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October 26, 1944

This letter is even shorter than yesterday’s. The final was today and tonight Dart is taking his first liberty in over two weeks. He’s given up his pass for the upcoming weekend because a classmate needed it more than Dart. The other guy’s wife and baby just arrived from Cleveland a week ago, and the little family needs time together.

He won’t offer a prediction of the exam. He knows he missed 18 questions out of the first 155, but there were 145 more questions. The results will come tomorrow and the whole class dreads to learn what they’ll be.

His family answered Dart’s telegram assuring him that everyone was okay. His worries were useless (as worries so often are.)

He tells Dot he’ll be the most disappointed sailor in the Navy if he doesn’t get that leave. They should know for sure in less than a week. I can sense his loneliness, despair and tension in every line.

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Dot has missed two days of writing due to some mysterious ailment. She tells Dart that her mother has just written all about her illness in a letter to him, so she’ll not repeat the news.

She wonders if Dart left Treasure Island before Bob Hope came to do his show there last week. She listened to the broadcast and paid close attention as she tried to pick out Dart’s laugh from among the thousands of men who were in the audience. She’s sure he must have missed the show because she knows if he’d been there she would have heard his laughter.

How disappointed she is that her illness has caused her to miss out on a good, long visit with Cynthia, including a luncheon with several girls Dot used to go to school with. She hopes she’ll still catch a quick visit before C. leaves on Monday.

She again asks for his suggestions about what to put into a gift box for him. It seems that cookies would be a good choice for a 20-year old boy, far from home.

As we might expect, the topic turns to Dart’s leave. She claims the suspense is killing her. If she could be sure he’d get a nice long visit home, she could stand being away from him for a few more days, but not knowing is driving her nuts.

She pauses the letter when her mother brings lunch upstairs for Dot to eat in bed. When she resumes writing, it is well past dinner. This was apparently the first time she’d been up for a meal in a few days, and her mother made it worth the effort – steak, potatoes, carrots, string beans, apple pie ala mode and real coffee. “Needless to say, I went very light on what I did have, but it sure tasted like a ‘pre-war’ dinner.” Her folks must have spent a week’s rations on that spread!

Guessing that he’ll get this letter around October 30, she wonders if he recalls what was happening a year ago that day. That was their double date in Cleveland when they saw “Phantom of the Opera” and Dart tried to teach her to shift gears. “Best of all, it was the first time you ever kissed me. I don’t know if I’m still in a daze from that kiss or from the ones I’ve had since. Anyway, I’m still in a daze when I think of you, which is about 59 1/2 minutes out of every hour.”

Sometimes when she’s dreaming of Dart, she wonders if he has any inkling how much she loves him. Then she realizes he couldn’t possibly, because even she can’t quite belief it.

There’s nothing left for them at this point but to hope and pray for that leave to come through. “It doesn’t do any harm to have faith,”  she says. Ever the optimist, our Dot.

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November 10, 1944

It’s so nice to have the letters back! Dart wastes no time dashing off a quick note to Dot when he reaches the train station in Chicago.

He and his fellow sailors who were on leave in Cleveland are all feeling terribly blue. It was hard to leave again after so few hours at home. Dart admits to being choked up several times when he and Dot were parting at the station. I wonder if the reality has hit that he is finally, after nearly two years in the Navy, making his way inexorably toward combat at sea. Is he scared? Is he proud? I have to believe that leaving loved ones this last time must have been extra painful because of what lies ahead.

His last paragraph is so lovely I’ve quoted it here in its entirety. “I’m glad we got plenty of talking done and got a few chances to express our feelings. It seems as if I know you ever so much better, now, and the impression has carried on very well with my dreams. If its possible to love you even more than I have for so many months, I do. If that isn’t possible, then I feel that love much more deeply. Goodnight, my dearest, the only girl in the world.”

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November 12, 1944

“We’re both in the same boat now, or should I say train,” begins Dot’s first letter of the day. “How I wish it were in the same train, instead of two different ones taking us farther apart.” She and Dart are obviously in perfect sync with each other.

