Category Archives: Dot’s Letters

August 28, 1944

Dart starts his letter in an impish mood. He writes the first paragraph in a kind of Russian or Eastern European accent, thanking her for the letters and the package. The sewing kit she sent was exactly what he wanted. He thinks she’ll be able to fatten him up with all the candy she sends, which is much better than what he can find on Treasure Island.

He claims that the news about his grades is not so good, but he doesn’t go into much detail. He agrees to comply with her request and talk shop less frequently. He’ll only mention whether his progress is satisfactory or “otherwise.”

How happy he is that she likes his portrait so much! “I was, by the way, wearing my best (and only) set of teeth and my best toupee. Maybe that explains the Cheshire Cat grin.”

He writes a paragraph about the infrequent exchange of letters between him and his family. Burke is starting his senior year at Shaw High School and Dart sounds like the old man, reminiscing about how recently  he and his brother were playing with toy soldiers and acting out Buck Rogers in their wagons.

Before signing off for bed, he agrees that this has been a wonderful 11 months for him, as well. He loves her so much and her letter today made him very, very happy. “Now it’s my turn to thank you for the ‘purdy’ things you say.”

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Dot’s only offering today is a rushed little post card. No news, babysitting, off to work, can’t wait to get o Sunapee on Saturday, wishes Dart could come.

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August 29, 1944

Dart writes a newsy letter in response to several he’s received from Dot. He has no sage advice for her regarding the job offer from Mrs. Miller. He says it’s strictly her decision, but if she takes it, he hopes the Millers will spend their time at home if he ever gets back to Greenwich. “I probably won’t ever get there during the war, but if I manage to survive, I’ll most surely come there, especially if we still love each other so much.”

He would like to get to New Hampshire someday so he can learn to use that canoe. He can’t imagine a more charming instructor that Dottie herself.

A detailed description of last weekend’s liberty followed. He and Leffman went into ‘Frisco. They bought tickets for a show later that evening and then went over to Oakland to see that city  in the daylight. Let’s just say his opinion of the town was not improved after his second impression.

Before going to the show, Dart got an invitation to a dinner at the home of one of the girls from that party a few weeks ago. He went, and later rejoined Leffman for the variety show.

He returned to the barracks for the night and headed back into San Francisco on Sunday afternoon with three friends. They went to Golden Gate Park to soak up some welcomed sunshine. While there, they decided to rent some bikes which they rode for a couple of hours. All those hills lead to some pretty achy muscles the next day. The bike ride also gave Dart’s back (surgical scar) the most serious workout it has had for months.

They took a trolley to the Pacific and back to Market Street for supper. While they were standing on the corner waiting for an interurban car to take them out to San Mateo, they decided to play their Tonettes and “sweet potatoes” to pass the time. Just before the car came, a man crossed the street to tell them he’d enjoyed listening to them play. “I play a little guitar myself,” he said. “Why not come over to my house and we can jam for a bit.” Forsaking San Mateo, they went with the man. “Imagine a quartet of those queer little whistles accompanied by a guitar,” he writes. Thanks, I think I’d rather not.

He tells about the four of them standing on the open platform of the train, playing some more lively tunes while the conductor lady jitterbugged in the aisle. I’m ashamed to see that he used a racially charged obscenity in this story, so completely unlike the father I knew. But I guess we’ve covered that ground before. It’s simply proof that people can mature and improve with age and sensitivity.

Temperatures that day rose to a season record high of 83 in ‘Frisco and 89 in Oakland. Treasure Island remains cooler.

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A few brief lines is all Dot can manage, with her job and preparing meals for her dad.

She’s eager to get to the lake, even though her mother says the winds are so fierce they may blow her over. Dot has decided to try to get some fishing in while there, hoping to break her four -foot record catch. Then she adds, “Don’t be taken in my by fish story.”

She tells Dart not to work too hard, that she hopes his sore throat is completely gone and that she loves him.

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August 30, 1944

Dart was happy to get another letter from Dot today, as well as a letter from her mother, written at Sunapee. The more he hears about the Chamberlain’s summer place, the more eager he is to see it.

He asks Dot if she has ever been in an airplane. (I suspect that in 1944, there were a fair number of 18-year olds who had never flown.) A couple of the guys in his class have their commercial pilot license and Dart has been chewing the fat with them about what it’s like to fly. Speaking of planes, he did very poorly on his recognition test this week. He may be ordered to go to night school to catch up on the material. “So there go your illusions of genius. Don’t forget that I flunked out of Case. That doesn’t seem much like the work of a master mind either, does it?”

