Category Archives: Dart’s Letters

December 15, 1944

True to his intentions, Dart manages to write a nice, long letter today. He’s alone in the barracks, in the mood for nothing but writing to Dot, and hoping the guys don’t come in to bother him. He’s usually happy to talk with the boys, but they invade his privacy at times and make it hard for him to write sweet nothings to his favorite girl.

He’s very enthusiastic about sleeping until 0800 this morning. The hotel bed provided a good rest, and the room only cost him and Spiegler a buck a piece! I wonder if that was a service man discount, or if that’s the going rate for a hotel room in 1944. If it’s the latter, it’s no wonder my mother gets sticker shock whenever she needs to reserve a hotel room these days.

Tomorrow brings a minor shake-up at Shoemaker. They are trading the lieutenant and the ship’s company men with another battalion. Dart hopes the “old boy” they get won’t be as big a stinker as Lt. Forbes was. Chief Wagstaff, on the other hand is a 30-year Navy man, serving as a bandmaster; a good guy and a true friend to the enlisted men.

He tells her that the Christmas mail rush has slowed down her letters. He’s a little concerned that all the stuff he’s been sending to her won’t get there in time for Christmas. He’s mailed some first class, some parcel post and others were shipped by the stores where he bought them.

Perhaps he dwells too much on those moments when the two of them were in perfect sync with each other, but those moments, and the hope that they’ll have forever together in the not-too-distant future are all he has to dream about. He keeps thinking of their afternoon in the park and how much he wanted to ask her to marry him. I’d heard often when I was growing up that Dad told Mom he didn’t think it was fair to obligate a young woman to marry a man who was going off to fight a war. What if he didn’t make it home, or if he came back a different man? In the beginning of the war, Dart believed that engagements should happen after the war was over. It must have been hard to keep to that self-imposed rule while he held her in his arms for their last time together for many, many months.

He writes that his pleasant reverie of those moments was interrupted by his quick trip to the office to see if his name was on a new draft that just came down. It wasn’t. Then he and Spiegler had a little snack of crackers and sandwich spread.

He confirms that he gets the same question as she does about whether she still loves him. Lt. Forbes asked him today when he was reading Dot’s latest letter. Dart blushed so deeply that Forbes tried to read the letter over his shoulder. I think that really annoyed him.

Just as she imagines wrapping gifts in her sleep, he finds himself stooping to pick up crates of empty bottles as he’s drifting off.

If his memory is correct, she was the first one to use the salutation “Dearest” in a letter. He believes that letter arrived the day before he was sent to the hospital at Great Lakes and he was overjoyed to get it. He’s always been grateful that he fell for her so hard and so fast that he was able to throw caution to the wind and be bold. He was bold enough to ask for a goodnight kiss on their date in Cleveland. The overthrown caution let him write that he loved her in the December 4, 1943 letter. He has no regrets.

It’s true that she has never told him to his face that she loved him, but she’s said it on the phone, and she’s said it in different ways. He loves the way she’s said it and he loves her, all of her. He fears the “short time” until the Big Day his pop wrote about is going to pass painfully slowly until the war is over. It’s all he wants in the world.

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Dot gets a little start on her letter while at work  because she has plans for this evening. She and her friend Jean are going to the Greenwich H. S. basketball game of alums vs students. Although Dot doesn’t care a fig about Greenwich H. S., she likes basketball and spending time with Jean, so it should be a fun evening.

She didn’t get much writing done at work because Mr. Goldstein got sick and Dot had to run the department alone. The game went well, with the alums winning on account of Dot screaming for them. Now she’s hoarse and tired.

Since Dart plans to go to the admiral to complain about a change of officers at Shoemaker, she decides she won’t make him also complain to the Postmaster General. Dot’s getting Dart’s letters all out of order, even though they’ve all be sent Air Mail. She’s so happy to get them at all, that she supposes it’s not necessary to complain about when they arrive.

She’s getting a little nervous about the day when Dart will reveal some of his faults to her. She can’t really believe he has any, and she won’t be the one to insist that he reveal them. If she had her “druthers,” he’d keep them hidden always so she’d never have to be disillusioned.

