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August 28, 1944

Dart starts his letter in an impish mood. He writes the first paragraph in a kind of Russian or Eastern European accent, thanking her for the letters and the package. The sewing kit she sent was exactly what he wanted. He thinks she’ll be able to fatten him up with all the candy she sends, which is much better than what he can find on Treasure Island.

He claims that the news about his grades is not so good, but he doesn’t go into much detail. He agrees to comply with her request and talk shop less frequently. He’ll only mention whether his progress is satisfactory or “otherwise.”

How happy he is that she likes his portrait so much! “I was, by the way, wearing my best (and only) set of teeth and my best toupee. Maybe that explains the Cheshire Cat grin.”

He writes a paragraph about the infrequent exchange of letters between him and his family. Burke is starting his senior year at Shaw High School and Dart sounds like the old man, reminiscing about how recently  he and his brother were playing with toy soldiers and acting out Buck Rogers in their wagons.

Before signing off for bed, he agrees that this has been a wonderful 11 months for him, as well. He loves her so much and her letter today made him very, very happy. “Now it’s my turn to thank you for the ‘purdy’ things you say.”

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Dot’s only offering today is a rushed little post card. No news, babysitting, off to work, can’t wait to get o Sunapee on Saturday, wishes Dart could come.

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August 29, 1944

Dart writes a newsy letter in response to several he’s received from Dot. He has no sage advice for her regarding the job offer from Mrs. Miller. He says it’s strictly her decision, but if she takes it, he hopes the Millers will spend their time at home if he ever gets back to Greenwich. “I probably won’t ever get there during the war, but if I manage to survive, I’ll most surely come there, especially if we still love each other so much.”

He would like to get to New Hampshire someday so he can learn to use that canoe. He can’t imagine a more charming instructor that Dottie herself.

A detailed description of last weekend’s liberty followed. He and Leffman went into ‘Frisco. They bought tickets for a show later that evening and then went over to Oakland to see that city  in the daylight. Let’s just say his opinion of the town was not improved after his second impression.

Before going to the show, Dart got an invitation to a dinner at the home of one of the girls from that party a few weeks ago. He went, and later rejoined Leffman for the variety show.

He returned to the barracks for the night and headed back into San Francisco on Sunday afternoon with three friends. They went to Golden Gate Park to soak up some welcomed sunshine. While there, they decided to rent some bikes which they rode for a couple of hours. All those hills lead to some pretty achy muscles the next day. The bike ride also gave Dart’s back (surgical scar) the most serious workout it has had for months.

They took a trolley to the Pacific and back to Market Street for supper. While they were standing on the corner waiting for an interurban car to take them out to San Mateo, they decided to play their Tonettes and “sweet potatoes” to pass the time. Just before the car came, a man crossed the street to tell them he’d enjoyed listening to them play. “I play a little guitar myself,” he said. “Why not come over to my house and we can jam for a bit.” Forsaking San Mateo, they went with the man. “Imagine a quartet of those queer little whistles accompanied by a guitar,” he writes. Thanks, I think I’d rather not.

He tells about the four of them standing on the open platform of the train, playing some more lively tunes while the conductor lady jitterbugged in the aisle. I’m ashamed to see that he used a racially charged obscenity in this story, so completely unlike the father I knew. But I guess we’ve covered that ground before. It’s simply proof that people can mature and improve with age and sensitivity.

Temperatures that day rose to a season record high of 83 in ‘Frisco and 89 in Oakland. Treasure Island remains cooler.

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A few brief lines is all Dot can manage, with her job and preparing meals for her dad.

She’s eager to get to the lake, even though her mother says the winds are so fierce they may blow her over. Dot has decided to try to get some fishing in while there, hoping to break her four -foot record catch. Then she adds, “Don’t be taken in my by fish story.”

She tells Dart not to work too hard, that she hopes his sore throat is completely gone and that she loves him.

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August 30, 1944

Dart was happy to get another letter from Dot today, as well as a letter from her mother, written at Sunapee. The more he hears about the Chamberlain’s summer place, the more eager he is to see it.