Once again he mentions that Burke will be starting his senior year at Shaw High School soon and that his girlfriend has moved back into the city to finish at Shaw. He hopes that means Burke will spend more time closer to home on Sunday afternoons. His parents get bored and lonely on the weekends because they can’t really get far from their apartment. Dart Sr. uses all their gas rations to get to and from work and running errands for his brother Guy.

A little background on Dart Sr. and Guy. Dart was the younger of two sons and Guy was the highly favored child. In fact, the stories I’ve heard of the way Dart Sr. was treated by his mother seem to come straight from a Dickens story. Although my grandfather was a very smart man who loved learning, only Guy went to college. In fact, he graduated medical school while Dart was forced to forego schooling altogether. As adults, Guy treated Dart like a hired hand – there were times when he actually paid Dart to do menial labor for him. Dart Jr. writes in this letter that Guy and both of his daughters each had their own car, but these well-to-do relatives thought nothing of forcing Dart and Helen to use their own gas rations to do their bidding. No wonder Dart sounds a little bitter about it.

There’s a brief paragraph about how strange it is to run into high school chums who are married, engaged, or parents already. Considering Dart is only two years out of high school, I can see how that would be a bit shocking.

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Dot is counting down the hours until she is at her beloved Lake Sunapee for the first time in three years. It was four years ago that her parents dropped her off at the train in Albany while on their way home from the lake. That train took her to Cleveland and her destiny. She is grateful she took that trip, or “I would never have met you and my life would have been wasted.” On second thought, she prefers to think they would have found each other some other way.

El is also excited about the upcoming weekend. Don has a week long furlough and they will spend several days of it in Providence, RI with his parents.

Dot writes that tomorrow is her parent’s 29th wedding anniversary and she thinks they’ve pretty much decided to stick it out for another few years. Sadly, Dot was too accurate with the term “few years.” Arthur Chamberlain would live only about five more years, dying far too young of pneumonia following a heart attack.

Dot is now the only sales clerk left in her department. Even though the staff keeps leaving, the merchandise continues to arrive. Today, Dot was “buried alive” in a shipment of sweaters that she had to check in, unpack and place on display. She thinks she must be a little nuts, but she has loads fun doing all that retail work. Of course, our Dot seems to have fun with almost everything she does.

Before closing, she poses a question for Dart. “By the way, your letters seem different lately. Is it just that you’re terribly busy, or is something else the matter?” She urges him not to write if there is something else he should be doing.

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September 4, 1944

Dot’s “letter” today is a postcard with an aerial photo of a section of Lake Sunapee. On it, she’s traced a pencil line hugging the shore  into the mouth of Sunapee Harbor. This, she explains, is the route she took on her early morning canoe trip. She writes that she wishes she had more than a day in her beloved spot, but she’s happy to be there for even that short a time. How she wishes Dart could be there with her. Be patient, Dot. You have years ahead of you…

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September 5, 1944

Pull up a chair and get comfy. There are 12 pages of letters today – long ones from each of the young lovers.

Dart’s first letter of the day is a quick one-pager. He didn’t write last night because he and a couple of guys went into town to celebrate. The reason for the celebration will be revealed in the following paragraph. Instead of getting drunk, they went slumming. “We didn’t do anything bad, but oh, Brother! What we saw! It defies description in genteel terms.”

His test scores were (surprise!) better than he expected. He’ll leave it at that and say no more on the subject.

He reports that he’s making progress in swimming. He finds the crawl to be exhausting, but he must qualify using that stroke for at least some of the required distance.

He must march to class now, but requests that she send him the phone number at the Miller’s house – just in case.

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His second letter of the day begins with an almost desperate plea – desperate enough for him to send an airmail letter. He refers to Dot’s letter of August 30 which she ends with a nonchalant comment about his letters seeming different lately. She sounds as worried as he is. “Please, Dotty, please tell me what seems different about them. I’ve been worried myself lately that I wasn’t keeping my letters up to par, or that I wasn’t getting as close to you in my letters as I feel in my heart. I know it now, but I still can’t seem to find out why. I certainly wish I knew what to do about it.”