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December 17, 1944

This is a long and thoughtful letter from Dart, revealing in equal parts a gloomy, frustrated sailor and a positive, cultured young man.

He is seriously out of sorts today. Camp Shoemaker – never a pleasant place – is starting to wear him down. He’s angry that he’s wasting three, four, five weeks here doing nothing of value, waiting for what comes next and unable to make any plans. Why did the Navy give them such short leaves after their advanced training school just so they could rot in this God forsaken hole?

Every day is filled with endless queuing up. There are lines for the toilets, lines for chow, lines for dirty dishes, lines for showers, lines for liberty passes, lines for bowling and theaters, lines for buses, and lines for finding out what line to stand in. There’s never an opportunity to sit while in line, unless one wants to sit on sharp gravel or muddy muck.

He was able to score a single ticket to the San Francisco orchestra concert last night – a full program of Russian music. He was enchanted by the “Francesca Da Rimini” piece by Tschaikowsky and amused by a humorous collection of four short pieces called the “Suite Diabolique” by Prokofeiff.

Quite the critic for a non-musician, he deems the SF orchestra inferior to Cleveland’s. To his ear, the brass sounded “tinny” and the string section lacked the full, rich, harmonious tone of his home town’s orchestra. Still, he was happy to have been able to attend the concert.

While crossing the Bay Bridge yesterday, he saw the hull of a huge new battleship looming out of the fog. As he got nearer, he saw that it was the USS Missouri, in town for a check-up after her shake-down cruise. He was so impressed with her size and the number of guns on deck. She was moored next to a tiny destroyer, fondly known by sailors as a “tin can.” Dart expressed a keen interest in being assigned to a giant battleship rather than a flimsy little destroyer. He believes all that massive steel and the mighty guns would feel much safer to him. No doubt.

The new battalion commander at Shoemaker brought a larger support staff with him, so Dart has lost his cushy office assignments to the regular staff. I guess now he’ll take his turn on the work crews again.

He’s happy to have mailed all his Christmas cards and hopes they and his packages all arrive in time. He’s mailed several things to Dot; some are Christmas gifts and others are ideas he’s had for awhile that he’s only recently had time to buy.

The final paragraph is sweet. “Well, it’s time to crawl back into my shell for the night. So I’ll kiss you goodnight in the doorway and hold you close for so long that we almost lose our balance (and our minds.)”

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The big news from Greenwich concerns El and Don. Eleanor has been worried about Don because she hadn’t heard from him since his leave ended. Then she got a call from his mother saying she would be bringing El’s Christmas gift because Don is in quarantine. The gift is a beautiful, sparkling diamond ring. Although they’ve been engaged for awhile, El has been wearing Don’s high school ring this whole time. She is so enchanted with her ring that tonight at dinner, she was dazzled to the point that she put mounds of salt in her coffee!

Dot’s father has been down for the count the last couple of days. It’s the first time he’s been too sick to go into his shop in years. When Dot asked him this morning how he was feeling, he replied, “Well, I’m not feeling fine, but I’m feeling a lot less worse.” See what a Yale education will do for one’s grammar?

Ruth Chamberlain has been holding the shop together during Arthur’s illness, in addition to her work at the library. There’s no taking it easy for her, even though she just got out of her sick bed the day before her husband fell ill. Dot explains “My cold meant so much to me that I simply had to share it with my whole family.” It seems like the entire eastern seaboard is under the weather.

With six more shopping days until Christmas, Dot’s beginning to doubt she’ll survive. She’s exhausted.

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December 18, 1944

It’s a melancholy note from a homesick sailor today. He hasn’t heard from Dot for three days – must be the mail system, because she’s been pretty faithful. “Aside from the pay line, laundry and sweeping a road, I have nothing to talk about. I’m hungry, but that doesn’t make much for talk.”

He claims people around the camp are doing their best to make the place look nice for Christmas, but without cold weather, sparkling decorations, cheery words and songs, Christmas seems hollow.

He recalls the Christmases of his childhood; awaking so very early, a reluctance to get up off the floor and try on the new scratchy clothes, the toy train chugging around the Christmas tree.

