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August 7, 1944

Dart’s not kidding when he begins the letter by saying this has been a most eventful weekend.

After inspection, he went into town on liberty, with tickets to the play Goodnight Ladies in his pocket. First, he took a long bus ride to scope out places of interest that he wants to explore more fully at a later date. After seeing the play, which didn’t rate any kind of review in this letter, he was headed back to camp.

Church services Sunday morning were followed by another trip to ‘Frisco’s USO. He was hoping he could snare a home-cooked meal at some kind stranger’s house. When he posed his request to the hostess, she told him she had just the place for him! She said she was looking for nice young men under the age of 23 to attend a private party. He was a little wary about the party idea, but decided to go anyway.

The party included 16 sailors and 17 nice girls from a local school at the home of a middle-aged couple who have been holding these monthly soirees for over three years. There was good food, lawn games, dancing and congenial conversation. Dart confirms that everyone there was very nice and he had fun.

Here comes the paragraph Dot must have been dreading. “I’ll let you in on a little secret about it, too. We promised to be truthful, always, so no matter how it hurts, or what the consequences may be, I’ll tell you. No matter how nice the girls were or how good a time I was having, I wished every minute that I could be with my Dottie. It maybe shouldn’t be called such a nice time because it made me miss you so much.”

He talks with great anguish about his swimming qualification test, which he flunked again. Now he has to have swim practice for 30 minutes every night until he can swim the required 150 feet. He was decked out in full life jacket and was required to jump off the 17-foot tower. He’s embarrassed by how much time and hesitation and urging was necessary to force him off that platform. “Frankly, Dot, I was scared! Well, as you can see, I lived, or at least I have lived for now.” Considering that he’s confessing all this to a girl who could swim before she could walk, I’d say he’s mighty brave!

It comes as no surprise to me that his test scores were better than he’d predicted. He got a 98 in electricity and a 95 in math. Still, he thinks his scores on future tests in other subjects may bring his average down.

He thanks Dot for the two good letters he received from her today, and hopes to have time to answer them completely soon. As for her request that she be allowed to send him something to help him out, he has no ideas. He says he just received a year’s supply of blades for his Schick injector razor, the soap he uses costs 30% less for him than it would on the outside, and there is no time for him to read. He suggests that if she’d really like to do something nice for him, she could send a picture of herself to his mother. She’d mentioned recently how much she and Pop wish they had one. “If all goes well, maybe in the future we can spend our lives doing nice things for each other.” What a nice thought to end the letter.

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August 8, 1944

Here’s another letter started in class. (You can tell by the pencil and lined notebook paper.) Some of the guys are having an argument over some inane trivia having to do with electricity. He had to pause when the instructor started the film on synchronous systems. I know, this is pretty gripping stuff.

He resumes later, after mail call when he received two letters from Dot, plus five others. There’s a detailed discussion about how much information she needs to include in his address. His serial number is not necessary because there are no longer two D. G. Petersons in his unit.

He is most enthusiastic about the care package she sent him. That leads me to wonder if they were called “care” packages then. I think I recall first hearing that term in the 1960s when there was some international relief organization with the acronym C.A.R.E. that sent packages to underdeveloped communities overseas. Anyway, he was delighted with the candy, the book and the nice stationery she sent him because shopping in his base store is difficult due to his schedule.

Dart says he’s falling way behind on his correspondence. He can count at least 10 letters that he owes people today. He told Dot of mailing a letter for his classmate today that was addressed to Mrs. Dorothy Peterson and he was caught up a little short. “Forgot for a minute that it’s his wife and not my cousin’s (or my dream).” Looks like Mrs. Dorothy Peterson was becoming a very common name.

He closes with the suggestion that she find a NYC telephone directory. If she imagines that every listing said “I love you” instead of a name, that would give some indication about how much he does (love her).

His P.S. said “It’s morale that you’re good for.” I’ve noticed that he has a habit of gently correcting Dot’s spelling errors by using the same word in his letters and underlining the correction. I guess that was an early warning sign that he would someday be a professional editor. I’d hate to see what he’d say about these hastily proofed posts of mine!

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Dot writes this at the end of her three-day “vacation,” during which she worked her tail off. She tells Dart she received three letters from him yesterday. “It’s a mighty good thing you couldn’t see the color of my face when I read the first one. It’s plain that we did not have the same thing in mind. I’m afraid I know what you thought I meant, but you’re wrong. That’s what I get for cutting in on other people’s wit. Better we should drop the subject before either of us interprets anything the wrong way.”

