Category Archives: Dot’s Letters

October 5, 1944

In an attempt to make up for another streak of letterless days, Dot is planning to send this one airmail. She also asks Dart if he ever received the one she sent two weeks ago, which Mr. Miller mailed from NYC. The lag between letters is frustrating to me because the two correspondents have to wait so long to catch up on each other’s queries and comments.

Dot reports that the family gave Gordon’s wife, Betty a birthday party. The real celebration came in the form of two letters from her husband. He had also previously sent her $50 to buy a new winter coat. Compared to other prices Dot’s mentioned in her letters, $50 seems like a lot for a coat in 1944.

Toni Gale was a guest at the party – the only child there. Dot also included a snapshot of Gale, taken during the summer. Something tells me the picture made a bigger impression on doting Aunt Dot than it will on Dart. If you’re interested, the photo is attached.

She tells Dart that he’s keeping her up nights in eager anticipation that she might be able to see him again after he graduates. She hopes he can get a plane so he’ll have almost a week at home. Now, she says, all that’s left is for her to get to Ohio at the same time.

Eleanor received a telegram from Don last night to say he’d be coming to Greenwich on Saturday for 12 to 18 hours. I don’t recall hearing that he finally got his orders, but apparently he did. Dot says her sister is the world’s second happiest girl now that Don is coming for a visit.

Dot and a friend are going into New York City next week for dinner and a show. They had a bet that Dot won, although she can’t tell Dart what she bet until she sees him next. Hmm… I sure hope that little tidbit gets reported in a letter somewhere.

Eschewing Dart’s moderate manner of avoiding political discussions, Dot goes on a mini-rant about having to listen to the phoney, lying President Roosevelt on the radio tonight. She dreads thinking he might be re-elected. She wonders why Dart won’t say who he’s for, but imagines he’s ashamed of his choice. She’s really put her foot in her mouth (or maybe just her pen) with her disparaging comments about the president. Can’t wait to see if Dart’s gloves come off after he reads her little diatribe. Just a quick note about that. I recently spoke to Mom about the PBS documentary on the Roosevelts and asked her what exactly she and her father had against FDR. She really couldn’t recall, except her father was vehement and she respected her father. With seven decades of hindsight, she agrees that Franklin Roosevelt accomplished some pretty impressive feats during his lengthy tenure.

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October 6, 1944

Dart admits he’s slacked off in the letter department, writing to neither his parents nor his sweetie for several days. He did, however finally get two airmails from the lovely lady in Greenwich, mailed two weeks apart but arriving on the same day.

The big news is that he has made reservations on a train for November 4, arriving in Cleveland late on the 7th. Depending on return transportation and when/where he is to report, he’ll have between 36 and 60 hours at home. (That’s if he actually gets a 9-day leave.)

He gives Dot the most complete instructions he can as to what train she should take from New York in order to arrive in Cleveland the same time he does. Unfortunately, he may not know until a couple of hours before his train is due to leave San Francisco whether or not he’ll be allowed to make the trip. Geesh! What a way to run a war – not even letting a fellow know in advance if he gets to go home before heading into battle!

Dart and four buddies attended a dance on Treasure Island this week. He mostly went for the food and the music, although he danced half a dance just to prove to the boys that he could. With great glee, he recited the long list of food he consumed that evening, making me wonder where he stores it all on that skinny frame.

He discussed his progress in winning the “battle of the bottle.” It’s not what you may think! The guys have finally accepted that he doesn’t drink and they mostly leave him alone about it now. Having established his reputation as a “weird character,” he can now happily accompany the group when they go to bars. However, he finds it easy to escape on his own when the gang stays longer than a couple of drinks. The way he sees it, his liberty is his time to have fun and he’s not yet found anything fun about parking his can on a bar stool and making a fool of himself.

He had two more tests this week. He knows he did well on one of them, based on a comment by the instructor, but he’s pretty sure he blew the second one. The equipment he’s studying is absurdly complex and he and the rest of the class are horribly confused by it all. They really feel the pressure of having to know it backwards and upside down when they are pressed into real service aboard ship in the midst of a battle.

He was very pleased with the romantic letter she wrote for that long-lost airmail. He tells Dot her technique is improving, writing that mushy stuff. In answer to a more recent letter, he has no idea what Dot should send Gordon for Christmas, because he’s not been out to sea yet and has no inkling what kinds of things the guys out there could use.

