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July 7, 1944

Dart begins his first letter of the day just after midnight. He’s sitting in another air conditioned rail car, awaiting departure from Cleveland. He claims the car is “conditioned with air straight from the Northern ice cap,” and he’s grateful for his Navy blues. (I think they were made of wool.)

Although he had to leave most of Dot’s letters behind, and her picture as well, he brought along her two most recent ones to answer on the train. While he was home, he counted up the letters she’d written over eight months and they totaled 201! He re-read some of his favorites and experienced the same thrill he had when her first received them.

He again recalls Sunday afternoon in Greenwich when they were sitting in the car. Telling her face-to-face that he loved her was a huge moment for him. He’d been wanting for so long to find the right girl to say those words to, and now he’s found her and knows he’ll be saying the same words to the same girl for the rest of his life.  There was a sweet reference to a particular moment when he was “over-eager” and asked for one too many kisses. Dot refused, for which he says he’s grateful. It showed him that she has good sense – better than his, at the time.

He stopped writing to get a little sleep and picked the letter up again in the morning. He expressed delight when the train goes through an Indiana town without stopping. “All night we’ve been stopping at every town, whether it had a name or not. If it didn’t have a name, the engineer’d come through the train with a brush and a can of paint, trying to find a sign painter to name the place.”

Dart mentions that he saw his cousin Marg before leaving Cleveland. As it turns out, Marg indeed knows Dot’s friend Cynthia, a co-ed at Oberlin College. Marg, like nearly everyone else, likes Cynthia very much. He also tells Dot that Burke and Edith are going steady now and that Edith has Wednesday dinners with the Peterson family.

He thanks Dot for calling his mother when he’d left Greenwich. She was very impressed with Dot’s thoughtfulness. I think this early relationship between Dot and Mr. and Mrs. Peterson laid the groundwork for a life-long relationship of mutual respect and affection. I never heard my mother express a negative thought about her in-laws over the years. She regularly talks about how lucky she was with the family she’d married into.

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Dart squeezes one more letter out of the day, written from Great Lakes. He has been transferred from the general detail list to the service school list. He’s scheduled to leave for Fire Controlman school on Monday at an undisclosed location. He’s grateful to have been assigned to a group that will be pulling out of this “hot, crowded, unclean place” soon. He describes over 1,000 men sleeping in a huge room. Bunks are triple-decked, and arranged in long double rows with narrow aisles between them.

He’s on a list of 23 men, many from Cleveland, who will be sent to the same location. “If the usual procedure of Army and Navy is carried out, we’ll land in some school far from home.” He’s guessing San Diego, Jacksonville or Washington, DC.

He signs off for bed as he looks forward to a 23-hour liberty tomorrow. He’s hoping to get up to Milwaukee.

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July 8, 1944

This is a quick note from Dart, written just prior to his 23-hour liberty before getting on the train for a continued journey. He’s not sure if he’ll go to Chicago or Milwaukee, but wherever he goes, he’ll try not to spend much money because he doesn’t know when he’ll be paid again.

He expects his whites to get very dirty in town, but it’s too hot to wear his blues.

He misses Dot and loves her very much. Nothing new there!

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July 9, 1944

Here are just a few quick lines at the end of Dart’s first liberty in eight months. He spent some time at the U.S.O. before exploring the city on his own and learned two things: Milwaukee is quite a bit bigger than he had expected it to be, and a train yard and engine are not proper places for a white uniform. (No longer so white.)

He’ll have a medical exam in a few minutes and then he’s off to an unknown destination tomorrow. He hopes he’ll be somewhere on the East coast so he and Dot can see each other more often. “Until I can write again remember that wherever I go, my heart and my memories are with you.”

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Dot writes a page of introduction to a poem she wrote to try to explain how she feels about Dart. She writes, “It’s corny and juvenile and everything else poetry shouldn’t be, but I’m sending it along anyway just to show you how I spend my time.” She recalls that a week ago at this time, they were sitting in the car by “their” island. How she wishes she could have said the words then.

The second page is the poem itself. Later in her life, Dot would become well known for the witty, clever ditties should could write for any and all occasions. This work is neither clever or witty, but it speaks volumes about the depth of her feelings for her sailor.

An excerpt:

You’ve given your love, which is more to me

Than all that has been or is to be.

You’ve awakened my heart to that which is good

And have done more for me than I thought anyone could.

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July 10, 1944

Dart’s short letter brings a bitter pill. He has his orders; he’s going to San Francisco for his advanced training. There is a fire control school in Connecticut, but he will be thousands of miles away. He says he’s always wanted to travel and see the world, but now all he wants to do is spend time with Dot.

He writes that his destination makes him even happier that he was able to see Dot on his leave. “I have you to work for and fight for. Work and fight harder than ever before.”