What?! Could this refer to that little diagram she drew that he might have assumed hinted at Dot dreaming about her name being “Peterson” and living in Ohio? I’m as confused as Dart must have been when he read this letter. I hope Mom will be able to shed a little light on all this, if she recalls the details after so long a time.

She appreciates the sketch Dart drew of the San Francisco streets to show how steep they are. She also assures him that if he needs to postpone writing to her in order to study, she’ll understand that he needs to keep his test average up.

She tells him that her brother also had to borrow money to pay for his technical school, only it was a much higher sum than Dart’s loan. After school, Gordon joined the Navy and got married and now he’s begun the process of paying back the loan.

She announces that today she must finish a dress she started in March for one of those leaves of Dart’s that never happened. She reports that her cold is better but her “taster” is on the blink.

Because neither Dot nor Dart wrote on August 9, 1944, I’ll pick up their story on the 10th.

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And here’s a little note she inserted in the package Dart mentioned in today’s letter.

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August 10, 1944

Dart’s letter reveals that he is really feeling a time crunch these days. With classes, calisthenics, and duty rosters, he and his classmates were already fairly busy. Now, Dart has the extra burden of daily swimming practice. Letter-writing and laundry duties are falling by the wayside.

He dreads the recognition test that he knows is coming. There’s an understanding among his group that the instructor doesn’t like these guys very much, so he appears to be making the tests as difficult as possible.

Dart’s pleased that the material in his electricity class has finally moved beyond the basics into things he’s not had before. Once again, he seems to thrive on new mental challenges. Part of the fire control system he’s learning involves gyroscopes, and he’s eager to learn how they work. He’s hoping that’ll give him something in common with Dot’s brother Gordon.

Changes are afoot at camp. His math and electricity classes are winding down and new subjects will be introduced in a couple of weeks. His group were all moved to different living quarters yesterday, an arrangement Dart doesn’t like as well, but seems to be adjusting to. A new class of fire controlmen is scheduled to start today – four weeks behind Dart’s class. Treasure Island is really cranking these boys through.

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Well, this “letter” from Dot is really more like a label, but I’ll include it, nonetheless.

She has no news but didn’t want two days to pass with no mail from her. She offers her condolences on the loss of Dart’s friend to the war. She must go back to work, reluctantly. She still has her cold but it isn’t bad enough to warrant another day of leave.

She closes with a typical Dot quip. “Well, Chum, I must be off. (I certainly must be. They haven’t found any other excuse for my actions.)”

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August 11, 1944

Dart’s first letter of the day is written just before sunrise, as some of his bunk mates are returning from liberty and he is already on duty. He says he’s received no letters in two days, but the package he got from Dot was greatly appreciated. He tells her he wishes he’d brought one of the candy bars it contained with him to his watch duty because he’ll miss chow this morning.

He’s impressed by the delicious menu at Gale’s birthday party. “Maybe you did gain back what a week’s work had removed, but you had fun, didn’t you?”

He asks her to give her mother his regards and tell he he has no idea who owes whom a letter. He accepts responsibility for the lapse, however, because he owes 10 or 15 people. He’s trying to get caught up with his correspondence, but not having much success. He also confirms that his mother received a nice letter from Dot recently.

“Dawn is just now breaking and Treasure Island’s crazy bird (the only one crazy enough to be here) is cheeping outside my window.”

He assures her that, contrary to her assertion, he can be good and still have some fun. Her reminds her to do the same.

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He writes a second letter during math class as he waits for others to finish the test. It’s one of those wretched things on cheap yellowed paper, written in pencil. It’s very hard on the eyes. I doubt he had any inkling that this letter would be saved for posterity and that his poor daughter would have such a struggle to make out the faded words seven decades down the road.

He’s just completed his last Basic Electricity and Basic Math tests until the final exam in both which will come in week 14 or 15 of his training. He predicts that he got about an 85% on each of today’s tests.

He writes that from here, he’ll go to the projection room to watch the last of his daily indoctrination films that have been shown during his first month at Treasure Island. He is hoping he’ll be able to sneak out of that and into the 5:00 swimming class. If successful, he can get in his required 30 minutes of swim practice and then make it to the chow hall before dinner closes. (If unsuccessful, he’ll miss his second chow of the day.) Otherwise, he’ll have to dine at the Ship’s Service restaurant and pay a “fancy” price.

He spends the next page of this letter beating himself up about his swimming. First, he had three to five hours of swimming instruction every week at Case and he still can’t swim. But his real burden is that 17-foot jump from the platform into the pool. He berates himself for being unable to accomplish what even a child can do. He has managed to make the jump once, but since then, he has been mortified to have to climb back down the ladder after being unable to take the “quick way” off the platform. His humiliation runs deep. Here’s a guy who can accomplish most feats of cerebral prowess with ease, but the simple act of stepping off a board and letting gravity take over nearly brings him to a state of apoplexy.