She’s about to pull into Grand Central Station, having spent a restful night. The girl sharing her seat noticed how blue Dot was, and told her to stretch out and try to sleep. Dot has no idea where that girl spent the night, but she’s grateful for the kindness of strangers.

She hopes Dart appreciated the fact that both she and his mother did their best not to cry when they said good-bye at the station Friday morning. They sure let it all go in the car ride home, however.

At last, she reveals why she thought he wouldn’t know her when he saw her this time; she’s lost 15 pounds since they saw each other in July. His folks noticed right away and the girls at school “nearly fell over.” She guesses he either didn’t notice, which is fine, or he did notice and it makes no difference how he feels about her, which is also fine.

She has high hopes for the pictures they took – looking forward to showing him and his family off to her family and friends.

With two hours to go before Greenwich, she estimates she’ll be home in time to join her family for Sunday breakfast.

“God bless you wherever you go, Darling, and bring you back safe, very soon. I love you with all my heart.”

Later that evening, she writes again, telling Dart she tried to sing along this evening as her mother played the piano, but she burst into tears at the thought of him being so far away. “I don’t know how I’m going to live without seeing you for God knows how long. I’ll manage to survive, but that’s about all.”

She confides that every time she thinks of him in his Case cover-alls, working on his train set in the basement, she curses herself, wondering why she didn’t cross the room and squeeze him as hard as she wanted to. She vows to read up on trains so she can talk more intelligently about them when next they meet.

This morning’s mail brought one of his long letters sent from Treasure Island. It was one where he was eaten by worry over the state of her health. “I hope I have convinced you not to worry about the operation. I’m going to see the specialist sometime this week and will tell you what I find out but it doesn’t do any good to cross bridges till we come to them so let’s both forget about worrying. It would take lots more than a little operation to hurt me.”

Dot and her mom walked to the stationery story this afternoon and saw they were selling “sweet potatoes.” Ruth wouldn’t let Dot buy one, reminding her that Christmas was coming. Dot says she’ll practice so much that she’ll be an expert when she sees him again.

She bought a large scrapbook which she intends to call “A Blind Date Isn’t Always a Mistake,” by Dart G. Peterson, Jr. and Dorothy Chamberlain. She hopes he doesn’t object to using his name. She’ll fill it with photos, souvenirs and narrative about how they met and how much fun they have when they’re together. She hopes to finish it while he’s still in California so she can ship it to him for editing. “I thought that in the future, when people ask us why we’re so happy, it would be fun to show them how it all started.” I’m impressed by how she fills every paragraph with her plans for the future. It’s obvious these two are committed to each other with no holds barred.

“Dad’s calling me for supper (which I don’t want), so I must close.”

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November 13, 1944

Dot begins by telling Dart that his letter that came today made her feel so much better. “I wouldn’t be surprised if they could float a battleship in my tears of the last few days. Today it was pathetic…I’d start to wait on a customer. My eyes would start to run. (Not run away, just drip down.)”

She reports that the store did lots of moving of stock while she was away. It’s embarrassing to tell a customer you have what they’re looking for, then spend time searching in every drawer and shelf, only to learn it’s been moved to the third floor.

There are a couple of bits she writes that remind me of an Abbott and Costello gag. After explaining the confusion around the store today, she quips “Such is life without a wife. And here I am with a man, but look where he is!” Later, she tells Dart she regrets buying two boxes of the new stationery that is scratchy against her pen. She writes “That’s where the money goes. What money? Oh, I give up! You tell me!” She is certainly in a playful mood today, probably as a result of getting a letter from Dart.

She fills a paragraph with rapid fire questions: Were you comfy on the train? Did you get a seat? Was it pleasant traveling with some buddies? Is Shoemaker as bad as you thought? Worse? Do you know where you’ll be going next? Will these questions help fill the page? Do you love me?

She tells Dart in strictest confidence that she managed to buy three packs of Pall Mall cigarettes to send his father. “I’m just an old apple polisher, but if it’ll assure his feelings for me (to the good, of course), I’ll send him cigarettes if I have to roll ’em myself.”