Commenting on the fireplace in Dot’s apartment at the Miller’s house, he says he’s always liked to sit in front of a fire, dreaming of a pretty girl’s head resting on his shoulder (and the owner of that head being wrapped in his arms!) His dream house would not be complete without a fireplace, he says. Flash forward 17 years, and the modest home Mom and Dad had built when I was a child did, indeed, have a lovely fireplace that they both enjoyed for many years.

Like Dot, he had a trip to the dentist recently. Also following her lead, he went to see “Going My Way” by himself and had a similar religious experience to hers.

Before signing off, he asks her what she meant when she said he wouldn’t recognize her when he saw her again. Good question, Dart. I’d like to know that, too.

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In a bit of a coincidence, Dot also received two letters from her sweetie today. She’s so proud of his accomplishments in his classes. She can’t understand why he would gripe about a 92% (out of 95), but she supposes that he’s just used to doing well in school.

Responding to his question about whether her parents approve of their romance, Dot eagerly affirms that they most certainly do. Her father thinks Dart is just plain stupid to want Roosevelt for another four years, but the rest of his credentials are perfect, so Arthur has no other complaints.

Dot chastises Dart for being such a pessimist about his prospects in the war. “Why must you sound so morbid? I won’t allow myself to think you won’t come back, and I wish you’d do the same.”

Then, she makes a questionable choice in topics. She tells Dart about two women she works with who have received terrible news from the war office. The brother of one was killed in action and the husband of the other is a prisoner in Germany. Dot’s heart ached so much at their news that one would have thought she knew the men in question, but she’d never met them. She doesn’t know how either woman will go on.

Dot comments that it must have been wonderful for Dart to hear his parents’ voices when he called them recently. She’s sure they’ll want to see him before he leaves the country, no matter how short the visit might be. Dot offers a fervent prayer that the Navy will grant him a leave – especially one long enough to get home for a few days. It looks likes Dart’s potential leave will be a common subject in their letters for the next few weeks.

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October 8, 1944

Dot’s letter begins with three sentences written on the 8th and ends with three pages written on the 10th. Nothing in between.

Her Dad took her to see “At Home in Indiana” and they enjoyed it immensely. It did, as Dart predicted, make her a  little homesick for Ohio.

On the 10th, Dot admits to having done nothing but sleep all day yesterday. She claims Dart sent his cold bug through the mail, because she seems to have caught it. After a day of sloth and sleep, she feels like a new person and is ready for her trip to NYC tomorrow. (The trip she won by winning a secret bet with a friend.)

“I’m absolutely speechless,” she writes. “That description of your liberty was marvelous! Someday ya’ gotta learn me how to write.” Such a kidder.

She reports that El was terribly disappointed to get a call from Don on Friday telling her that the Army had cancelled all leaves. Dot says El wasn’t half as disappointed as her sister will be if the Navy pulls any such tricks.

It’s Dot’s turn to brag just a little. She is now head of the sock department. Today her boss congratulated her because the department’s quota for socks was $3,000 and they’ve sold $7,000! “Now I know how you feel when you get a good grade on a test.”

Once again, she feels exhausted and apologizes for never having time to write a good letter. She likes his plans for his leave and now just prays they have a chance to implement them.

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October 13, 1944

This letter that Dart starts while on phone duty speaks with a weary voice. There is a certain fatigue that comes through as he tells Dot about his daily grind. The course work is getting impossibly difficult. He bombed his most recent test, as did most of the class. He’s tired of studying and not learning the material quickly or well enough. He’s feeling down about all this fruitless work leading only to learning how to make war. He’s physically exhausted and he misses Dot.

He confesses that he wrote a letter the previous afternoon that he’s grateful he didn’t send. He said some things he would have regretted today and is a little ashamed of his complaints. Her letter that arrived today was like a balm – however brief – for his fatigue and his loneliness.

A good portion of this letter is given over to another technical description of the class material he needs to learn. Again, he has illustrated his description with drawings. Those of us for whom the computer age has become common place will enjoy this description of the complex on-board computer that controls all the guns aboard every US Navy ship. “The computers are located in the most protected part of the ship, safe (supposedly) from even a direct torpedo hit. They are box-like affairs, each about four feet high, five feet long and three feet wide. They’re made of heavy metal pieces, all bolted and fitted together to make them airtight so that the salt air does not corrode the tiny delicate mechanisms. They weigh three thousand pounds without any of the accessories which are usually attached. The computer has 27 cranks and knobs, and about 50 dials. All the dials are protected by heavy glass plates. … Each computer costs about 90 thousand dollars and is an inventor’s nightmare.”