He suggests that maybe he’s been loafing too much, wasting too much time and going out on liberty too often. “Seems to me I wrote some hurried letters a couple of weeks ago and perhaps that was what you were referring to.” I agree there’s been something amiss in his recent letters. There have been a few that struck me as being rather self-focused. He wrote about his classes, his swimming challenges, his liberties, letters from his friends, his grades and his back. Somehow, his declarations of love, squeezed into the final lines on the last pages often seemed almost rote. As mature, romantic and thoughtful as he is prone to be  it’s easy to forget that he is a 20-year old kid with lots of responsibility, too much free time and he’s homesick, too.

He writes that although his swimming classes are having a great impact on his progress, he’ll never shine in the sport like Dot does. He’s learning to have fun in the pool, but manages to get a snoot full of water while doing the back stroke. He expects that he’ll drown himself tomorrow during the abandon ship drill. They are required to jump from a 10-foot ledge, fully clothed into the deep end of the pool. There, they must remove their pants, knot the legs and create a flotation device out of them. For someone with the knack for sinking like a stone, that could be a frightening challenge. Imagine what it would be like in the open sea!

He describes his most recent liberty, taken with another guy from his class who had the same “good fortune” as Dart concerning test scores. The first thing they did was shop for a first anniversary card for the other guy’s wife, who had their first baby the day he got to Treasure Island. Then the boys ate at Dart’s favorite waffle house that reminds him of the Mayflower back in Cleveland. They cruised Market Street “looking for some devilment that wouldn’t cost us too much or get us drunk.” They decided on a movie that had been panned by the public but highly endorsed by sailors. “One of those movies which is advertised in such lurid terms as ‘Daring’ or ‘Educational’ about the dope racket.” (“Educational” is lurid?)

After swearing Dot to secrecy, he confesses a dirty little secret. On Sunday when he was answering so many letters to friends and relatives, he based each one on four carefully constructed paragraphs, with minor variations in each letter. By the time he got to Dot’s letter and the one to his folks, he was so tired of writing the same thing that he was kicking himself for not being more original.

He writes about how envious he is of El for being able to spend an entire week with her beloved Don. “Why, all the time I’ve spent with my best girl hasn’t amounted to a week since I met her a year ago.”

After seven pages, he still has the urge to stay up all night writing to Dot, but he owes his folks a letter because “they’re awfully lonesome.”

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There was a jackpot of four letters awaiting Dot when she arrived home from New Hampshire. She certainly hopes her mother is wrong about there being no more for a few days.

She was happy to read that her package made such a hit with Dart. She enjoys sending him things, so when he has another request, he should remember how much pleasure it gave her to shop for it.

Hearing that Burke has started back to school, she’s a bit envious. She always claimed she didn’t really like school, but now that’s it’s all but over for her, she misses it. She’s still considering what college to attend next year and has been thinking about a junior college. Instead of studying retail, she might switch to physical education.

Her job at the Miller’s starts tomorrow. She’s confident they will give her a few days off if he can manage to get to Greenwich. She admonishes him to stop saying things like “If I survive.” What makes him think he won’t, she asks.  After all, math can’t be that difficult, says Dot. I wonder if she was naive enough to think he was talking about failing his classes or if she was being intentionally obtuse.

She’s still wishing she could have taught him how to steer a canoe. She could have used his help this weekend on the lake. She was out by herself when the wind picked up and she had a devil of a time controlling the craft. In fact, she says he nearly had one less correspondent on his list!

She’d like to tell him about her lovely dinner with a charming companion, but she hasn’t had any. She’s glad he was able to enjoy such an evening in San Francisco. She did, however fall asleep on a man’s shoulder on the trip back from Sunapee. “It wasn’t my dad, either, and I hardly consider Doug a man. I wasn’t feeling well, but, believe me, he made me feel lots better. (Probably ‘cuz I pretended it was you.)” Wait! What? Who was this mystery man? No word on that from Dot. Perhaps I’ll ask her and see if she remembers.

She liked his story about the “sweet potato” orchestra. The other day, she saw a tall, thin sailor playing one in the Greenwich park and nearly had heart failure.

She’s never been in an airplane, but would like to justify the expense when she returns to Cleveland for graduation in February.

Again responding to his letter, she asks if she is the reason he might need to go to night school. If so, less letter-writing is in order. She also addresses his “genius” in a sweet passage. “I’ll be just as happy, if not more so, if you aren’t one. And I wouldn’t care if you’d flunked kindergarten at 15; I’d still love you.”

