the words into her ear. “Please remember always that I love you; that my life’s devoted to YOU.”

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August 22, 1945

When Dart awoke this morning there was a letter from Dot stuck under his mattress. It was the one she was writing last week when she was interrupted by his phone call. He agrees with her assessment that he is much better off to be “here” rather than “over there.”

“All the time we were idle near Okinawa, we kept thinking that there was so much more time gone by so that the Japs wouldn’t have quite so many planes to drop on us as we made our run for freedom; just that much closer to the end of the war; that much more chance for the war to end while we were in the States. Now it’s all true. We got out safely, the Japs are whipped, and the war is over while were here.” ( My whole life, I’ve thought how lucky that kamikaze was for the Haggard — lucky at least for those who survived the initial attack. If they had not been crippled, they’d have faced many more battles at sea, each with multiple opportunities for disaster.)

His request for a 72-hour pass has been signed, sealed, and nearly delivered. His buddy Hal Martin also got one. Both men plan to arrive at Penn Station in NYC on Saturday night. Hal will head off to Boston and Dart will go to Greenwich. If they drive Hal’s car back to the naval base, they’ll need to leave Monday afternoon. If they return by train, they can stay a little longer. The car would be a nice thing to have between the end of their liberty and the beginning of their 30-day leave on September 10. (Dot’s gonna love seeing that date, finally. Let the countdown begin!)

He writes a few funny suggestions for the wording of their engagement announcement and then asks if he has done enough to earn his dinner.

The rest of the letter is filled with random tidbits: She didn’t mention Gordon’s condition, so he must be doing okay. The crew has x-rays tomorrow as part of their thorough medical exam. Dart intends to mention his bothersome back problems to the new doctor. He and his pals saw a movie the other night called “You Came Along,” which he deemed “very funny until it became very sad.”

He’s still crazy in love with her, bur she seems to be the only one who’s been saying the sweet nothings in letters recently. He hopes to do better soon.

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August 23, 1945

Dot races through this very short note because she’s been neglecting him lately, but has no time to spare.

She’s still working, she’s trying to see Gordon as much as she can, and she has a long list of things she must do in preparation for college life. She hasn’t mention being accepted at Kent in any of her letters, but she’s already sewing name tags in her clothing and getting clothes mended and ready to pack, so that must have happened somewhere along the way.

She’s nervous that Dart will be disappointed when they finally see each other. She fears his imagination has built her up to be better than she is, but he’s never been disappointed in her yet, so I believe she can rest easy.

That’s all she has time for because she spent most of the evening replacing a zipper in a dress she’s taking to school. She sends all her love until she can give it to him in person.

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August 24, 1945

Dart begins by telling Dot that all the plans for the weekend are in place, but since he’ll already be on his way by the time she gets this letter, there’s no point in going over the details; then he prceeds to tell her the details.

Hal Martin and Jimmy “Sack” Puckett are going to Boston. From there, they’ll drive Hal’s ’38 Ford to Lake Sunapee. Dart will call Dot as he leaves Norfolk to see if she wants to pick him up at Penn Station in NYC. (Does he even question that she’d miss one minute of his short visit? Of course she’ll meet him at Penn Station!)

He’s writing this from his 0400 to 0800 watch. It’s a beautiful, balmy night in the shipyard, but he’s homesick. Blame it on the full moon overhead, which always seems to make him feel lonesome. He describes this moon as looking “tarnished.” It won’t be long now before he and Dot are enjoying a full moon over Cleveland, together.

He can hardly believe that after all these months of longing, he’ll actually have her in his arms tomorrow night! Such joy!

“Oh, Darling, this can’t be a dream! Just can’t wake up now and find that all that’s happened since 29 April has been imagined and it’s 30 April and we’re still bouncing around Okinawa. I guess it’s real, though, even if we wish some of it could have been a dream.” How long, I wonder, will he be haunted by the events of April 29, 1945?

Because they’ll be together over the next couple of days, there are no letters until Dot’s on August 27.

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August 27, 1945

Dot’s letter today is uncharacteristically intimate and passionate, while at the same time patient and mature. She has spent the evening hours since Dart left alternately wishing he were still with her and wishing time would hurry up so she could see him again in two weeks.

“Dart, words can’t express (nor will I ever be able to tell you) how glad I was to see you! At least give me credit for talking some when you whispered those ‘sweet nothings’ in my ear. I thought I loved you as much as anyone could love anyone else before you came here, but now I realize there is no ceiling on how much love one can have for someone. I love you more every time I think of you; every tme I looked at you, I wanted to throw my arms around you and kiss you again and again.”

“I hope there will be many opportunities for us to have talks like the one we had last night. They’re good for us, don’t you think? You’re a wonderful boy, Dart, and I, and all others who know your high standards will always respect you for what you are. It’s not easy to remain as controlled as you did last night, I know, but I think you’ll agree that it’s better to wait until we’re married. To my way of thinking, the value of such pleasures is greatly decreased if they are indulged in before marriage. …Please don’t be angry with me for acting the way I did. I could not let you do something I thought wrong any more than you would do something you knew to be wrong. I love you, my Darling.”

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August 28, 1945

In a few short sentences, Dart lets Dot know that he misses her terribly. It wasn’t too hard for him to part from her when he left, because they’ll be seeing each other again so soon. But now that they’ve been parted for a few hours, he misses her and her wonderful family something fierce!

The drive back down to Norfolk was easy and nearly uneventful, except for Hal getting “pinched for speeding.”

He asks Dot to thank her parents and Harriet for their kind hospitality until he can write them a more formal note. Hal says he sends his love, because he knows Dart won’t send it to her!