A restlessness tonight inspires him to want to take a long drive in a car. He’d love it if Dot would come along.

There was a card in the mail today informing him that Dot’s parents have given him a gift subscription to Readers Digest. He asks that she thank them on his behalf until he can do a proper job of it.

With tongue in cheek, he cautions her not to get drunk on New Year’s Eve. He tells her he’ll be thinking of her from his little bunk at sea. This strikes me as an unnecessarily snarky paragraph. Will he not be writing between now and December 31? Does he have orders to ship out? If he doesn’t, why taunt her that way. I guess this is an example of the moodiness he’s warned her about.

With a hope he can do a better job on a letter tomorrow, he sends his love and signs off.

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Dot’s letter is also brief, but more cheerful. She’s curious why his mother sent her a card saying that she’d mailed a package from Dart that he’d sent to Cleveland. Why did he send it home first? Also, what’s with all the packages he’s told her he’s sent? Is he trying to make her feel like a bigger heel than she already does? She’s buzzing with curiosity and excitement.

She wishes he were with her tonight (and every night.) The lovely old town of Greenwich is having her first snow of the season. With the gracious homes, welcoming streets, and stately trees, the whole town resembles a Christmas card. “The earth looks like a soft white blanket sparkling with diamond sequins and the air smells like a freshly laundered sheet, just taken off the line. It hardly seems possible that there could be anything but ‘Peace on Earth, Good Will Toward Men.’ And yet, there are millions of people who have never seen such a night, nor will they ever have the opportunity. God bless them, and I thank God I’m an American.”

Yawning, and with one eye propped open, she sends her love and closes the letter.

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December 19, 1944

What a change in mood from yesterday’s letter! Dart received three letters from Dot today, held up by the postal service. She still loves him, and he is overjoyed. He calls the letters “thrilling, heart-warming love letters, newsy and humorous as well.”

He has serious doubts about how he’ll survive long days at sea without regular mail from her. He thrives on her letters as he thrives on memories of their time together and dreams of times in the future. He and Dot certainly strike similar themes, don’t they?

He’s delighted with his Christmas package, astounded by the assortment of candy bars that she managed to collect for him. He tells her they don’t even have that much selection at Ship’s Service these days. He used the ocarina today in an impromptu jam session with Lefty and Spiegler. He plans to keep the billfold, too. It’s the perfect thing to keep his pictures of her safely with him.

I’m not sure what she used, but he and his pals enjoyed the paper she wrapped the candy with. Dart says that Leffman and Spiegler copied the pictures with colored pencils to use in the future. It would be fun to see if Dot recalls what he’s talking about seven decades after the fact.

Among other letters, Dart got one from one of his Shaw buddies named Bob Braund from APO New York, containing a censor’s mark. Dart has no idea where he’s stationed overseas, but he’s happy to see this good guy received a promotion to corporal.

Dart asks Dot if she recalls a long time back when he first called her “darling” in a letter. Her response was not too positive, thinking it was too much, too soon and had a false ring to it for ones as young as they. He’s glad now that she had that reaction, because when they use it sparingly, it seems to have much more meaning than it would have otherwise. Speaking of terms of address, he hopes she notices how seldom he calls her “Dorothy.” He’s still quite fond of the name, ever since he was a small boy and dreamed he’d marry a girl by that name. “Now that I’ve fallen in love with a Dorothy, that dream seems like a prediction of things to come. At least I hope that it’ll come true.”

As he does with increasing frequency now, he falls into a lovely reverie of their last night together in Cleveland. He recalls that they didn’t say much, just sat holding hands, and kissing occasionally. That’s when Dot told him that he needn’t ask her permission to kiss her any more because she had no plans to be kissing anyone else. He recalls the sensation of her in his arms, her head resting on his shoulder. She didn’t say much, but everything she said thrilled him to his core and made him feel happier than he’d ever been.

He covers familiar ground on Memory Lane as he remembers the look on her face when she threw water on him, how eager she was to help him with his trains, how dirty her knees got from the shabby old rug in the living room. He was not able to look at her for very long without his eyes clouding up and without the fear that she’d dissolve into thin air like most beautiful visions.