He asks Dot if she has ever been in an airplane. (I suspect that in 1944, there were a fair number of 18-year olds who had never flown.) A couple of the guys in his class have their commercial pilot license and Dart has been chewing the fat with them about what it’s like to fly. Speaking of planes, he did very poorly on his recognition test this week. He may be ordered to go to night school to catch up on the material. “So there go your illusions of genius. Don’t forget that I flunked out of Case. That doesn’t seem much like the work of a master mind either, does it?”

Once again he mentions that Burke will be starting his senior year at Shaw High School soon and that his girlfriend has moved back into the city to finish at Shaw. He hopes that means Burke will spend more time closer to home on Sunday afternoons. His parents get bored and lonely on the weekends because they can’t really get far from their apartment. Dart Sr. uses all their gas rations to get to and from work and running errands for his brother Guy.

A little background on Dart Sr. and Guy. Dart was the younger of two sons and Guy was the highly favored child. In fact, the stories I’ve heard of the way Dart Sr. was treated by his mother seem to come straight from a Dickens story. Although my grandfather was a very smart man who loved learning, only Guy went to college. In fact, he graduated medical school while Dart was forced to forego schooling altogether. As adults, Guy treated Dart like a hired hand – there were times when he actually paid Dart to do menial labor for him. Dart Jr. writes in this letter that Guy and both of his daughters each had their own car, but these well-to-do relatives thought nothing of forcing Dart and Helen to use their own gas rations to do their bidding. No wonder Dart sounds a little bitter about it.

There’s a brief paragraph about how strange it is to run into high school chums who are married, engaged, or parents already. Considering Dart is only two years out of high school, I can see how that would be a bit shocking.

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Dot is counting down the hours until she is at her beloved Lake Sunapee for the first time in three years. It was four years ago that her parents dropped her off at the train in Albany while on their way home from the lake. That train took her to Cleveland and her destiny. She is grateful she took that trip, or “I would never have met you and my life would have been wasted.” On second thought, she prefers to think they would have found each other some other way.

El is also excited about the upcoming weekend. Don has a week long furlough and they will spend several days of it in Providence, RI with his parents.

Dot writes that tomorrow is her parent’s 29th wedding anniversary and she thinks they’ve pretty much decided to stick it out for another few years. Sadly, Dot was too accurate with the term “few years.” Arthur Chamberlain would live only about five more years, dying far too young of pneumonia following a heart attack.

Dot is now the only sales clerk left in her department. Even though the staff keeps leaving, the merchandise continues to arrive. Today, Dot was “buried alive” in a shipment of sweaters that she had to check in, unpack and place on display. She thinks she must be a little nuts, but she has loads fun doing all that retail work. Of course, our Dot seems to have fun with almost everything she does.

Before closing, she poses a question for Dart. “By the way, your letters seem different lately. Is it just that you’re terribly busy, or is something else the matter?” She urges him not to write if there is something else he should be doing.

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August 31, 1944

Dart’s sweet letter is written “in the face of great obstacles.” He’s surrounded by a large group of guys singing everything from “The Old Rugged Cross” to “Dirty Gerty from Bizerte” very loudly and exuberantly. The spots on the paper are from an orange thrown by “some coarse person who doesn’t appreciate the beauty and value of good music. Or maybe one who does.”

He agrees that El’s shower sounds like it was a very nice party. He suspects El had something to do with all those knots ending up with Dot. He hopes he’ll have a hand in making some of those superstitions come true at some future date.

He expects this week’s tests to be challenging, so he plans to study long and hard. He warns her not to expect a letter, because he won’t be writing one tomorrow.

After telling about the gas drills using four types of actual war gasses and the stinging eyes that followed, he slips in a troubling little tidbit; if he were not worried about ending up back in the hospital again, he’d turn himself in for a look at his back. It isn’t causing him great pain, but it is bothering him. Anyone who knows what that back has cost him would certainly understand his concern.

By the time Dot gets this letter, she will have returned from Lake Sunapee. He sends her happy wishes for a wonderful visit and sends her his love, as well.

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September 1, 1944

Despite his promise of no letter today so that he might study for his tests, Dart manages to pull his head out of the books long enough to jot off a short one.