The drawings of the computer brought to my mind a fond memory from my childhood. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned it, but Dad was a bit of a pack rat. He found all manner of things too interesting and potentially useful to throw out. One day, while we thought he was making some progress making order in the garage, he was actually involved in a project of whimsy and imagination.

He emerged at the end of the day with a large wooden box with a slanted side that functioned as some sort of control panel. Although it was made of scrap lumber from Dad’s stash, he had varnished it to a lovely sheen. Nestled in this control panel was an exotic collection of dials, gauges, switches and lights. Dad carried this curious object proudly into the house and placed it on the kitchen table. As everyone gathered around, drawn by the mischievous twinkle in his eye, Dad plugged the devise into a wall outlet. The lights glowed, the gauges sprang to life. He flipped a couple of switches, turned some dials, and proudly demonstrated his contraption.

“What is it?,” we asked. “What does it do?” He looked at each of us with a sly smile and shrugged his shoulders. “I’m not really sure,” he answered, “but I’m hoping it’s a Tootsie Roll finder.” He had spent hours assembling ancient detritus from various devices into a working model of…nothing! Just for the fun of it. I think we kept that funny old thing around the house until Mom and Dad moved into their retirement home years later.

At the end of the letter, Dart writes,”I must close now and maybe try to learn which knob turns which dials which way. (and why.) (and when.) Oh Lord, give me strength.”

He adds that he loves Dot very much, but is afraid he’s not been very good at showing it in the past week.

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Dot writes a typically effervescent letter, beginning with an apology for not writing in such a long time. First came her trip into NYC, then an evening of preparing Gordon’s Christmas package for mailing in time to reach him in the South Pacific.

She settles in to tell Dart about her visit to the city. Three ladies from Franklin Simon went on the spree; Miss Cook from cosmetics, Miss McGowan from corsets and Miss Chamberlain from hosiery. After boarding the train, they talked of nothing except Dart. “I’ll bet they didn’t know what they were letting themselves in for when they asked me when and where I met you. I stopped talking when we got to Grand Central only to resume the conversation during dinner.”

The trio dined at the Stockholm and sampled authentic Swedish fare – pickled fish, cold cuts, various cheeses, relishes, vegetables, meat balls, bread, etc. And that was just the appetizer table! A full dinner followed and Dot was able to pack in much more, until it was time to leave for the show. They saw The Seventh Cross, which Dot found rather depressing, but she still liked it because it starred Spencer Tracy. Perhaps they went to Radio City Music Hall, because they seem to have seen both the movie and a live performance. They saw Horace Heidt in person, along with his whistler (?), Fred Lowry, who, incidentally, is blind. Fred whistled Ave Maria while the chorus sang.

Dot thoroughly enjoyed the evening, which cost her nothing other than her train ticket.

Her final paragraph proclaims that she will say no more about the election because she wants no misunderstandings between the two of them. That should put the entire topic to rest on both sides (until after the election, perhaps).

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October 14, 1944

Dart begins this 8-page letter with two of his favorite themes;  pessimism about his performance on upcoming tests, and a detailed dissertation of the inner workings of a piece of equipment he’s studying.

On the former, he’s hoping his 94% average will carry him through  as he crashes and burns in the waning weeks of the class. As for the latter, let’s just say he’s developing an obsession with knobs.

The weekend is upon him, but he has no liberty. In addition to studying and the ever-present task of washing clothes, he hopes to tackle a stack of letters that need to be answered. His list of correspondents is long, including several of his high school buddies who are serving all over the world. He wants to take particular care to write to the guys fighting in France.

After an interruption, he resumes the letter to talk about the death of Wendell Willkie. He seems particularly saddened by the loss of this great American, whom he believes was unfit to be president, but was a courageous and moral leader.

As he writes high atop his bunk, he can see Dot’s photo smiling at him from the locker below. “Oh, how I want to see that face on you instead of a photograph! The Navy just can’t let us down, Dot. It wouldn’t be right! But what’s right about war?” He then asks her to promise him that if he manages to get home, she’ll not cry when it’s time for him to leave. “We can’t be sad this time. This is for sure the last time for many months – perhaps a year or more – that we’ll see each other. I’ll be so happy to be home with Mom and Dad and you that I’ll be tempted to cry out of sheer joy and relief.”

