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April 16, 1944

Dart has read Dot’s recent letter several times, and it hasn’t lost its appeal.  When he begins his letter, he has the NY Philharmonic playing on one side, and an annoying guy from Alabama making trouble on his other side. Trying to tune out the latter, he continues writing.

Recognizing how busy she’ll be in the coming weeks, and wanting to help her in some way, Dart decides to try his hand at writing her class history. He begins with a pretty funny paragraph – a perfect spoof of every class history ever written. Then he offers to write a fill-in-the-blank philosophy so Dot can simply supply her own opinions.

He waxes a little philosophical himself when he ponders what it was that drew them to begin writing letters to each other. He recalls how thrilled he was when he got her first couple of letters, and how he dreamed their correspondence would flourish. Because those dreams came true and fostered bigger ones, he has a lot invested in all of their dreams ending happily.

He agrees that home economics would be a good line of study for Dot when she begins college, and he expresses his desire to return to school someday. He misses the “romantic” subjects of English and history and would like to study those. It makes me wonder how he ever was persuaded to enter engineering school at Case. I guess it must have been related to the war effort. Seems most things were in those days.

At last the Alabaman near him becomes annoying enough to break Dart’s mood for writing, and he signs off.

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Dot dashes of a hasty note before church. She was delighted to find his letter waiting for her after a long day at work yesterday. The relentless “liquid sunshine” of Cleveland weather is somewhat less delightful.

She filled in a little detail about the old photos she’d sent Dart, and expressed regret that his mother had not shared any of his childhood photos with her during their visit.

She had hoped that wrapping the fudge in several layers of waxed paper would protect it from the Old Spice scent of the container, but alas, it did not work. Commenting that many great discoveries have been made by accident, she had to concede that her experiment was not one of those.

With Andy screaming at her to get ready for church, she abruptly closed the letter.

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April 18, 1944

Dart’s letter was upbeat an surprisingly non-mushy today. He reports that of the three letters he received today, for once, Dot’s letter did not bring him his greatest thrill.That designation went to the one from the US Treasury containing his $80.00 income tax refund. When added to the $265.00 pay he’s about to finally receive, this young sailor feels flush. Up until this point, I was unaware there was a problem with receiving his pay checks, because the boy never complained.

Yesterday evening his ward was entertained by some girls from a local school of dance. His favorite act was the little six-year olds who were adorable and very entertaining. He admits that he misses the company of kids – from his cousin’s three little ones to the neighborhood children. Now that he mentions it, I suppose children are a rare sight in a military environment.

Entertainment continued tonight in the form of a decent magician, and Eddie Cantor performed in the auditorium for the “up patients.” I’m impressed by the quantity, variety and quality of entertainment these young men have. I suppose it helps that Dart is in a huge hospital near a major city, but it’s nice that so many folks are pulling together to keep the guys’ morale up.

April showers have visited Chicago of late – just as in Cleveland. Dart closes the letter to write to his parents.

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Dot has set her alarm clock for 5:15 AM to have time to dash a letter off to Dart. (Dot, Dart, dash? That makes for a strange sentence!)She thanks him for his faithfulness at writing even during her period of “faithlessness.”

She writes that she has very mixed feelings about going home in three weeks. Although she’s looked forward to this part of her life (being out of high school) for a long time, she has more negative feelings about it now than positive ones. Could it be she’s sorry to be leaving the Cleveland area and a chance to see Dart? She admits to being scared of what follows.

In answer to Dart’s question about how much her mother knows about Dot and Dart’s feelings for each other, Dot says that her mother seems to have surmised quite a bit. She makes references to certain things in her letters, and if Dot neglects to mention Dart in one of her letters home, her mother asks if they have had a “lovers’ quarrel.” Ruth Chamberlain is an astute woman, so there’s not much that escapes her.

Dot has to iron some clothes before church, so her brief letter must come to an end. She hopes to write some more later, but her P.S. acknowledges that she didn’t.

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April 19, 1944

Dart begins his letter with the question that torments him: “Why in  —- can’t I get home before you leave?” He hates the thought of her being so far away.