He expresses his concern about how he’ll get through the next couple of weeks with no letters from Dot or from his family. He’s already terribly homesick and misses mail after only a few days.

There is a poignancy in his final paragraph that expresses hope, but also an underlying fear and uncertainty. “Bu the time you get this I will be far away, but be a brave girl and don’t cry. It’s not so long before we can be together again. I don’t know when, but it can’t be another six or eight months. When the war is over, if we still feel the same way, we can be together forever.”

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Dot has made it through the first half of a hot, tiring, busy two-day sale with the aid of two letters from her “one and only” that she read over her lunch break.

She’s pleased he had a comfortable return trip to Great Lakes. She’ll be happy to tell Cynthia that Dart’s cousin Marg remembers her after all. She’s interested to learn that Burke and Edith are going steady and says she hopes Burke has better taste in girls than his brother does. Then she adds that she’s grateful Dart’s taste is so bad or she would be out of luck. (Is there a hyphen in “self-esteem issues”?)

She claims that it’s so humid in Greenwich that when her kid brother Doug walked into the kitchen after falling into a river, their mother didn’t notice any difference between his appearance and that of everyone else’s!

She’s happy to hear he’s on his way to advanced training and says she go nuts until she learns where he’ll be stationed. She wants him as close as possible, but her first hope is that he goes where he most wants to be.

She asks if he enjoyed his Milwaukee liberty and if he met any cute “number” she should be jealous about. “I get jealous very easily, you know. Now, if I were smart, I wouldn’t have told you that, but I’m not smart, so I did.”

I find that previous statement very interesting. It belies the strength of the woman who would become my mother. When I was a teenager, I remember Mom telling me that there was no place for jealousy in real love. If you were sure of your love and that of your partner, why would you waste energy on jealousy? Conversely, if you were jealous, it spoke volumes about the feebleness of the love between you. I always liked the self-assuredness of that statement, and recognized its truth even as a young girl.

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July 11, 1944

Dart’s first letter of the day is written from Omaha Station, aboard a handsome Pullman car. All 25 men from his unit are in the car, as well as two petty officers. “The Navy’s doing pretty well by us, too. Only one man to a berth and no space left over.”

He writes that there are guards posted at either end of the car and the men are not supposed to talk to anyone on the outside. I guess it’s some kind of secret that the Navy is sending 25 guys to fire control school on Treasure Island. Dart’s biggest concern is finding someone who can mail this letter.

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Later that Day, Dart writes that they are passing the 500th milepost since he last wrote. They are approaching Cheyenne, Wyoming and the sun is approaching the western horizon.

He takes a couple of paragraphs to describe the sights from his window: rugged, grayish shadows against the yellow and blue sky are the first glimpse they’ve had of the Rockies, which they’ll cross as they sleep. They are traveling through a wide, flat valley, populated by horses and cows. Occasionally he sees the glint of sunlight bouncing off a farm house window in the distance.

That’s all for today.

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Dot’s letter begins with the report that her “second best beau’s wife” just called her to babysit on Tuesday. Of course she means the Pecsoks. They are sorry they didn’t meet Dart on his quick trip to Greenwich. They would have liked to meet a fellow Clevelander.

Dot is thrilled with the quality of the enlargement she had made of Dart’s snapshot. She proclaims him the best looking “gob” she’s ever seen, and then decides to remove the limitation of “gob.” Best looking man ever!

The sale at work is over, and Dot’s only regret is that with all the running around she did, she didn’t lose a single ounce. She pronounces herself “something short of a ten ton truck.” She says there’s nothing wrong with being healthy, but she thinks she’s overdoing it!

She reports that her mother is feeling well enough to take a trip to Lake Sunapee with Doug nest week. It looks like she won’t have her tonsils out just yet, after all.

Dot plans to spend her half day off at the beach, working on a little tan. She knows she won’t have as much fun as she did on her last beach trip, when Dart was there.

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July 12, 1944

Dart’s offering today is another of his extraordinarily descriptive letters. He paints a vivid word picture of the rugged scenery he can see from the train window. They have crossed through Utah and Nevada since sunrise. Dart is enchanted by some of what he sees, but he loathes other bits. “I’m writing this from somewhere in Nevada. Where in Nevada doesn’t matter worth a row of pins. I wouldn’t give you thirty cents for the whole huge state, with its endlessly rolling wastelands, millions of scrubby evergreens, and untold myriads of sagebrush bushes.”

But then he proceeds to write with reverence about the splendor of the distant purple mountains and the dazzling colors reflected in them.

He describes a typical desert town with its gray, weathered buildings, sparse population, and a smattering of horses and decrepit cars. He says the majority of businesses are either saloons, two-bit hotels or houses of ill-repute, in mute testimony to Nevada’s “wild and wicked character.”