She feels like she knows him better than she did before, so they’re both better off for having seen each other. She’ll get no argument from Dart on that score.

Remembering their time she together, she wishes now that they’d sat up all night on Thursday, just talking. It wouldn’t have been smart because of his long trip the following day, but she thinks it would have been fun. She suggests they make plans for the not-too-distant future to try out her idea. She also promises to open up even more the next time they see each other, which she prays will be very soon. Meanwhile, she’ll practice talking to his picture, which is why she asked for one where he is looking directly at her.

I’m a little confused by some of the content in the remaining pages of the letter because it refers to things from Dart’s letter that arrived today. They are topics not covered in any of the letters I have from Dart around this time, so there must be one missing.  I’ll comment on Dot’s letters and attempt to fill in what might have been in the missing letter of Dart’s.

She says she was hoping Shoemaker would be better than he had hoped, but from his description, it isn’t. She comments that six weeks from last Monday would be just a few days before Christmas and surely the Navy will let him stay in the country for Christmas Day! My guess is that Dart told her his assignment at Shoemaker would end on that date and she’s wondering if that’s the actual day he’ll be shipped out. She asks for instructions on when and where to send his Christmas package, which she assumes will take about two weeks to reach him.

She asks him what he’s usually doing around 9:00 PM. She was thinking of him around midnight the other night and she got a chill up her spine, much like the one she gets when she looks at him. She wonders if they happened to be thinking the same thoughts at the same time. (I’ve no doubt they were both thinking of each other, because that’s 98% of what either of them thinks about.) Anyway, she likes to play these little games – she even steps on Lucky Strike packages and wishes on stars for luck. The star trick is one I’ve heard of, but stepping on Lucky Strike packages? That’s a new one. I was always taught to pick up litter, not wish on it!

There must have been a weather report in Dart’s letter because she says it has nothing on the weather in Greenwich, which has seen rain for several days.

She tells Dart that she has delayed the much deserved thank-you note to his parents for their wonderful hospitality in Cleveland. The reason for her procrastination is threefold: she’s awaiting the photo enlargements she ordered, she’s been collecting more cigarettes to send to Pop and she’s made his mother a couple of aprons. She deeply appreciates how welcome his family made her feel. As for Dart, she thinks it’ll take forever to thank him enough.

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November 14, 1944

Well, my confusion over a missing letter just got either better or worse. In a letter dated Nov. 14, Dart writes about the topics that Dot responded to in her letter of the 13th! I suspect that pages 3 through 5 of Dot’s letter yesterday were mistakenly filed with her original two-page letter of that date when, in fact, they were written after she had received his letter of today. Clear as mud? Bear with me and we’ll untangle this mystery together.

Dart actually sends two letters written on this, his first day at Shoemaker. Judging from the first paragraph of letter #1, he’s not off to a very good start. “It’s now morning of our first day at Shoemaker. What an ungodly mess! I’m despondent.” He goes on to say that he and his cronies from Treasure Island arrived together last night, three hours late. It took another three hours for them to collect their gear and get to bed. The foul place is huge and muddy – even the paved roads are buried in mud.  He’s eager for his six weeks here to be over. (Which is saying a lot, since his next location is probably aboard a war ship!)

He promises to try his best to get a new picture of himself to send  her. He’d like to get one that’s as life-like and attractive as the one of herself that Dot gave him.

He tells her he must stop this pleasant occupation of writing to her and get on with the dreary pastime of living. He’ll try to write some more tonight. (Which he did.)

The day apparently did nothing to improve Dart’s opinion of his new digs. In spite of the sunshine to replace yesterday’s rain, he’s still looking forward to getting out of this place. He says chow was tolerable, except for breakfast, which smelled like his basement before the kittens had been housebroken.  Eeew!

He’s heard that the mail gets fouled up a lot around here. Right now he’s hungry. The barracks are cold, buggy and drafty. They have to walk 50 feet outside to wash, shave, etc. “Oh heck. Too much not nice, so I’ll quit until I can write a civil letter. Things have come to a pretty pass when a guy can’t even say something nice to his sweetheart. I love you very much and wish you and your letters were here. Their presence (yours and your letters) make life bearable.”