He asks Dot to give his condolences to the women at work who have lost a brother and a husband to the war. He poses a question he’s been pondering for a while: whether it is better for a couple to get engaged or married before the man goes off to war, or if they should have no specific plans other than their love for each other. He knows that among his former classmates who have perished, most of them were engaged or married and the women they left behind are devastated. Ultimately, he concludes that the pain suffered is the same, whether they are formally committed or not.

He winds up the letter on a lighter note, congratulating her on her sales success and orders her to get rid of her cold and stay healthy. He’s also curious to know if she has any way of listening to records.  Naturally, he declares his love.

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In contrast to Dart’s tome, Dot jots off a wee note before bedtime. Although she has 19 letters from friends and family she’s decided to let them go unanswered another day while she lives her motto: Don’t bother to do today what can just as well be put off until _____.

She’s decided to break her streak and attend church with her mother tomorrow. She hasn’t been since before Dart’s visit last summer, so she needs the practice.

According to her calendar, Dart is due to graduate in three weeks. That means he could be home three weeks from next Tuesday. Like him, the potential leave seems to be all she can think about these days.

She tells him to do well on his tests and to take an extra swim for her. She’ll try to write a longer letter tomorrow.

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October 15, 1944

Dart writes a short, leisurely letter on a long, lazy Sunday. He describes a perfect California day when the sun shines brightly and the water and the distant mountains are the same shade of deep blue-green. Most of the guys in Dart’s unit are spending the day with their visiting wives, so Dart has some time to himself.

He finished his laundry yesterday, and today he must attack that stack of letters he owes folks. But before he begins, he takes a moment to daydream of driving his family’s green chariot all over town when he and Dot are together next month. (Fingers crossed!) He imagines they will use up far more than the nine gallons of gas rations he’ll receive for his leave. He also sees no point in them wasting any time sleeping during his brief visit. There’ll be plenty of time to sleep on the return train.

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Dot’s letter matches Dart’s, both in brevity and in subject matter. She too waxes poetic about the beautiful, sparkling weather. For her, all the evening lacks is a large yellow moon, but she can dream it into place.

She can also daydream about Dart’s leave, admitting that she will be a “sad case” if the Navy does them wrong.

She mentioned going to church this morning and missing the preaching of the regular pastor. Dan Bliss is on a leave from the church to serve as an Army chaplain, but no one can adequately fill his shoes in the Second Congregational Church pulpit.

Dot talked with her parents today about leaving the Miller’s house and moving back home. The job is fine, but she ends each day exhausted. They, naturally told her it was her decision. She guesses she’ll stick it out a few more weeks.

No letters tomorrow, but Dart writes on the 17th.

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October 19, 1944

Dot begins by saying that if the letter Dart wrote and never mailed said what she thinks it did, she wouldn’t blame him. She deserves anything he might say because her letter-writing has been horribly lax. She’s decided to quit the excuses about her busy schedule and write at least something to him every day.

She tells Dart that she received a wonderful letter from his mother yesterday, inviting her to stay with them during Dart’s leave. It nearly made Dot cry when she realized how slim the chances are that he’ll get any leave at all. She keeps telling herself not to count on it, but as long as there’s a sliver of a chance, she cannot give up hope. “If prayers, wishes and dreams have anything to do with it, you can consider yourself practically home.”

Referring to his comment that studying seems fruitless to him, she said that’s what she used to say about chemistry. Then she decided to commit to studying every day for a month, and her chem grade went from a C- to an A.

She kids him subtly about his detailed descriptions of the equipment he’s learning to use, calling him “Professor.” She doesn’t understand a thing he said, but she accepts the fact that these gadgets are good things to have on ships, and trusts he’ll manage to learn what he needs to know.

She’s very excited that Cynthia is coming home this weekend from Oberlin College in Ohio. They haven’t seen each other since Dart’s visit to Greenwich last summer. Cynthia writes that she has met a guy at school who’s 6′ 5″. Dot thinks they must make quite a sight, since Cynthia is a mere 5′ 4″.

Dot has begun her Christmas shopping, not to avoid the rush, but to stretch it out so her bank account won’t take too big a hit all at once. Besides, she loves to shop for the holiday, so starting early lets her enjoy it longer.

Back to the hottest topic on her mind, she wonders why the Navy couldn’t give Dart more than a day’s notice if he gets a leave. She would give anything to be at the East Cleveland station to see him jump off that train! When she told the girls at work that he probably wouldn’t get to come home, they were so disappointed. She truly appreciates their support as they celebrate her joys and share her miseries.

It’s cold tonight in her little apartment at the Miller’s house. She knows that if he were with her, the warmth in her heart would radiate throughout the room and keep her toasty, even at thirty degrees below zero.