He’s decided to stay “home” for liberty tonight and do some washing. He has a question for Dot, posed by one of his buddies, about why socks break after they’re washed. Maybe too much soap? Dart says his don’t break, but they crackle and rustle in his shoes for a few steps. I’m at the edge of my seat to find out if Dot has an answer to these mysterious occurrences.

He describes the scene outside his classroom window. He can see the San Francisco shoreline and skyline in the distance. Close to the edge of Treasure Island,  a couple of strong, thick-trunk palm trees are silhouetted against the luminous green water. It makes him wonder how tropical vegetation can survive on this wintry island where pea coats are required even in August if one is exposed to the wind for very long.

He signs off with the reminder that he loves her. Then he adds the joyous news that he has received a 100% on his electricity test!

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After the eye strain caused by reading Dart’s last letter, I’m relieved that Dot’s letter is a brief, easy-to-read single page.

She begins with the probing question: Is it possible to be too hot to live? If so, she is near that point. To add to her anguish, her job today was sewing labels into fur coats! She says she is becoming a pool of melted butter and predicts that he will soon have fewer letters coming his way because she will have expired.

That’s all she has time for, but the heat is all anyone is talking about anyway. Oh, by the way, she loves him.

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August 12, 1944

It’s been quite some time since Dart wrote such a long, leisurely letter. This one is a real gem.

After a brief but frustrating drought of letters from Dot, he finally received a nice one today. Strangely, it was postmarked just one day after the previous one, but took much longer to arrive.

He spins a fine yarn about the chickadee he’d mentioned in an earlier letter. This little bird was once a resident on Alcatraz, but he was caught by the fierce wind that blows in these parts and was carried three and a half miles across the bay where he slammed into the side of Treasure Island’s Building G.

“The experience so unnerved the little fellow that he’s never had the courage to fly outdoors again.” If the story had ended there, I may have believed it, but Dart embellishes with relish. “Once he tried crossing Bay Bridge, but before he even got to the bridge, he developed the sorest case of bunions a little bird ever had. So he stuck out a feathered wing, ruffled his tiny fluffy breast and bummed a ride back to Bldg. G on a bus. The bird’s nuts. He’s got wings and doesn’t want to fly away. I wonder how he eats. As far as we know, there are no worms crazy enough to try  to live in the face powder they pumped out of the bay and dumped here to make this island.”

Dart uses this opportunity to announce he will never live in the west. He may someday come here on a trip, or honeymoon or with children, but the prices are too high to live here. He claims they are 20 to 100% higher than back east.

I guess I wasn’t the only one who’d never heard of the film Dragon Seed. Dart too was unfamiliar with it.

He seems impressed and humbled by Dot’s report of doing a back dive. Considering his struggles in the pool, it must seem like an impossible feat. He says he has a limit of swimming just 15 feet before he sinks.

He reports on his efforts to gain weight. When he misses chow, he buys two sandwiches and a milk shake. Then, right before bed time, he runs to the Ship Service and buys another sandwich and shake. Last week he hit his all-time highest weight of 152, but was quickly back to a stable 148. Remember, this guy is 6′ 1″! It’s no wonder he sinks like a stone – he doesn’t have enough surface area to float.

He happily agrees to send Dot some copies of his official Navy portraits, as per her request. “I hope you like them well enough to keep them. There are only a few in existence, and there are many girls who’d just about swoon if I gave them a picture of myself. Take that any way you want, but I’m afraid the swooning would be from fright.” Now he’s beginning to sound like Dot!

In this letter rich with humor, news and imagery, I think the following is my favorite paragraph:

In a way I envy you being able to sit in an uncomfortable pool of perspiration. It’s a shame we can’t both travel toward each other til we reach a place where I’m warm enough and you’re cool enough and a man points to my uniform and says “What’s that funny suit you’re wearin’, son?” There we should settle and spend the rest of our days.

Yes, it’s humorous, but also sweetly revealing. It exposes a man who pines for a simple, anonymous life where he can enjoy basic comforts and the companionship of the woman he loves – a place where war and military life are unknown.

Treading carefully around the “taboo subject” of a recent letter, he tells Dot he’s been dreaming a lot lately. Dreaming of their next meeting; when, where and how they will greet each other. He says that when and if he is ever able to ask her a certain question, he wants to ask it when they are together. He wants to hold her in his arms, feel her breathing, see her face and hear her voice. He doesn’t want to ask it in a phone call or a letter, sent from a strange, far off place.