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Dot, too, wrote two letters today. The first was a quick morning note informing Dart that she has a second opinion from another doctor about the state of her health. The gist of it is that she needs to get more exercise. She’s making plans to go bowling once a week and must warn him that she plans to beat him the next time she sees him. (I think she means at bowling.) Dot is relieved, and knew that Dart would be too. I was surprised to hear that the second doctor was a woman.

In the second letter, she writes that she’s happy to learn Dart’s train trip wasn’t too uncomfortable and that he was able to get a seat. She hopes he thinks their time together was worth the trouble of the trip.

She graciously grants him permission to put ice down her back anytime…if he can catch her. She doesn’t run very fast, unless being chased by a bull… or a sailor with ice.

The plans she’d made to go bowling with El tonight were thwarted by the over-crowded lanes. She guesses they’ll try again on Sunday afternoon, because a gal  must get her exercise.

She takes a serious tone as she asks once again to give her some ideas about his Christmas wishes. And he shouldn’t even think about giving her some answer like “a leave,” which is entirely beyond her power to get him.

The pictures they took didn’t turn out as well as she’d hoped, but she loves the one of him grinning like a Cheshire cat. If he wants any of the enclosed snapshots enlarged, his wish is her command.

She asks if Shoemaker has him peeling spuds yet. She thinks they’ll make him into a passable wife before too long.

Her sign-off tonight is “Yours ’til Franklin Simon pays a decent salary. Which means, dear, you’re stuck with me forever!”

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November 15, 1944

Dart begins his letter by recalling that one year ago today he was emerging from the fog of surgery with a “gay nineties bustle tacked on his caboose.”

Today, he began his per-embarkation processing:  a slightly more thorough version of the standard Navy physical, typhoid shot, films on malaria and social diseases and lectures on war bonds, insurance, pay, etc. Dart has decided to increase his war bond allotment to one per month. He’ll receive just under $80.00 a month as pay, so he’ll put $30 into savings and have plenty for all his other needs. My question is, where does one spend money while onboard a warship for months on end?

He calls the physical a farce. Unless a major defect shows up, everyone passes. Everyone lines up, strips to his dog tags and waits in line for a series of cursory checks. Heart rates are checked after a “run” of 3-4 steps. Dart mentioned his back issues and was told he’ll have a more complete exam before being assigned to a ship.

At evening mail call, Dart was surprised and delighted to get the letter Dot mailed last Saturday from Cleveland. He’d been told it could take several weeks for mail to find him.

The weather at Shoemaker is too cold to wear “whites,” so pea coats are a must before noon and after sundown. Everyone was happy about a second day of sunshine, but the mud prevails.

He was glad to hear she got to see a Shaw High School football game. He once dated a girl during football season because her house was very close to the stadium so he could park his car in her yard.

He’s not surprised that everyone at Andrews was happy to see her. Why wouldn’t anybody be? He suspects she’s been exaggerating his virtues for him to have received such positive reactions. He assures her she’ll have no trouble “hanging on” to him, because the feelings are mutual. He has convinced the fellows in the class that there is no better girl in the world. “Some take issue (gallantly) and stand up for their wives, but I know.”

He likes her brother’s philosophy of remembering the past, looking forward to and planning for the future,  and ignoring the present. He finds the present difficult to ignore at times, but it can be accomplished by attending to the other two. He says Gordon sounds like a guy Dart would like to have as a friend (or a brother-in-law). He hopes they get to meet while in the Pacific – if they both have to be there.

His last paragraph brings the war a little closer than usual. “Any day now, Dot, I may be put on draft for some far corner of the world, and then the cloak of security must be placed on my movements. My letters may not be as regular as they have been. You know the story from having a brother in the Pacific. You’ll be having a sweetheart there soon, Dearest, and that sweetheart will be remembering you constantly, looking for every letter, and planning for the day we can be together forever. Dot, I’ll not lose faith as long as I have you.”