She closes with “I love you very much, Dart. Please don’t for a second question it!”

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October 20, 1944

Although she doesn’t mention it in her letter, today is the first anniversary of Dart’s first letter to her. How far these kids have come in 365 days!

She has time for just a brief note, but vows to write a longer one tomorrow because she’ll have the following day off work. She begins by answering his question about a record player; she has a Victrola at her disposal in her apartment at the Miller’s house. She’s curious why he asks.

She thanks Dart for the airmail stamps he sent her in a recent letter. He’d noticed that she was plastering numerous odd stamps all over the envelopes of her letters, so he sent these to make her life easier. He, of course, can send his mail with no postage – a welcome perk for fighting for his country.

Dot comments that the letter she got today sounded as though he’s more optimistic about his leave. When his hopes rise, so do hers. She can’t promise, as he requested, that she won’t cry when it’s time to leave each other at the end of their visit (if it happens). All she can say is that she’ll try very hard not to. I don’t see how either of them will be able to have that last kiss without completely falling apart. Everything that comes after that is uncertain, at best, and potentially terrifying. Heck, I get misty-eyed 70 years after the fact and I know the outcome!

She tells Dart to think of her as he’s working his way through the pile of unanswered letters to his friends and family, because she’ll be doing the same thing. She has neglected her correspondence shamefully.

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October 21, 1944

Dot’s amazed that another work week has flown by, but if it gets her closer to seeing Dart, she’s all for it.

Next week at Franklin Simon will be a busy one. They’ve decided to open up the third floor of the store for the Christmas season, putting the children’s department there. That means the entire store has to be re-set. Dot will be moving inventory all over the first floor for most of the week. “It looks simple compared to those fire control problems you write about, but it takes much too much physical exertion to suit me. ”

Naturally, talk turns to the hoped-for leave. Should she take the Monday night train, arriving in Cleveland early Tuesday morning? She can’t see herself following his advice to sleep on the train  because she’ll be thinking too much of him. She promises him, however, that she’ll sleep no more than he does when they’re together.

She tells him about a beautiful dream she’d had recently. She was near a lovely big house out in the country. She was picking flowers, when who should ride up the road on a bicycle, but Dart! She grabbed her bike and they went fishing. (That proves it was a dream, because Dart never went fishing in his life!) They had a wonderful time and it felt so good being together again. Maybe it’s dreams like that one that allow loved ones to endure the pain of separation over long periods. Isn’t the subconscious mind a handy thing?

She comments that whenever she thinks she’ll write a long letter, she begins to run out of words after two or three pages. “The fact that I don’t have any machines to describe to you probably has something to do with it.”

She squeezes out a few more lines with trivial matters like her plans to go to church with her mother tomorrow, and a date with El and Betty B to see Janie tomorrow night.  She’s eagerly awaiting Cynthia’s arrival. C. told Dot she wants to hear all about Dart. “She evidently has no idea how long I can stay on that subject, but she’ll find out soon enough!”

Because she’s turning into an icicle, she’s going to climb under the covers to get warm, happy in the thought that she can sleep later than 6:30 in the morning. She wishes Dart goodnight and sends her love.

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October 23, 1944

Dot hopes this  little letter reaches Treasure Island in time to wish Dart well on his final exams. I’ve been thinking he may do better on those tests than he’d thought because of all the hands-on experience at Point Montara.

She has just received Dart’s letter telling her that he won’t be able to send any mail from his gunnery practice. She’s not sure how she’ll survive four days without hearing from him, but she’ll try.

She’s a little nervous with all Dart’s talk about the importance of English. She claims to be a poor student of that subject; she can never figure out where to place commas and she says she’s the world’s second worst speller. To prove her point, she asks him to bear with her until she gets her “deploma.”

The Hostess House dedication sounded lovely, as did the female officers who were serving refreshments. In case he was trying to make her jealous by mentioning them, Dot feels compelled to tell him that she was invited to a dance last week, but turned the boy down.

Dot’s big news is that she has told Mrs. Miller she’ll  be moving home on November 1, so Dart can begin sending his letters to the Mason Street address. She must feel relieved at the prospect of working only one job soon.

Dot’s friend Cynthia and Dart’s cousin Margaret, both piano students at Oberlin College, have finally met each other in Ohio. Small world.

The toothpicks Dot’s using to keep her eyelids propped up have failed to do their job, so she must bid Dart good-night. There are no letters written on October 24, so I’ll be back in a couple of days.

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