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August 29, 1945

Dart is blissfully satisfied with the way things went on his “72” in Greenwich. (72-hour pass, that is.) Dot had written before their reunion that she hoped he wouldn’t be disappointed when they finally saw each other again. He assures her that he was not disappointed in the least; in fact; he claims there is no luckier or happier guy in the world than he is right now. The only thing he would have changed about their two days together is that he would have given in more often to his impulse to kiss her.

In an earlier letter, Dot answered his query about ring size by making some crack about her huge size 7. He’s since learned that a 7 is a perfectly average ring size for a girl. He’s so tickled and thrilled by the whole engagement business that he can hardly stand to wait another few days to make it all official.

He tells her that in every way he’s luckier than most of the guys he knows on the Haggard. Some of them went to see their girls and came back to the ship broken-hearted and alone. Others found the girl they left behind to be far less interesting or desireable now.

In spite of Hal Martin’s teasing at Penn Station, Dart never doubted for a minute that Dot was there to meet him and that they’d find each other. How happy he was that she was, and they did!

He’s glad she got such a welcoming letter from his mother. He, too, felt very welcomed by Dot’s parents and siblings. He got a kick out of meeting Gordon, and was gratified by that veteran sailor’s advice: lipstick doesn’t show up on dark Navy blue. Dart will remember not to wear his whites the next time he’s out riding with a young lady.

Now that the war is over, he can talk more about it. Dot asked if he’d ever been scared. Yes, he admits he was lots of times. The worst was when they left Okinawa for their return trip to the States. They were supposed to rendezvous with a convoy that would travel together all the way across the Pacific to San Diego. When they got to the appointed spot, they learned that they were it! “One crippled tincan and four tiny, helpless yard minesweepers to herd a convoy of 45 slow, wallowing, lumbering LST’s, LSM’s and LCI’s home. We were the only ship with underwater sound gear. We were the only ship with depth charges. We were the only ship with guns larger than 40 mms. Were were the only warship among 52 craft of various types and sizes. A torpedo hit would surely sink us. We could not outmaneuver a submarine if he once got the favorable position, nor could we fire at planes.  We were scared. ”

He writes about another incident that had the entire crew in a nervous lather. With great detail, Dart outlines the call to general quarters, the tension as each position reported in, ready for duty. The voices from all corners of the ship calling coordinates. A submarine had been detected within close range of the Haggard, just off the stern. He describes the sound of the depth charge being fired, the lurch of the ship as she tries to put space between herself and the explosion below. The sound of a car door slamming, magnified several times, followed by the feel of the bottom of the ship being kicked hard. Then comes “a great boiling tower of foaming sea water and …dead fish! The “submarine” was actually a large school of harmless fish, but no sonar man has ever been able to accurately detect the difference between a submarine on the move and a school of fish or a whale. The tension the crew experienced was understable; a single torpedo can sink a destroyer in less than two minutes under the best of circumstances. The Haggard, severely damaged by then, was hardly traveling under the best of circumstances!

He wishes Dot a good night and a happy trip to Sunapee. He signs the letter “Yours all ways, always and forever.”

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Dot is very chatty in this letter. Although she writes a little about what’s been happening in her life in the hours since Dart left, she spends most of the space on the pages telling Dart how she feels. In case there was any doubt, she’s wildly in love and very, very happy. She’s also, as always, looking on the bright side.

“The way I figure it, I won’t get a letter from you until next Tuesday when I get home from Sunapee. But by then I’ll be able to say ‘in 6 days I’ll see Dart, so it won’t be so bad.'”

She adds, “It’s been mighty lonesome without you, Dart. It doesn’t seem to matter that the house is always full of people. As long as you’re not among them, I’m not interested. When I settle down to sleep at night I keep thinking how much nicer it would be if I were sitting down on the couch with you. I thank God you were able to meet Gordon and that it won’t be too long before I get to see you again.”

She tells Dart that she got a letter from his friend Fred today. She hopes he’ll someday find a woman that means as much to him as his friends do. It would be a shame to waste an intellect like his rotting away on some foreign island in the Pacific, overcome by the less pleasant side of Marine life.

Her cousin Janie is giving her a belated birthday party tomorrow, with Cynthia joining them for dinner and then the three of them seeing a movie. She’ll get home too late to write, but she promises he’ll get a letter from her every single day until his leave begins.

Speaking of which, does he have any definite word on when that will be? Is it still September 10? What time will his train get in? Is it alright if she meets him at Penn Station at the top of the escalator?  She knows it’s premature to discuss these plans, but it allows her to think for a few moments about seeing him again. (There seems to be a theme forming in this letter!)

She’d like to make a correction to an assumption he made that she doesn’t like looking into people’s eyes; it’s his eyes she can’t look into for very long. “I love you so much and I’m afraid you’ll disappear if I look too much.” She makes a deal with him that if he’ll meet her back at 115 Mason St. she’ll be happy to stare into his eyes for as long as possible.

Now comes a discussion that seems quaint and old-fashioned by today’s standards. She reminds him that they never decided on whether they would have twin beds or a double! She has thought of another argument in favor of the double – it’s quicker and easier to make in the morning. “Leave it to Chamberlain to make things easier for herself,” she quips. Today’s couples generally decide between a queen and a king-sized bed. Doubles are nearly extinct and nobody would consider starting married life in a twin!

With a wish that he could come to Sunapee with them, and a hope that he will next year, she closes. Then she adds a P.S. “Besides – if we had a double bed it would make it easier for us to settle our disputes before we go to sleep, yes?” Now she’s thinking!

Because both of our writers sent such long letters today, there will be none tomorrow. Both return on the 31st.

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