He answers her question about the moon the other night. Yes, he saw it and was hoping she had enjoyed it three hours earlier. He tells her of a bright star that shines in his window, low in the northeastern sky. He wonders if, by chance, that same star twinkles into her window, too.

With regrets, he ends this charming, intimate letter in order to write a few quick lines to his parents.

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August 13, 1944

Here’s another hurried note from Dart, written on the fly between “muster” and laundry, with mending sandwiched in along the way.

The main  – that is to say, only topic of the letter is a request he makes of Dot. Could she find him a sturdy little sewing kit that he could stow in his sea bag? He needs something to hold his needles, thread and spare buttons. This will provide her with just the task she asked for.

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Forever on the same wave length as Dart, Dot also pens a short note today, which she actually finished on the 14th.

It’s so hot in Greenwich that the only way Dot can cool off after work is to take the 6:00 PM boat to the beach. She’s been doing that for the last few days with her cousin Janie. Tonight, the beach was so packed with humanity that the town put extra boats on duty to get all the people back home at the end of the day.

She mentions her back dive again and says that she and Janie have just about mastered the jack-knife. She vows to write a proper letter tomorrow.

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August 14, 1944

Dot begins her promised long letter using pencil and yellow tablet while at work. She has had to inventory sweaters today and is now sitting in a pool of sweat. “Yes, I said ‘sweat.’ The saying is that only horses sweat, but who am I to deny I am one and the same?”

She is hanging on until lunch time when she can go home and find two or three letters from Dart waiting on the hall table.

Her mother and brother are going up to Lake Sunapee, New Hampshire for three weeks. Although her dad is driving up to bring them home over Labor Day, Dot is babysitting, so she’s unable to see her beloved place yet another season. She says she so green with envy that she looks moldy.

She reports there is not a customer in the store. No wonder! It is so hot that the clothes stick when trying them on. She tells the story of a recent customer who came in looking for a dress but decided it was too hot to shop for one that day. Instead, she asked Dot to show her the coolest thing they had in stock. When Dot presented her with a very scanty bathing suit, the lady beamed and said she’d take it. The shopper admitted she didn’t need the suit, but it was cool and cute. “That’s what I call throwing $10.95 away,” quips Dot. “Wouldn’t it be awful to have so much money and no idea about  spending it?” That leads me to wonder two things: What was the 1944 version of “very scanty?” and What did a reasonably priced bathing suit cost back then?

She returned from her lunch break in a far better mood, because of the arrival of some letters from San Francisco. She was delighted to read about his party at the home of the hospitable strangers, arranged through the USO club. “I’m glad you had a good time and I am also glad you missed me.”

She launches into a mock scolding about his fear of diving boards. She tells him that she just took a dive off a 20-foot platform and it makes her glad that she’s found one thing she can do better than him. “Surely, tho’, you can swim 150 feet! Otherwise, better you should have joined the Infantry. However, until I can get 98 on Electricity and 95 on Math tests, I shall hesitate to make further comments on your aquatic abilities. Leave us not louse up our beautiful friendship over such triffles.”

In response to Dart’s request that she send his parents a snapshot of herself, she replies that she thinks that would be a bit too forward until they request one. She suggests that maybe he could send the a photo of her, if he’s sure they’d like it.

She’s gratified that he liked her care package and apologizes that she could not include a bigger and better candy selection. “But, as I think I mentioned before, there’s a war going on and it’s mighty hard to obtain without a priority.”

She wraps the letter up after taking a two-hour break to iron clothes in the 95 degree kitchen. Now she hears on the radio that a heat wave is heading her way. So, what is this they’re experiencing now?

Commenting on the correction of her spelling that Dart inserted into his letter, she sasses him with “Ok, so I’m good for your morale, but you’re good for my morals.”

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August 15, 1944

Hurried notes are becoming the norm for Dart. Although he has three unanswered letters from Dot, they’ll have to wait because time is short.

Yesterday he went to sick bay to get a spray for his sore throat and then went out on liberty. He went to the theater, took a streetcar ride and grabbed a waffle dinner. He hopes to get back to town on Thursday if his cold improves.

He scored a miserable 62% on his recent Recognition test. The whole class did so poorly that they were retested, without warning. This time he scored at 85%. His total in all of his subjects places him in the top three of his class, but he doesn’t expect to stay there. “Forgive me if I toot my horn. It’s music to my ears, regardless of how it may sound to others. I love you, even if this miserable mess doesn’t show it.”