Returning to her recent letter, he’s happy that the “nunny” feeling she gets when she hears beautiful music in church vanishes as soon as she leaves the building. He’d hate to be in love with a nun, and whoever heard of a Congregational nun anyway? Like her, he also experiences the odd looks from strangers when they catch him with a goofy smile as he thinks of her. “I guess we’re nuts, but ain’t it fun?”

Sadly, he admits they must abandon hope that he’ll be at her graduation. The Navy is a cruel master.

Because she often writes to him “after bedtime,” he asks if she has a regular bedtime. He tells her that the guys all think she’s too clever for Dart because her letters are so amusing.

Before stopping to write to his mom and pop, he takes a quick break to look at photos of other guys’ girls. He saw some cute tricks and sharp numbers, but none appeal to him as much as Dot does. He’s so glad she’s “spoken for” by him.

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Dot’s letter must be short because she’s living in a Christmas rush. Home is hardly less hectic than the store.

Today brought a very long letter from Gordon. He told the family not to feel sorry for him on Christmas because he’ll be spending the day thinking about last Christmas when his whole family was together, so he’ll be happy. Dot teared up a little when he asked his sisters to think of him when they sneak downstairs before their parents are up to open their first present.

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December 20, 1944

This letter from Dart is a little confusing because it refers to things I’ve not seen mentioned in letters before. Again I have a feeling that we may be missing a letter here and there.

Dot may have said something to him about the nearly identical letters he wrote last week describing the Russian concert in San Francisco. One of them was addressed to Dearest Sweetheart and the other to Dearest Dot. She may have questioned who “Sweetheart” was. He says he thinks one of those was intended for his folks, but he must have been tired when he wrote it.

Dart mentions that he is alone tonight because Spiegler has gone to the hospital for surgery tomorrow. He has a cyst exactly like the one Dart had removed in Chicago. Leffman will go to the hospital tomorrow for one or two operations. He has a cyst on his head. Cryptically, he adds that “we don’t speak of his other trouble.”  That of course leads me to imagine what ailment might have been considered taboo; testicular cancer or erectile dysfunction? It seems almost quaint to witness a time when medical conditions were considered too sensitive to discuss with others. Now it seems that everybody shares everything and we see ads for all manner of intimate products and conditions on television.

Then Dart tells a surprising tale on himself. It seems he is about to get into big trouble, or as he so picturesquely puts it, “Your sailor’s about to wear his anatomy in a sling.” It’s a complicated story that I’m not sure I follow completely, but it has something to do with Dart ignoring regulations about the handling of his liberty pass, holding on to one signed by the former commander for a special use. Under the former commander, the rules might have been more loosely enforced, so Dart took advantage of that. Now the new commander is more of a stickler and Dart’s liberty pass is missing. He’s a little worried that his clean record will be tarnished and, worse yet, that he’ll have to go the rest of his time at Shoemaker without liberty. Dot’s “weegie” board says he’ll be there five more weeks, and that’s a long time to be stuck in this pit. He says other guys can get away with murder, but the minute he tries “a mild job of underhanded dealings,” he chokes on his own feet. It serves him right, he says, because he’s been “caught with the goods.” He hopes Dot won’t think less of him.

Now I wish even more than before that I knew what these two were talking about with Dart’s clever response to Dot’s little prank about dropping him a line. Now he confesses that his retort was indeed all original. Everyone thought her line that started it was very good and he’s glad she liked his reply. Well, as long as they can make each other laugh, I guess we don’t need to be in on the joke, too.

He’s decided to keep both his Christmas billfolds. The one from his folks is too big to fit into a Navy uniform pocket, so he’ll use it to store precious photos. Dot’s will be used for its intended purpose.

He must clarify that his recent phone call was not the one she told him to make collect. Besides, he can’t be expected to do everything she tells him to. “You don’t want a henpecked BF do you?” While he’s on that subject, he asks her where she got the idea that she has 51% of their partnership. When he asked the married guys about this arrangement, they said, “You don’t know it yet, but she’s right.” Now, that’s funny!