His optics instructor knows next to nothing about the subject and has managed to teach exactly that. Dart is completely in the dark and his frustration shows. He’s quite certain he’ll be in night school after this test. Maybe that’s where he’ll find a qualified instructor.

Noting at the top of the page that this is the beginning of the twelfth month of their courtship, he asks Dot to remind him of the exact date they met. He’s sure it was sometime between the 22nd and the 25th of September. He spends his final paragraph lovingly recalling every detail of their first two dates. He and two buddies hitching a ride from Case to Willoughby, wanting to get to know Dot the moment he first saw her, the movie and walk back to Hobart House, talking and dancing in the dining room… For Dart, the most magical moment came at the end of the second date when Dot told his buddy Rausch to let Dart know that she liked to get letters. Dart took the hint immediately and here they are today. “Oh, Dottie, I’m so glad things have turned out so well and that I love you always, Dart.”

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September 2, 1944

Dart crams a lot of information into the opening paragraph of this brief letter. Tests over for the week. Weeks flying by. No liberty this weekend. Had his blues professionally dry cleaned this week. “The creases are sharp. I almost cut myself when I leaned against a wall.” Again he confirms that the tests this week were “killers” and he expects to get somewhere between an 80% and 90%. Continuing the theme of repetition, he tells Dot that it is only the fear of a long stay in the hospital that keeps him from reporting his back pain. It must be getting worse because he’s complained twice and that’s not like him.

Today’s mail brought a little card from Dot, a letter from his dad and one from a buddy telling him how much he hates the Army. “He’s been in two years and has had nothing but dirty, rotten deals every since. Wishes he’d joined the Navy instead.”

He asks about Dot’s friend Cynthia because Dot hasn’t mentioned her in about six weeks. “She seemed like a nice kid,” says Dart. That’s the only opinion of Cynthia I’ve ever heard anyone express.

Not recalling whether or not he ever thanked her for the sewing kit, he thanks her again. He’s especially enamored with the thimble that will make attaching a button to a heavy coat so much easier.

Wishing her a lovely visit at Sunapee and reminding her that he loves her always, he signs off.

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September 3, 1944

This long letter from Dart packs a lot into six pages. First, he asks Dot if she has noticed the lovely moon these last few nights while she’s been at Sunapee. He tells her that it has brought on a bout of homesickness among the married guys and a couple of the single ones who are very much in love. It reminds him of the moon he and Dot witnessed just eight weeks ago tonight in Greenwich.

The moon has brought back the glorious details of that night they were parked in front of Dot’s house, preparing for Dart to leave later that evening. There was a phone call – perhaps from his folks in Cleveland – telling Dart he was free to stay on another day. “I wish I hadn’t been so shy and had hugged you tighter and kissed you more just then….From our moments together, I’ve known that my arms were made to fit around you, that I want it to be that way always. Oh, Dot, you’re so soft and sweet and lovely I can hardly stand being away from you.”

From that tender opening, he switches gears abruptly to an apology for boring her with all the shop talk. He knows that the technical subjects near to his heart are not of much interest to her. He will try to write less about them in the future. He also wants to set things straight about another matter; he doesn’t want her to think he’s trying to impress her with any kind of “genius” when he is elated over his good fortune with grades.  For others, he may occasionally boast a bit, but for her, he only wants her to be proud of him. It is for her that he works so hard. She’s the one who inspires him to do the best he can. Above all, she shouldn’t feel awed because he thinks she is very intelligent herself.

He confirms that the “sweet potato” is not very difficult to play, but he makes a hash of it anyway. It’s painful to hear him try to harmonize with the real musicians he plays with, but he loves to be a part of making music. He claims the others in the group grudgingly say, “Okay, Pete, you can sit in if you won’t blow your whistle very often.”

He asks her about her job at the department store when she starts working for the Millers. He was under the impression that she had to hold her retail job until graduation, so maybe the Miller job is just evenings and weekends. He hopes the Millers will cooperate if he is able to visit her before the war is over. If she’s stuck at home minding the children, he’d be happy to offer his willing but not very able assistance at the task so he can spend more time with her.