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Matching Dart in brevity, Dot suggests they agree to a standing forgiveness policy when one of them doesn’t write every day. That way, they won’t have to waste time and paper asking forgiveness for something they are both guilty of.

She has a hard time sympathizing with Dart’s struggles in the pool. Because it’s one of her favorite activities, she doesn’t understand how someone could not enjoy it. Still, she wishes him the best of luck in passing the required tests.

She deems them “quite a pair,” with all his washing and all her ironing. She would rather be washing, but since grass is always greener on the other side of the fence, she suspects that he thinks ironing is the better deal.

The fact that he’s been at the school for four weeks doesn’t seem real to her; it feels more like four months! As always, it’s late and she’s tired. Before turning in, she hears a news report that announces more hot and humid weather is on it’s way.

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August 16, 1944

Dart says that the laments of Dot and his parents about the brutally hot weather garner little sympathy from him – only envy. He is so cold that he sleeps in his sweater! In August!

When comparing their summer colds, he thinks hers is milder and of shorter duration than his. He is armed with gargle and sprays, but they don’t seem to be having any  impact. Does anyone else get nervous when Dart mentions symptoms of illness? After all those months in the hospital, I think we’d all be justified to assume that he’s susceptible to all manner of bugs and germs.

Again he mentions his struggles with the Recognition class. He did okay on another test, but says the course work is particularly hard for a guy like him who has meticulously avoided anything to do with airplanes all his life. I guess there’s room in his heart for only one mode of transportation, and that would be trains, of course.

He includes a touching paragraph about his family holding out on him. He is aware of several of his friends who are “in the thick of it,” with a couple now either MIA or prisoners of war. His family doesn’t tell Dart the news and he hears it in more round-about ways. He’s frustrated that they aren’t being honest with him, but I see it in a different light. As a young man, he can’t comprehend how difficult it is for parents to imagine their beloved children going off to war. When they learn of the death of one of their son’s friends, I think those parents must die a little inside, themselves. It’s not just Dart his parents are trying to protect, but their own hearts as well. How does a parent live with that level of dread just under the surface of every thought for several years?

Dart speaks almost romantically of his close encounters with some of the sophisticated fire control equipment he has been exposed to recently when he sweeps, mops and polishes the control rooms. He’s in awe of the complexity of these machines. “I wish you could see some of the computers and stuff we work with. The most impressive and bewildering boxes of dials and knobs you’ve ever seen.”

He closes the letter to run a quick errand at the Ship’s Service.

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Dot was forced to begin her letter later than she’d wanted because a huge storm had knocked out the electricity for about six hours.

She hopes he understands that she was kidding about his swimming. She reminds him that everyone has at least one thing that seems nearly impossible for them to achieve, and swimming just happens to be his. He shouldn’t take her teasing seriously.

Having never experienced socks that “broke” after washing, she has no idea what to tell his buddy, except maybe he should use “Rinso.” A harsher laundry soap would be murder on his hands.

She’s mightily impressed by his test scores. With accomplishments like that, who cares about the 17-foot diving platform?

She is none too happy about her mother and Doug leaving for Lake Sunapee in the morning. During the next three weeks, she’ll need to get up at 7:00 a.m., which she believes is unconstitutional. She doesn’t say why her days must begin so early, but I suspect it’s so she can do some cooking and cleaning before work while her mother is away. She’s hoping for a chance to ride up with her father over Labor Day to retrieve the pair, but she has her doubts that will happen.

Unable to ignore the weather, she comments that his reports of wearing pea coats almost makes her jealous. (See how the themes of their letters mirror each other?) Wouldn’t it be great, she asks, if somehow they could store up all this extra heat of summer and bring it out during the bitter days of winter? She decides to work on that problem in her laboratory.

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August 17, 1944

Another short note from Dot, beginning with the news that she and El have been talking together for over two hours.  At first, El was trying to convince Dot that Don was the better catch while Dot, not surprisingly argued the opposite. When they realized neither could sway the opinion of the other, they just settled in for a sisterly chat.

Dot is deeply regretting that she told Mrs. Miller she’d babysit over Labor Day if she couldn’t find anyone else. That will probably mean forfeiting a quick trip to New Hampshire, a fate Dot likens to cutting off her hand. She declares Lake Sunapee the closest thing to heaven on earth. As an 88-year old woman, Dot still holds the same opinion of that special place.

Tomorrow is Dot’s half day at Franklin Simons, but she expects she’ll work harder at home during the second half of the day. She’ll need to up her game when making dinner for her dad. He seems to think she’s not as domestic as an 18-year old girl should be.

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