He was thrilled to be able to experience first-hand an engineering marvel he’s read about for years – the Lucin Cutoff. This is a series of bridges and fills that cross the Great Salt Lake. He was impressed by the vast salt flats surrounding the lake, looking for all the world as though a heavy snow storm had just passed through the area. He describes the sparkling beauty of the lake itself and the ring of mountain peaks reflected in its calm waters.

To rely solely on my paraphrasing of this letter is to cheat yourself of Dart’s gift for relating the natural wonders he witnessed on this trip. This is one letter that’s worth the effort of reading the images of the original pages.

He ends the letter with a paragraph of such longing that I’m sure Dot could feel it as she held the pages in her hand. “When I’m with you, I’m enchanted into a sort of silence, and when I’m far away, I long for you to be here (or me there).  It doesn’t seem possible that we’re so far apart. My love deepens with the distance, Dearest.”

It’s a good thing, because there will come a time when the distance between them is even greater than it is now.

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Dot’s letter is short, but very sweet. She’s sad to learn he’s being sent so far away, but she feels they have both been so lucky that she chooses to focus on her gratitude instead of her disappointment. “If I weren’t sure of the way I felt about you, I s’pose I’d feel differently about it. But I am sure, and 3000 miles or 3000 years won’t make me change my mind.” It’s lovely to see her  as adamant as Dart about the permanence of their relationship.

She adds, “When I look at the map, California seems very far away, and I get a big lump in my throat, but you’re still in the country and I thank God for that.”

She cautions him not to write to her when he should be studying because she doesn’t wan to interfere with anything that might delay his coming home.

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July 13, 1944

Well, Dot and Dart are now as far apart as it’s possible to be with both of them still in the USA. He arrived today at Treasure Island, off shore from San Francisco.

He describes his new home, once the site of the World’s Fair, as the busiest and most war-like place he’s seen so far. Although some of the old World’s Fair buildings are being used by the Navy, everything is painted an Army olive drab. There are airplanes of every size and type passing overhead and the bay is filled with ships of every description. He’s not allowed to say much more about what goes on there, but he can talk about the weather.

“I don’t think such a heck of a lot of California’s sunny weather. Today’s been sunny enough, but the island is cold and windy all the time. One consolation to the cold is that no whites are worn, saving much time and energy in washing.” I’m sure it would get mighty tiresome washing all those white uniforms by hand to the satisfaction of the officers.

He has no complaints about the setup. There is a very liberal liberty policy (6PM to 7AM, two days out of three, and every third weekend.) K.P. and guard duty are kept to a minimum. It almost seems too easy to Dart, who says he’s going to be very careful because he wants to go as far as possible in the Navy. That’s a surprisingly ambitious statement for Dart to make about his military service.

“It’ll be a tough grind, so I’ll have to keep my nose clean and placed tightly against that mythical grindstone. That lovely liberty will probably be passed up. The time’s valuable now and the money will be valuable in case I manage to survive and ever want to buy a house, a car, or something of the like. As I’ve hinted before, you figure very prominently in those hopes and dream.”

Wow! That paragraph packs a lot of sentiment into a few words. He wants to be successful in his studies. He needs to save money for the future. He envisions Dot as part of that future. But mostly, it is a not-so-oblique affirmation that he is going into battle and may not survive. Of course that’s a constant reality during this time, but Dart’s statement demonstrates that, while it is seldom voiced, the thought is always there. It must have sent a jolt through Dot’s heart to read those words.

He writes a bit about what a perfect trip he had across the country and about witnessing the sunrise over the Sierra Nevada mountains while on early morning guard duty aboard the train.  He sends Dot his new address and heads off to bed to dream about his lovely lady.

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Here’s another one-page letter from Dot. She misses him and has a hard time wrapping her head around the fact that he was with her at the beach less than two weeks ago, and now he is a continent away. She consoles herself with thoughts about when he’ll be with her on the beach again.

The only news she has to report from her side of the world is that she loves him, which is not news at all.

She was so thrilled to get a letter from him today that her fingers could hardly get it open. Because she assumes he’s at his destination by now, she wishes him the best of luck in all that he’s doing, rather than a continued pleasant journey.

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July 14, 1944

Dart’s is the sole letter written on this day. An “uneventful day” still produces a six-page letter. He and his 24 classmates were assigned their bunks, met their Chief Fire Controlman and learned more about life on Treasure Island.

The first knowledge they gleaned was that it’s extremely brisk here. Although the sun was shining all day, the harsh wind off the bay made their blue uniforms barely warn enough. Anyone who has to be outside for any length of time wears a pea coat. The same wind stirs up a constant dust storm “like it owns the place.” His class gets liberty this weekend, but since Dart’s a little short on cash, he doesn’t think he’ll see much of the city this time.