How he wishes she could see some of the sights and sounds near him. He proceeds with one of his impressive descriptions of  a scene he witnessed the other day. With unusual grace and his flare for details, he tells of the thrilling sight of five massive flying boats taking off in formation under the bridge, across the bay and into the western sky. I’ve never read anything that conveys the power and majesty of machinery more eloquently than Dart did. These two pages are definitely worth a read from the original letter posted here.

It’s chow time, which he can’t afford to miss, although he’d love to keep writing to Dot all night.

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September 4, 1944

Dot’s “letter” today is a postcard with an aerial photo of a section of Lake Sunapee. On it, she’s traced a pencil line hugging the shore  into the mouth of Sunapee Harbor. This, she explains, is the route she took on her early morning canoe trip. She writes that she wishes she had more than a day in her beloved spot, but she’s happy to be there for even that short a time. How she wishes Dart could be there with her. Be patient, Dot. You have years ahead of you…

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September 5, 1944

Pull up a chair and get comfy. There are 12 pages of letters today – long ones from each of the young lovers.

Dart’s first letter of the day is a quick one-pager. He didn’t write last night because he and a couple of guys went into town to celebrate. The reason for the celebration will be revealed in the following paragraph. Instead of getting drunk, they went slumming. “We didn’t do anything bad, but oh, Brother! What we saw! It defies description in genteel terms.”

His test scores were (surprise!) better than he expected. He’ll leave it at that and say no more on the subject.

He reports that he’s making progress in swimming. He finds the crawl to be exhausting, but he must qualify using that stroke for at least some of the required distance.

He must march to class now, but requests that she send him the phone number at the Miller’s house – just in case.

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His second letter of the day begins with an almost desperate plea – desperate enough for him to send an airmail letter. He refers to Dot’s letter of August 30 which she ends with a nonchalant comment about his letters seeming different lately. She sounds as worried as he is. “Please, Dotty, please tell me what seems different about them. I’ve been worried myself lately that I wasn’t keeping my letters up to par, or that I wasn’t getting as close to you in my letters as I feel in my heart. I know it now, but I still can’t seem to find out why. I certainly wish I knew what to do about it.”

He suggests that maybe he’s been loafing too much, wasting too much time and going out on liberty too often. “Seems to me I wrote some hurried letters a couple of weeks ago and perhaps that was what you were referring to.” I agree there’s been something amiss in his recent letters. There have been a few that struck me as being rather self-focused. He wrote about his classes, his swimming challenges, his liberties, letters from his friends, his grades and his back. Somehow, his declarations of love, squeezed into the final lines on the last pages often seemed almost rote. As mature, romantic and thoughtful as he is prone to be  it’s easy to forget that he is a 20-year old kid with lots of responsibility, too much free time and he’s homesick, too.

He writes that although his swimming classes are having a great impact on his progress, he’ll never shine in the sport like Dot does. He’s learning to have fun in the pool, but manages to get a snoot full of water while doing the back stroke. He expects that he’ll drown himself tomorrow during the abandon ship drill. They are required to jump from a 10-foot ledge, fully clothed into the deep end of the pool. There, they must remove their pants, knot the legs and create a flotation device out of them. For someone with the knack for sinking like a stone, that could be a frightening challenge. Imagine what it would be like in the open sea!

He describes his most recent liberty, taken with another guy from his class who had the same “good fortune” as Dart concerning test scores. The first thing they did was shop for a first anniversary card for the other guy’s wife, who had their first baby the day he got to Treasure Island. Then the boys ate at Dart’s favorite waffle house that reminds him of the Mayflower back in Cleveland. They cruised Market Street “looking for some devilment that wouldn’t cost us too much or get us drunk.” They decided on a movie that had been panned by the public but highly endorsed by sailors. “One of those movies which is advertised in such lurid terms as ‘Daring’ or ‘Educational’ about the dope racket.” (“Educational” is lurid?)

After swearing Dot to secrecy, he confesses a dirty little secret. On Sunday when he was answering so many letters to friends and relatives, he based each one on four carefully constructed paragraphs, with minor variations in each letter. By the time he got to Dot’s letter and the one to his folks, he was so tired of writing the same thing that he was kicking himself for not being more original.