Dot launches into a mock scolding, calling Dart the most suspicious man she’s ever met. “Whenever I write you anything that might be taken two ways, you always take it the wrong way.” He suspects that El had a hand in Dot “winning” the bridal shower game which presumed to predict the next bride and how many children she’d have. He also suspected that Dot was hinting at something when she wrote a silly little code in a letter a while back. “Honestly, Dart, I have to think an awful long time before I write anything for fear you’ll figure it to mean something I had never intended.”

She’s concerned about his back and urges him to check it out with a doctor in case it is something that should be attended to now.

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September 6, 1944

Another brief note dashed off before muster is called. “In a few minutes they check us to see if we’re all here. (all present I mean) Of course we’re not ‘all here.’ I’m not only ‘half here,’ but I’m ‘there’ (where you are) in spirit. Let’s leave that subject alone, for it’s neither here nor there. At any rate, too darn much of me’s here.”

Did you get all that?

He has a mountain of clothes to wash, so as soon as muster is over, he and the boys will make a mad chase to the wash house and scrub the daylights out of their stuff before it gets dark.

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Dot’s letter is also a simple one-page job. She’s writing from her new home at the Millers. She describes quite a nice set-up with a bedroom and a living room, complete with two sofas, a fireplace plus a radio and phonograph. She needs to get up at 7:30 to start caring for the boys, so she wants to hit the sack.

She tells Dart she took her mother to see Christmas Holiday this evening, but she prefers the light and carefree roles Deanna Durbin used to play.

As she bids Dart goodnight, she informs him that his photo is in place by her new bed. It has already garnered two more fans in Mr. and Mrs. Miller. But she assures him they can’t love it as much as she does.

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September 9, 1944

In spite of receiving a great airmail letter plus a postcard from Dot yesterday, Dart only has time for a quick letter tonight. He confesses to spending most of the day loafing and he’s run out of time.

It could be that the reason for his unproductive day is another cold he seems to have caught. He plans to try to rid himself of it by getting more sleep tonight.

On Dot’s previous recommendation, he saw “Bathing Beauty” last night and agrees it was a pretty good picture. (Or as Dart playfully writes, “a perty fair pitcher.”) He must admit that with all those beautiful women with “undraped charms,” he still likes Dottie best.

After signing off with love, he adds a P. S. “I can’t let all this lovely space go to waste without telling you again how much I love you. But again I can’t find words to express it. Love goes on, words or no words.

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Dot’s long letter actually covers two days. She’s so sorry that she made the comment about his letters seeming different. It wasn’t a complaint – just an observation. They seemed short and vague to her and now she thinks it’s because he really didn’t have the time to write. She’s happy to get anything he has the time or inclination to send her.

She confesses that she has had the same difficulty mastering the back stroke that Dart has. She also had to do the deep water, fully clothed jump to pass her life-saver test at camp. She jokes that her true handicap was her shoes. They are so big that when they filled with water, she sank to the bottom.

She picks the letter up again the next evening after a long day caring for Chris and Eric. She comments that they’re cute kids, but they take a lot of tendin’.

She’s happy to read that Dart is finding swimming more enjoyable. In her next letter, she plans to send some photos they took at Lake Sunapee to “help show you why, when we have a beautiful lake like that, we love the water so much.”

She doesn’t object at all when he crows about his good grades. “I can remember (once) having the same feeling and it was wonderful.” She wants to keep hearing about his success so she can celebrate with him.

In response to his question, she answers that they met on September 25th in the year of our lord nineteen forty-three. She can’t believe it’s been nearly a year, but even harder to believe is that she survived 17 years without knowing him.

Like him, she enjoys the memories of their few dates on an hourly basis. Memories are so comforting and can brighten her darkest hours. Best of all, no one can ever take them away.

Dart had asked what was new with her sweet friend Cynthia. In truth, Dot doesn’t know too much about what’s happening with her now. She’s studying hard at school and holding down a job in the cafeteria. She plans to be at Dot’s graduation in February, so maybe Dart will have a chance to renew his acquaintance with her then. “She’s certainly one of the swellest girls I’ve ever known.”

Dot refers to Dart’s letter from September 3 in which he asks if she noticed the full moon recently. “Sailor, when you’re right on Lake Sunapee with tall pine trees all around you and a full yellow moon reflecting its beauty on the shimmering water, you don’t ‘notice’ a moon. You sit and gaze at it, wishing it weren’t just a picture you were holding, but the ‘real thing’.” (Dart, I would assume.)