They have graduated from sea bags to actual lockers for storing their personal gear – lockers that are a great place for photographs. He’s asked his parents to forward the one of Dot, even though they’ve expressed an interest in keeping it. He’s eager to add to his photo collection with the snapshots taken of the two of them in Greenwich.

He expresses his wish that he had an update on the state of Ruth Chamberlain’s health. She must have been a sick cookie while he was visiting.

Then, he makes a confession to Dot. Before he came to Greenwich, he had made a date with Jeanne, the Catholic girl he used to date, for after his return. He wasn’t sure how he and Dot would react to each other when they saw each other again, and he’d always enjoyed Jeanne’s company. After falling so much more in love with Dot over his brief visit, he said he just kept wishing while he was with Jeanne that she were Dot. “It makes me feel almost guilty of a sacrilege or something of the like…I know we had no agreement of any kind not to go out with others, but an experience like that relieves all doubt in my mind. It’s you I love and no one else.”

He misses her like crazy and eagerly awaits her first letter. He has learned that if his class does well on their studies, they’ll complete this school in 16 weeks. “If I keep off report and am an exceptionally good boy, I’ll come out seaman first class and go to further school in San Diego where I have a chance for a petty officer’s rate.”

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July 15, 1944

Dot’s plan to write a long letter yesterday at the beach was foiled by the sun. It made her too sleepy to write, so she’s trying to make up for it today.

She just received Dart’s letter mailed from Cheyenne on the 11th. She knows she’ll have to get used to longer delays between when the letters are written and when they are received. She looks forward to getting his permanent address so that his mother doesn’t have to forward her letters to California.

Today she received a letter from her Andrews roommate Andy, written after she heard of Dart’s pending visit to Greenwich. She told Dot to tell him that Dot deserves nothing but the best, and in him, she’s got it. “That gives you an idea about how my friends feel about you (which pales in comparison to my feelings.)” Andy also reported that her own boyfriend has been awarded the Air Medal over England, “So I wouldn’t be surprised,” writes Dot “if she thought he was a bit of alright, too.”

Dot writes about the double feature she and El saw tonight; Cover Girl and The Navy Way. The first was a fluffy affair, a colorful movie with lots of dancing, starring Rita Hayworth and Gene Kelly. Dot commented that this film was a showcase for all the pretty girls in the US who make a living ‘showing what the well-dressed showgirl would wear, if anything.’

The second movie was filmed entirely at Great Lakes, so Dot paid close attention to the details. She feels she now has a vague idea of what Dart’s life was like there when he wasn’t in bed. The group of sailors in the film were even awarded the “rooster,” as Dart’s company was.

Finally, a paragraph about each of their mothers. Ruth sends her regards to Dart, thanking him for his letters and promising to write as soon as she knows his address. Dot asks if Dart’s mother is upset with her because she hasn’t answered Dot’s last two letters. Dot’s sure she has a good reason, but wants to make sure it was nothing she said or did.

With a request that he never forget how much she loves him, she signs off for the night.

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July 16, 1944

Dart writes this letter after his first foray into San Francisco. He realizes with some dismay how narrow his thinking had become; he was assuming that ‘Frisco and Cleveland were roughly the same size and was awed to learn that SF was approximately three times as large as his hometown.

He writes with his typical eye for detail about the feel of his host city. Even though Market Street, the “main drag” is very wide, it feels crowded and cluttered. There are antiquated trolley cars running steadily in both directions. The streets are crawling with drunken sailors and “easy pick-ups in tight clothing and short skirts.” Pretty girls abound, but none as pretty as a certain girl back east.

“Three streetcar, three bus and two cable car systems, town lousy with USOs and similar servicemen’s clubs, plenty of big movie houses, several legitimate theaters, a couple of opera houses and concert halls, ‘burleycue’ houses with their bawdy ads traveling the streets on open trailers, joints, joints and more joints of every description. Shore patrol very much in evidence directing traffic in place of city cops.” That tumbling, chaotic sentence seems to capture the essence of the city itself.

He continues with “The whole main street looks and sounds like a cross between a dignified business street and an amusement park. Department stores and Bank of America (or California) stand high and stern beside the open-all-night juke joints and ‘front-windowless places’ where doubtful goods are purveyed by doubtful characters barking their wares and displaying souvenirs, slot machines, two-bit photos, orange juice and trinkets, all at devastating prices.” I thought the mention of orange juice was a little odd. Then I wondered if that was a novelty of California before refrigerated shipping enabled the transport of oranges and juice as far east as Ohio. Maybe Dot can shed some light on that.

He expresses a desire to go sightseeing off the main section of town to explore Chinatown, the waterfront and Golden Gate Park.

For now, he will continue trying to catch up on his laundry chores. He reports having great luck using Fitch’s soap to shampoo the yellow cast out of his white stripes.

He sends all his love and remarks that he’s eagerly awaiting the receipt of her first letter (and all the others to follow).

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