With a slight hint of caution, he tells her that her tailor and shopping scheme at work sounds a bit like the deal he’s caught up in now. At least he was saving his contraband liberty pass for a good reason – like the East Bay Model Engineers operating night!

He’s decided to keep her guessing tonight and not tell her how much he loves her, so she won’t know.

It sounds like Dot and Betty had a great night on the town – another topic I don’t recall reading about. With Betty’s generous Christmas gift from Gordon, he suspects she may have a few more grand times.

It comes as no surprise that Dot has made a big impression on Mr. Goldstein. He knows a good thing when he sees it and he knows what draws in the customers.

Several days ago, Dart tried writing a letter while on the local train back to Shoemaker. His handwriting suffered from the bumpy track. Dot quipped in her reply to him that the track must have been made of cobblestones. Dart now replies with a little railroad humor. (And I do mean “little”) that when they were building the first section of the track, they had the blueprints upside down and they placed the rails underneath the ties. After discovering the mistake, they didn’t want folks to notice the screw-up, so they did the second half of the track the same way. Ouch.

After breaking his vow to keep her in the dark about how much he loves her, he adds a P. S. that reminds me of the early letters between these two. He asks her what I.W.D.G.M.P S.I.G.N. means. Will she break the code for him?

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Dot’s short letter, which she begins at work, spans two days. In the first part, she asked him to confirm the names of his aunt and uncle who live in Ashtabula. Are they Arthur and Flora Crowthers? She was paying more attention to Dart than to them the one time she met them in Cleveland, and she forgot their names. Today she received a Christmas card and a lovely handkerchief from the Crowthers from Ashtabula. Since his relatives are the only people she knows from that town, she assumes it was they who sent the items.

She picks up the letter the next day to tell Dart she’d gone to the movies by herself the previous night. The film was very different from what she expected, but she liked it all the same. There was an actor who reminded her very much of Dart’s Pop.

Today on one of her trips to the tailor, she stopped by home to see if there was mail for her. She was rewarded with three letters from Dart. She says there have still been no packages, but she’ll try to be patient. She signs off, saying she’ll write more tonight.

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December 21, 1944

Looks like Dart dodged a bullet! He made it out the gate for liberty today without incident. His liberty card becomes legal tomorrow.

He’s hanging out at the Hospitality House in Oakland, waiting for a free meal. He’s with three buddies from Shoemaker, including Leffman who was supposed to be in the hospital getting an operation. He offers no explanation on that.

The real impetus for coming into town tonight, as he mentioned in yesterday’s letter, is that the East Bay Model Engineers club is hosting their monthly operating night, allowing members of the public to run the trains. Dart doesn’t see how tonight’s event could top last month’s. Hmm. I’m not sure I’d be discerning enough to spot the difference between a great operating night and a so-so operating night. Perhaps I lack a certain enthusiasm for the hobby.

Shoemaker announced a new setup today for both liberty and work details. The only benefit to the poor enlisted men is that they can now wear dungarees on work details, saving their blues. “Dungarees” is a word I hope comes back into fashion some day because it’s so much fun to say, but I’m not holding my breath.

Dart regrets leaving camp before mail call because he’d been told there was a letter from Dot in his stack. Oh well, something to look forward to when he gets “home.”

He gets a nice long break from official duties for both Christmas and New Years, if he’s “still around to collect.”

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Just to keep things interesting, Dot opens her letter with a bold “Dart Darling!” She knows what kind of a mood he was in when he wrote his recent “hell-raising” letter. She’s been in a similar state for a while, as her Christmas spirit came and left again in a flash.

The Franklin Simon Christmas party went off well tonight. Most people were feeling quite “happy,” but Dot only drank coffee, eschewing the 10 cocktails she was offered.

She’s pleased Dart was able to get to the concert the other day because he seems to enjoy them so much. She says she’d love to go to a concert with him some time, but then, a trip to the city dump would be great if they were together.

As so often happens, Dart and Dot were both listening to the same radio program last week. They both enjoyed “The Hour of Charm,” especially the hymn “In the Garden.”