In his P. S. he begs for more news on her health because he worries.

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Dot’s a little sad because this is the first day since she’s been home that there is no letter from Dart. She’s hoping this afternoon’s delivery brings one.

She writes “A week ago at this time we were eating that delicious turkey with all the trimmings. Could you go for some of that right now? Even more to my liking, though, would be a drive through Euclid Creek Metropolitan Park in a Ford V8, with the best doggone sailor in the world. My heart was pounding so hard that I couldn’t have talked even if I’d known what to say.”

She continues the letter a little after midnight with the announcement that there was no letter from him this afternoon. Again she recalls what they were doing at this time a week ago. “It was raining, just as it is here tonight, and we were driving in it. I can almost feel your arm around me and hear the purr of the motor. Gee, but I love you!!!”

She wonders if he was aware that she was looking at him while he drove. She finds it hard to look at him when he’s looking directly at her because she just melts, but she loves looking at him when he’s unaware of it. He’s so cute when he’s intent on something he cares about.

Her sister-in-law got two letters from Gordon. She had written him a couple of weeks ago about her session with a Ouija board during which she asked where Gordon was. It said he had been in Tahiti, but had just returned to New Caladonia. Well, Gordon confirmed that the board had been correct. He’d been to both of those places recently!

She’s eager to hear how he likes Shoemaker, but she’d prefer to hear that he was being sent to the Brooklyn Navy Yard. Such a dreamer, our girl.

She bids him goodnight, wishing they could say it like they had 168 hours ago.

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November 16, 1944

Dart writes this short letter before going out on liberty. It may be his last chance to visit the East Bay Model Engineer’s layout, and who could pass up an opportunity like that?

He spent the day doing lots of laundry and general cleaning of his gear. He’s been enjoying the wrist watch he picked up while in Cleveland and is already regretting that he’ll have to send it back home before he ships out. Apparently, salt air has a way with steel.

He’s tickled that both of them were wishing, possibly at the same time, that they were on the same train, moving together rather than farther apart. He confirms that he appreciated the fact she and his mother didn’t cry at the station. The best thing for him was when he looked back over his shoulder and saw Dot and his parents smiling at something together. He dared not look again, for fear he wouldn’t see her smile.

He muses that his parents must be a little sad, knowing that when he gets back from the war he won’t be spending that many more nights under their roof. Still, they’re grateful that he’s fallen in love with a girl who is so much their ideal for him.

He certainly noticed her weight loss and thinks she looks even prettier than before, which he didn’t think was possible. He wasn’t sure if it was polite to mention it, but realizes now he guessed wrong. “It’s a very pleasing appearance you put up, Dot.”

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Dot begins her letter while at work in the store. There are no customers to be found, and she says that’s Roosevelt’s fault – the Republicans are staying home and holding onto their money before he takes it all away. She then goes into a stupid FDR joke not worth repeating. She can be pretty touchy if someone teases her about her political views, but she’s not so sensitive of others, I’d say. I doubt Dart will mind much, though. In his eyes, she can do no wrong.

Hours later, she resumes her letter, still in the deserted store. To pass the time sales clerks have been doing sketches of plaster scenes in the store windows. She includes her drawing of two angels holding lambs. As she says, “Guess I hadn’t better take art as a means of support. I’d starve within a week.” I’ll let you be the judge when you see her sketch below.

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November 17, 1944

Here’s a short letter from a tired Dart. He was picked for galley duty today, requiring him to stand from 8:00 AM until 6:30 PM, except for his own lunch and dinner times. He also was on duty for all four mail calls of the day so he doesn’t know if he received any letters. His assignment in the galley was to guard the coats of the men serving in the chow line. The only good thing about that task was that he’s not required to wear his whites, so they’ll stay cleaner.

He got a letter from Pop yesterday saying that he and Mom missed having Dart and Dot around. The place doesn’t feel the same without Dot. They seem to be quite fond of her.

He had great fun at the model railroad club the night before, after his two-hour bus ride into Oakland – even got to operate some of the trains in their giant layout.  Sometime he’d like to build an engine that works better than the one he showed Dot while in Cleveland.