At this moment, he is listening to Eddie Cantor over the P. A. system. He’s broadcasting from an auditorium outside the window of Dart’s ward. When he performed earlier in the day, Dart went to the craft room instead. I guess he’s not a big Eddie Cantor fan.

The doctor saw Dot’s picture today and read the inscription she’d written. He looked at Dart and said “She sure hasn’t been around much, has she?” That’s certainly true, but how could he tell? Dart says this doctor’s favorite expressions are “God damn” and “What the hell,” which he uses as other people might use “gosh” or “holy smokes.”

He has to turn in now because the head nurse is angry at the ward for not getting to bed on time. He still is not allowed to sit, so his feet hurt by days’ end. He writes that he’ll love her forever. That would be Dot, not the nurse!)

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Dot writes a sweetly sentimental letter here – mostly for her beloved Andrews School. She and Andy went for a walk after dinner and ended up climbing a tree near the pond. They stayed there for a long time, talking about the men in their lives. Dot realized how much she would miss all the girls who had become like family to her.

She wrote “It was so peaceful and quiet on the campus here, that it seemed almost impossible that in countries less fortunate than the United States, innocent people are being bombed unmercifully.”

She accepts Dart’s offer to write an outline for her philosophy. She had to turn her own outline in today, but she welcomes his, anyway.

She tells Dart in lovely detail about the final ceremony at Andrews before the seniors leave campus to begin their work assignments. She writes of the “sing-out,” a solemn, candlelight ceremony when the class history and prophecies are read. The junior and senior classes sing to each other and the whole thing is followed by a tea. Family and friends are invited to participate. Because her family lives so far away and is unable to attend, she was thinking of inviting the Petersons.

She recalls the feelings of receiving that first letter from Dart, Now, 135 letters later, the feelings have only grown. She vows to love him forever. It seems they are in agreement on that score – as in most things of importance.

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April 20, 1944

Today’s letter is a rather cryptic one from Dart. He hinted a little at things in the works, but maybe not going too well. Based on his history of potentially good news turning bad, he has decided not to say much of anything.

He was clear, however, on what his dad had to say on the subject of one Dorothy Chamberlain. It seems that Pop and the whole family are truly taken with her. That pleases Dart, no doubt. I remember hearing many times as a girl growing up how lucky Mom felt to have had such wonderful and accepting in-laws. I think the affection went both ways.

Dart has been assigned to a two-man work team, which he did solo today. It continues to amaze me that the Navy thinks he’s too sick to return to duty, but they have him scrubbing tubs, mopping floors and all manner of heavy chores. Perhaps they’re short on custodial help and are reluctant to return him to boot camp because he fills in so well.

With a slight variation on “All my love, forever,” Dart ends the letter with “I love you, all the time.” I like this because it is so all-encompassing; it means when I’m with you and when I’m not, when things are good and when they stink, when I’m scared and when I’m joyful. It foreshadows the sentiments they will exchange more than three years hence, in front of family, friends and God.

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April 21, 1944

Dart seems to have thoroughly enjoyed Dot’s letter about her time with Andy up in the tree. He recognizes how attached people can get to the schools they attend, especially a place like Andrews, which is more like a home than a school. Sometimes when he responds to the experiences Dot writes about, he sounds a bit like the wise old man. That’s an impression that I sensed quite often from him as I was growing up – an impression that continued until he actually was a wise old man.

He refers again to some “mythical irons in a mythical fire” that he’s been working on. Other than conveying a sense of deep mistrust that his efforts will amount to anything, he gives no details of his mysterious plans.

He begs her not to ruin her eyesight by writing to him after lights out. He inquires whether she has retrieved her glasses from the friend’s house where she left them. He encloses an outline for her philosophy assignment with instructions to make it her own. And, finally, he tells her he loves her with all his heart and spirit and hopes nothing will ever change their love or come between them.

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April 22, 1944

What a sweet and hopeful letter from Dart today! He is listening to a broadcast of someone he calls “The Voice,” singing live from a studio somewhere. (Is that Frank Sinatra?) The subject of his letter is the “mythical irons in the mythical fire.”