She wants Dart to tell the guy who didn’t believe in marriage that he is “off his trolley.” She thinks Gordon’s war marriage is one that will stand the test of time. (and it certainly did! They celebrated their 60th anniversary, with Betty passing away the next day.) After the war, she hopes to have proof that post-war marriages can also be successful.

Unless the Navy delivers mail on Sunday, this letter will not reach Dart before Christmas. She’s looking forward to calling his folks on Christmas Day, if she can get a line through.

His Christmas will not be much, she knows, but she’s confident that he’ll have some in his future that are twice as nice as the best one he can remember. She thinks they’re in agreement that things usually work out the way they’re supposed to. She’s been trying to figure out the reason they’re “supposed” to be so far apart, and it eludes her. “I guess God’s keeping the reason to himself.”

Here’s the paragraph I’ve been expecting in response to one little part of his recent letter. She says she’ll be babysitting on New Years, so she’ll have no opportunity (of desire) to get drunk. But what the heck does he mean when he says he’ll be thinking about her from his little bunk at sea?! She asks if he has orders, or is that just a hunch he has? Surely he can’t expect to drop that casual little bomb and expect her to just accept it with no further explanation.

She ends with an emphatic statement – “Oh, I love you so very much! The next time we see each other, if there’s no one else around, that’s the first thing I’m going to tell you.”

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December 22, 1944

We knew it was coming. Dart writes the hardest letter he’s ever had to write, to say that by the time Dot reads this, he will be gone from Shoemaker. This morning he initialed his name on a roster of 6,000 which leaves the camp on December 26.

He has made the decision not to call either his parents or Dot before he ships out. He’s decided there would be too much sadness to bear. He expects to be at sea by January 1, possibly en route to Pearl Harbor or Australia. “Only the Lord and the US Navy know where we’re going. And they can’t tell you for security reasons.”

He warns Dot that his letters for several days may  be short, sketchy or non-existent. Who knows what to expect.

Last night he had an unbelievable liberty. After getting a free meal at Hospitality House, he and his buddies went to the Southern Pacific Station to bum another free dinner from the USO. He and Lefty got to talking to an engineer who invited them into the cab of the engine. After the train left, the switch tower operator invited them all up to tour the tower. The four buddies then went to the operating night of the model railroad club until the other guys went out “beering.” Dart stayed until the club event ended.

He has 10 million things to do on his final liberty before he goes, including shopping, letter writing and the endless laundry.

A recent letter from Dot was signed “your own,” a term they both use frequently. This time it struck Dart how much those two words mean to him. He hopes that as they get farther apart geographically, those words will pull them closer together.

He urges her not to cry because he didn’t call or because he’s gone. “It’s not forever.”

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A rushed but happy letter from Dot informs Dart that she and El have spent the day decorating their huge house for Christmas. She wishes he could see how beautiful it looks. Her brother-in-law, George, will take some photographs on Christmas Day and she’ll send him some if they turn out. It’s hard to imagine what Christmas pictures would look like in black and white, but I think that’s all that was available in 1944.

She tells Dart the tree is ten feet tall and four feet wide about half the way up. She hopes her last work day before the holiday goes as quickly as today went.

She misses him and sends all her love to the “most wonderful boy in the world.”

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December 23, 1944

Dart is trying to figure out what to do for what is probably his last liberty in the United States. He’s thinking of trying to get a ticket for another concert because it’s free and it will keep him out of trouble.

He talks a bit about what his new address is likely to be and about all the rumors blowing through the camp about where they’re going. “Rumor has us in every corner of the world, from Southeast Pacific to Northeast Alaska, from the Bering Strait to the Straights of Magellan. In short, we know we’re going to the Pacific, but the Pacific is a huge place.”

Today he shipped some things home to Cleveland, including all of Dot’s letters that he’s answered to date. He would love to keep all her letters that he’ll receive while he’s at sea, but he doubts that will happen.

There’s nothing he’d like better than to write to her (other than being with her, of course) but at a time like this, words fail him. All he can think about is that he loves her always and forever.