The leave was so short that he hasn’t yet awaken from the daze he was in being with Dot. In fact, he says, he hasn’t been out of his daze since he fell in love with her. But now, he’s too tired for inspiration, so he must get to bed.

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Dot spent the evening making an apron and some potholders for Dart’s mother, so there’s not much time to write. Besides, there isn’t much to respond to from his note that arrived today.

Was it gentle chiding when she commented that if Shoemaker is as bad as he claims, the South Pacific should seem like Utopia? She doubts the guys who are there would think so.

She hopes her letters have arrived by now. She’s sent one every day since she last saw him. He may not think she knows how much a letter can mean, and her surroundings are, no doubt, better than his, but his letters mean as much to her as hers do to him. She’s babysitting at the Miller’s tomorrow night, so if she can think of more news, he may get a long one from there.

It seems like she’s been so much more dedicated to writing since she moved back home and cut down to only one job. She’s making a valiant effort to keep a certain sailor’s morale up.

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November 18, 1944

Dart was overjoyed to get six letters from Dot today, but his greatest joy was the news about her health. He’s never been so worried in his life and he’s grateful his prayers were answered.

He got off chow duty this afternoon but must report to midnight watch shortly, so he’s going to bed early and try to catch up on some sleep before reporting for duty again.

“It seems as though we’ve fallen in love all over again, doesn’t it? That makes it even better; falling in love when we’re already head-over-heels in it.”

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It seems like “old times” for Dot, writing from her little apartment in the Miller’s house. The boys have grown since she saw them last month and she was delighted that Chris remembered her right away. She’s decided that with the exception of Toni Gale, little boys are cuter than little girls. I certainly hope she changed her mind less then a decade later after her first two children were daughters!

The Millers went to a huge dinner party where El happens to be working. She’ll be serving and cleaning the kitchen. Dot would rather have the babysitting gig, but El will make more money. The other day, El suggested that the two of them pool their money at the end of each week. Dot thinks it’s a great idea, because last week she sat home while El worked five nights in a row. “If we go by that system, someone’s going to get rooked, and I don’t mean me.”

Dot comments that she knows Dart is happier now than he was a year ago, but she’d rather he be safe in Great Lakes hospital than at sea. She asks if there’s any chance that he’ll be kept in the country. I rather doubt the Navy would go to all the trouble of training him how to fire the big guns aboard a ship, let him graduate high in his class and then keep him state-side. It doesn’t seem like there’d be much call for his new-found skills in the good ol’ USA.

Gordon has told similar stories about the infamous Navy physicals and shares Dart’s opinion of them. In fact, her brother had to have three physicals before they let him into the Navy. The test results never changed but they just got tired of examining him, so they let him in at last.

She’s looking forward to going to the last Greenwich High School football game on Thanksgiving Day. It’s with their rival Stamford and both teams are very good this year. She reminds Dart that he did, in fact, tell her about the girl he dated because she lived so close to the stadium. “We don’t live too far from the Greenwich field, if that’s any incentive to take me to a football game sometime.”

Did she ever tell him that she’s a pretty good football player? She was the captain of the Alley Cats team which was chased by the police three times for playing on private property. “Mama’s little angel? I’m ‘fraid not,” she says.

She wonders if he gives the same sales pitch about her as she gives about him. She has several women at work almost convinced they married the wrong man. She’s had to tell them that there’s only one Dart to be had, and he’s spoken for, so they’ve all decided to keep the husbands they have.

Responding to Dart’s question about Michael Smith – Dot’s “most hated person,” she declares the subject closed. They passed each other on the street the other day and he asked her for a date, but she’s not having any of that. He’s apparently quite a creep.

She’s happy that Betty B is living with them while Gordon is away. Then, if Dot doesn’t hear from Dart for awhile, she’ll have Betty’s shoulder to cry on. Dot finds the idea of going days without a letter from him “most distasteful” but she will continue to write to him every day while he’s at sea.

For now, she must hit the sack and dream of him.

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