In red underscored print, he tells of some progress made. He has received one of the required signatures for a leave on April 27! Having hurdled numerous barricades, with plenty more to come, he is suddenly hopeful. All the officers agree he should get a leave, but they also warn him how hard it is to get one. A chaplain has intervened on his behalf and moved the process forward.

He’s so excited he can scarcely write. Maybe he’ll be home in time for Dot’s prom! Maybe the trip won’t tire him too much to go to the dance. Maybe the stars will finally align in his favor! As he continues  the letter, he keeps returning to the radio program of The Voice, telling what songs he’s singing and relating them to his hopes for this elusive leave. He also compares the screaming girls in the studio to the shrieks of roller coaster riders.

All the while he’s cautioning Dot not to get her hopes up, his elation is stampeding out of control. He ends the brief and ebullient letter with “Oh, Dot! Keep dreaming and hoping and thank the Lord for chaplains!”

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Here’s a breezy, busy letter from Dot, begun one day and finished the next. She’s happy to hear of all that money coming his way, and graciously offers to take it off his hands if it begins burning a hole in his pocket. She enjoyed his report of the little dancing girls who came to entertain the patients. That prompted her to confess that she had “studied” dance for several years – ballet, tap, rhythmic and social. “And I can’t dance! No wonder my parents turned grey.”

She was delighted to read the review from Dart’s father. It prompted her to call the Petersons and invite them to her sing-out ceremony later this week.

Beginning the second segment of her letter after midnight, she again cautions him not to expect too much in the way of correspondence from her. She is overwhelmed by everything she has coming at her – assignments, rehearsals, exams, cleaning and packing…

She tells a cute story about a group of three (Dot included) who awoke with a dread of attending Sunday School. They all dislike the teacher and are all so busy that sitting through an hour of her was too much to endure. As they discussed the various means of avoiding that torture without being caught, Dot had the idea of simply asking permission not to go. Convincing her partners to try the direct approach, she put their case to Mrs. Woodworth, the housemother. After careful consideration, the request was granted, but Mrs. W. extracted a promise that they would be “twice as righteous during church.” Dot had high praise for the world’s greatest housemother . She’ll miss her a lot when she leaves Andrews.

Finally exhaustion brought this letter to a close, with a promise that no matter how busy she is, Dart will be in her thoughts at all times.

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April 23, 1944

This brief note from Dart has a sense of desperation about it. He has eight letters to answer but this is just the second one he’s written and the day is nearly over.

He attended church that morning. He says he’s still supposed to avoid sitting too much, yet must learn to sit again. What has he actually gained from these months in the hospital?

He felt pretty low all day. He claims that if he doesn’t get home before Dot leaves, they may as well just transfer him to a padded cell in a ward reserved for other unfortunates who cannot see their sweethearts.

He ends the very short letter with the comment that he dreams of their near future (and far future too.)042344a042344b

April 25, 1944

As I read Dart’s letter, I recalled a childhood trip to the zoo. I remember standing for what seemed like hours, watching the majestic Bengal tiger pacing endlessly back and forth in his enclosure. His shoulder muscles taut and ready to spring. He never varied the cadence of his step, never paused to sniff the air, nor focus his eyes on a new view. Back and forth. Back and forth. Waiting for…what? Expecting what?

Dart’s letter reflects the same anticipation, the same tension. He is like a caged tiger, needing to be free, but finding no escape. Dart has collected all the required signatures for his leave. All that remains is an interview Wednesday morning with the Captain. So close. So hopeful. So unsure of the outcome.

His parting line is, “The approaching big moment eclipses everything but my desire to get home, to take you to your prom, to get well, not worse while I’m home.”

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Dot’s letter reflects a similar nervous energy. She describes the plan her room mates have devised about how Dart will be greeted on Saturday night if he makes it home. It requires two escorts to help Dot navigate the stairs on her shaky legs.

“Dart, right now the thing I want most in life is for you to be here Saturday nite. If sincere prayers have much to do with it you should arrive sometime last week. I’ll try very hard not to be too disappointed if you don’t make it but I know darn well I’ll go to pieces.”

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