He adds a sketch he’s drawn of the living and dining rooms of their future house. Then he fills the margins with several post scripts. The last one tells her that if he goes to Pearl Harbor, he’ll send her a grass skirt.

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December 24, 1944

This sure doesn’t feel like any Christmas Eve Dart has ever known. The California sunshine and brilliant skies feel incongruous to his Midwestern experience.

By now, he tells Dot, she has probably had a scare and also had it repudiated. He plans to send a telegram timed to arrive the same day as the letter that announces his departure, updating her to the news that his shipping out date has been postponed by a few days.

They’ve all been granted special liberty, but most of the boys had such a big time on their “final” liberty last night that they plan to stay in the barracks and sleep it off. Some of the guys want to return to Stockton and try to find the girls they got lucky with last night. Dart says they managed to “corrupt” Lefty and tried their hardest to convince Dart that he owed himself one last fling before departure.  “But I figured that I’d had my last one in Cleveland six weeks ago and am satisfied with the way things went.”

He instead spent the evening in Oakland, attending a concert and having his picture taken in one of the “innumerable clip-joints” along Market Street. They’re not too good, but he’ll send her one if she’s not easily frightened.

“Ever since I first came here for shipment I’ve been slightly anxious to be on the move. Now that the word has come for us to be on our way before too very long, the anticipation of the big adventure is really working on us. So far our Navy life has been an interesting adventure, and the big climax has not yet arrived.”

He writes a vivid description of San Francisco and Oakland and how much they change when daytime turns into night. “During the day they are rather attractive cities, with the normal proportion of civilians and sailors. At night, they’re transformed into roaring, dirty, seedy dens of iniquity. Drunken sailors, rowdy Waves, women from 16 to 61, all dressed alike, always badly painted…”

He continues,”Nice people lock their homes, desert the main section of town every night. Each city is, in reality two separate cities; one a tranquil place in which one would like to live; the other, a revolting yet intriguing mixture of open vice and undercover vice and the frailties and failures of human beings, with here and there a touch of refinement, but seldom a touch of home.” I love that last part. It shows a young man who is taking full advantage of his chance to “see the world,” to observe and learn and grow. But it also reveals the abiding loneliness and homesickness that comes with all that exposure to novelty.

Once again, this letter refers to items Dot has written about that have not shown up in any of the letters I’ve found. He does mention several cute cards she’s sent him lately, so maybe they included the topics he references now. He calls her “Lois,” her middle name which she loathes. It seems as though that’s in response to her having called him “Junior.” He says junior is a title, not a name. He also refers to some dream she mentioned and to her fondness for the Case overalls that he hopes his brother doesn’t wear out before he has a chance to.

He mentions again the the Ouija board was wrong about his departure date, but he hopes it was right about Gordon, and it looks like it’ll be right about the war perhaps lasting until January 1947. He says that he plans to get in there and end it sooner, though.

There’s a long paragraph where he talks about the kids Dot babysits for. He’s happy one of the boys is a train nut like himself. He asks about Chucky Pecsok and Chris and Eric.

After some other chit chat about her recent letters, Dart mentions that he loves writing to her even more than he loves to eat, so he skipped chow tonight to do so. As a result he’s very hungry and must go forage for food in the Ship’s Service. Meanwhile, he’s happy she approves of his ideas on “things,” by which I presume he means honor and morality. “After knowing so many people without a trace of honor you make me glad clear through that I’ve been my way this long. If it’s possible to give reasons for loving a person, that’s one of the reasons I love you so much.”

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Christmas Day, 1944

The opening paragraph of Dart’s letter might well be the most disparaging reaction to Christmas in history. He hurts, he’s tired, and his spirits are “as low as a patrolman’s arches.” He’s glad Dot can’t see him when he’s like this or she would never consent to become engaged when the war is over. He cannot wait to get out of Shoemaker.