He writes about how envious he is of El for being able to spend an entire week with her beloved Don. “Why, all the time I’ve spent with my best girl hasn’t amounted to a week since I met her a year ago.”

After seven pages, he still has the urge to stay up all night writing to Dot, but he owes his folks a letter because “they’re awfully lonesome.”

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There was a jackpot of four letters awaiting Dot when she arrived home from New Hampshire. She certainly hopes her mother is wrong about there being no more for a few days.

She was happy to read that her package made such a hit with Dart. She enjoys sending him things, so when he has another request, he should remember how much pleasure it gave her to shop for it.

Hearing that Burke has started back to school, she’s a bit envious. She always claimed she didn’t really like school, but now that’s it’s all but over for her, she misses it. She’s still considering what college to attend next year and has been thinking about a junior college. Instead of studying retail, she might switch to physical education.

Her job at the Miller’s starts tomorrow. She’s confident they will give her a few days off if he can manage to get to Greenwich. She admonishes him to stop saying things like “If I survive.” What makes him think he won’t, she asks.  After all, math can’t be that difficult, says Dot. I wonder if she was naive enough to think he was talking about failing his classes or if she was being intentionally obtuse.

She’s still wishing she could have taught him how to steer a canoe. She could have used his help this weekend on the lake. She was out by herself when the wind picked up and she had a devil of a time controlling the craft. In fact, she says he nearly had one less correspondent on his list!

She’d like to tell him about her lovely dinner with a charming companion, but she hasn’t had any. She’s glad he was able to enjoy such an evening in San Francisco. She did, however fall asleep on a man’s shoulder on the trip back from Sunapee. “It wasn’t my dad, either, and I hardly consider Doug a man. I wasn’t feeling well, but, believe me, he made me feel lots better. (Probably ‘cuz I pretended it was you.)” Wait! What? Who was this mystery man? No word on that from Dot. Perhaps I’ll ask her and see if she remembers.

She liked his story about the “sweet potato” orchestra. The other day, she saw a tall, thin sailor playing one in the Greenwich park and nearly had heart failure.

She’s never been in an airplane, but would like to justify the expense when she returns to Cleveland for graduation in February.

Again responding to his letter, she asks if she is the reason he might need to go to night school. If so, less letter-writing is in order. She also addresses his “genius” in a sweet passage. “I’ll be just as happy, if not more so, if you aren’t one. And I wouldn’t care if you’d flunked kindergarten at 15; I’d still love you.”

Dot launches into a mock scolding, calling Dart the most suspicious man she’s ever met. “Whenever I write you anything that might be taken two ways, you always take it the wrong way.” He suspects that El had a hand in Dot “winning” the bridal shower game which presumed to predict the next bride and how many children she’d have. He also suspected that Dot was hinting at something when she wrote a silly little code in a letter a while back. “Honestly, Dart, I have to think an awful long time before I write anything for fear you’ll figure it to mean something I had never intended.”

She’s concerned about his back and urges him to check it out with a doctor in case it is something that should be attended to now.

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September 6, 1944

Another brief note dashed off before muster is called. “In a few minutes they check us to see if we’re all here. (all present I mean) Of course we’re not ‘all here.’ I’m not only ‘half here,’ but I’m ‘there’ (where you are) in spirit. Let’s leave that subject alone, for it’s neither here nor there. At any rate, too darn much of me’s here.”

Did you get all that?

He has a mountain of clothes to wash, so as soon as muster is over, he and the boys will make a mad chase to the wash house and scrub the daylights out of their stuff before it gets dark.

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Dot’s letter is also a simple one-page job. She’s writing from her new home at the Millers. She describes quite a nice set-up with a bedroom and a living room, complete with two sofas, a fireplace plus a radio and phonograph. She needs to get up at 7:30 to start caring for the boys, so she wants to hit the sack.

She tells Dart she took her mother to see Christmas Holiday this evening, but she prefers the light and carefree roles Deanna Durbin used to play.

As she bids Dart goodnight, she informs him that his photo is in place by her new bed. It has already garnered two more fans in Mr. and Mrs. Miller. But she assures him they can’t love it as much as she does.

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