To set things straight, she is not bored with his shop talk. She only wants him to know that she can’t make any meaningful comments about it because she doesn’t understand much of it. She teases him about being a genius, but she hopes he’ll never change.

Mrs. Miller says Dart can move into their house when he visits, as long as he doesn’t take Dot away.

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September 12, 1944

Dart writes a nice, newsy letter today, telling Dot about his trip into Oakland yesterday. He finally found the place he’s been looking for where he can connect with other railroad fans. He’s hoping he’ll be able to score some photographs of the old local railroads from this part of the country. While in town, he caught the film “Home in Indiana,” which caused a wave of homesickness. He thinks Dot would enjoy it because much of it looks so much like Ohio.

The weather has gotten so cold that he was forced to wear his pea coat on liberty. The summer the boys had been promised has apparently decided to skip right over the Bay Area.

Yesterday was also the second birthday of the Advance Naval Training School at Treasure Island, and the Navy threw a surprise party to celebrate. There was a big show in the auditorium, complete with “a colored-sailor band,” ventriloquist, skaters, singers, dancers, gags, a fine emcee and great eats. I’ll bet the military branches were all looking for any excuse to throw a morale-boosting party during the war years.

Dart tells his best girl how much he misses her letters when he doesn’t hear from her for a few days. “I don’t know how on earth I’ll ever stand it when I get to sea, and can hear from you only at much longer intervals.” He tells her that being away from her somehow brings her closer in his mind; he imagines her beside him so he enjoys things more. He dreams that she is thinking of him at the exact same moment, and feels comforted. (I’d say the odds are good that she is thinking of him, since they both seem to think of the other every minute of the day.) He tells her that knowing she is waiting is the biggest incentive he can have to get this war won ASAP.

He reckons he’ll be going to sea in mid-November. Not knowing whether to look forward to it or not, he decides to look forward and hope for the best. “It’s gotta come sometime. I’ve been a dry land sailor long enough.”

Before closing, he asks Dot if she knows the ship her brother Gordon is on.

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Dot has just enough time to dash off a quick note before falling into bed. She never knew what “busy” meant until she started working two jobs. Fourteen hours a day, plus sleep doesn’t give her much time for letter-writing.

She sends Dart her new address at the Miller’s house, as well as some snapshots from Sunapee. “Please don’t hold any of them against me. I was really ‘roughing it,’ and couldn’t be bothered to fix up – even for you. Here you see me as I really am. Just thought I should warn you in time.”

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September 13, 1944

Dot writes a very enthusiastic response to Dart’s two-volume epistle from last week. “The two-volume, full length novel arrived today and made a big hit with me. Have you spoken to the publishers about it yet?…Your marvelous descriptions of Treasure Island in all it’s beauty would make anyone want to see it. I’m sorry I can’t at least attempt to equal you by describing the beauty of my surroundings but it’s been raining for the past two days so you see I don’t have the correct material.”

She’s sorry he won’t be going to San Diego for more training, but she’s even sorrier that he’ll be leaving the country soon. She likes the idea of him being in the country still, and doesn’t see why the Navy would insist on sending him away against her wishes!

Her dad says that both Dart and Gordon are being pessimistic about how long the war will continue (To avoid crushing disappointment, perhaps?) She prays it’ll be over much sooner than either of them predicts.

She’s decided to sidestep any political comments on his political comments, lest she offend someone. It does seem to her as though he really doesn’t care who is elected President. Although she doesn’t say so, her father is vehemently anti-Roosevelt, so I suspect she’s a little confused about a man who has no particular leanings one way on another.

On the less controversial subject of mustaches, she would prefer he grow one “out there” and get it out of his system (and off his face) before she sees him next. On further consideration, she says she’d be willing to see him even if he hadn’t seen a razor for a month.

Dot seems tickled to have received a letter from her favorite teacher, Miss McKee, informing her with some sarcasm that “their friend” Miss Hutton would not be returning to Andrews. That’s old news. but welcome, just the same.

Dot arises every morning at 6:45, feeling whipped. She’s drowsy all through her work day, then comes home to babysit the kids and falls back into bed as exhausted as when she awoke. She’s not wild about her schedule, but until she’s no longer paid to do so, she’ll continue to work this hard.

Because of her schedule and the fact that she’s been writing to Dart more regularly, her other correspondence has suffered. She needs to step up her efforts to write all the other letters she owes.

At closing, she tells him to be a good boy, but not too good – she doesn’t want him to miss all the fun!

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