The whole camp slept through breakfast chow, and having missed dinner last night, that set Dart off on the wrong foot. Then he got called to a work party where he and three other guys did 90% of the work and the other 12 just goofed off. After slaving for hours cleaning the huge patio area of the Hostess House he stood in the chow line for two hours for a mediocre meal. Then he got pulled into another work detail at the warehouse, moving baggage and sweeping out the whole place. Although they had to unload trucks filled with heavy sea bags, they were not permitted to use the warehouse dollies which were on reserve in case an officer happened to show up and wanted to move his bags. “How any officer can know about stuff like that and then look his men in the face and be an ‘example’ to them is beyond me.”

He hurried to the Western Union office to try to send telegrams to Dot and his mother, letting them know that he wasn’t shipping out tomorrow, but he got to the office one minute after it closed. When he plead his case to the guard in the office, who reamed him out for wearing dungarees (the uniform of the day, by the way) in a restricted area, the guard told him to go cry on the chaplain’s shoulder.

During it all, he missed two mail calls at which he had letters waiting for him. He could have especially used letters on this worst Christmas Day of his life.

Sometimes it just isn’t fun being in the Navy.

He sent her a new address for when he’s shipped out – now scheduled for Dec. 29. He warns her that after he leaves Shoemaker, his movements must be cloaked in secrecy and his regular letters will cease for awhile and will be subject to censorship when they resume. Censors won’t mess with letters from home, so she can continue to write anything she wants, but he will need to learn how to write for a “different audience.”

Having vented and brought her up to date on his moving plans, Dart turns to answering Dot’s most recent letters. He’s glad El is thrilled with her engagement ring. How he looks forward to putting a ring on Dot’s finger! This war can’t end soon enough to suit him. He hopes she survived the grueling retail rush and that by now she has received the three gifts he sent her.

He sure would like to be there to see that snowfall in Greenwich. Snow is lovely in Cleveland, but in a town as pretty as Greenwich, it must be the “nearest thing to Heavenly.”

He wants to remind his parents that he still remembers them, so he thinks he needs to quit now and write them a letter. He draws a triumphant sailor, with arms stretched up over his head. He tells he that’s him, feeling much better since “talking” to her for awhile.

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If Dart’s letter was the gloomiest in the annuls of written language, Dot’s may be the most effusive and enthusiastic. She loves the beautiful stationery he sent. She adores the album of Bing Crosby records. (Those old 78 rpm records held so few songs that albums were actually sets of several records, weighing several pounds.) The picture he sent of himself is the best she’s ever seen and she loves him and the gifts more than she can say. “Oh Dart,” she exclaims, “I love them all so much, and you so much, and everyone and everything so much, I’m ‘fraid I’ll burst.”

She uses a couple of pages describing her Christmas loot. A luxurious light green puff (comforter?) so soft it nearly puts her to sleep just looking at it; several records; multiple boxes of stationery, including some from Chris and Eric who told her it was “just for Dart;” clothing, picture frame, “sweet potato;” violin bow, books; slippers; and a very nice phone chat with his mother.

Her father made her cry when they presented El with a beautiful handcrafted, cedar-lined walnut hope chest. He put his arm around Dot and said “We wanted to make one for you too, Sis, but we couldn’t get enough of the right kind of wood. We’ll get it finished for you soon enough.” She was so touched that he thought of making one for her. And what a beautiful piece it turned out to be. It still holds a prominent place in her bedroom.

Later came the Christmas feast with Harriet, George and Toni Gale in attendance. The menu was as long as Dot’s Christmas gift list. After dinner, she went to the Pecsok’s house to give the kids their gifts and Mr. Pecsok gave her something for Dart that she’ll send right along to him.

She took Dart’s new portrait with her everywhere she went and everyone agreed it was a great one. Her Uncle Ralph, the great kidder, kept stealing the picture and hiding it. She had to run all over the house looking for it. Another trick her family played on her was to hide all the packages that came from Dart when they arrived, so she wouldn’t know they’d come. At five past midnight, they let her open one package from Dart – the photograph. From then on, she says she didn’t care if she got anything else. Her Christmas would have been complete with just that.

Her day wrapped up at Janie’s house, singing Christmas carols.  She wanted Dart to know that the whole crowd drank a toast to him at dinner, so he certainly was not forgotten. Dot’s fervent prayer is that he will be able to join them for Christmas 1945.

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