Category Archives: Dot’s Letters

January 21, 1945

Now it’s Dot’s turn to write two letters in a single day. The first was actually written just after midnight, reporting on the events of the day just ended. The main news was to tell him that she’d had an especially enjoyable evening, considering that he wasn’t with her. She and four other girls went bowling and she scored the highest of all of them on every game. She tells Dart that her mother used to be the champion female bowler in Greenwich with an average far higher than Dot’s highest score. “I guess I didn’t inherit her skill for knockin’ ’em down.”

She’s missing him and his letters something fierce! Today at the bowling alley, there was a sailor with his girlfriend looking very happy together. Dot was quite jealous until she realized that someday people will look at her and Dart the same way.

Yesterday she got her invitation to the prom at Andrews to be held on graduation weekend. Naturally, she won’t be going, but she suggests that when he’s home, she and Dart should learn to dance. Then they could have their own private prom and dance every song together. “Don’t mind me – I couldn’t thrive without my day dreams,” she says.

Today a co-worker brought in a photo of her future daughter-in-law from England. She was beautiful! Dot protests that the Lend-Lease Act was not supposed to lend all the young men from the US to beautiful women overseas. The least the other countries could do was to either send some of their own men over to us, or return our guys. Dot prefers the latter choice.

She’s going off to get some sleep and perhaps to dream of Dart. She’s heard one never dreams of a person one thinks about constantly, so she’ll probably have no luck in the dream department.

Her second letter was written near midnight at the other end of the day. She and El went bowling after work and bowled four games. Dot’s high score was 139, a definite improvement over recent games. As soon as she got home, she was ready to go back and try again, and was able to convince her mother to join her. Since her mother had not bowled a game in over eight years, Dot was confident she could beat her, but Ruth prevailed. Still, Dot has the bowling bug and hopes to get good enough to play for the Franklin Simons team.

El had a phone call from Don today while he was on a 24-hour pass to his parents’ house. They talked for about 20 minutes until Arthur picked up the extension and said, “If you keep this up, you’ll have to postpone the wedding for another year just to pay the phone bill.” They hung up in a hurry.

That’s all for now. Tomorrow is a big day, with letters from both Dot and Dart.

012145ad012145bd012145cd012145dd

January 22, 1945

Dart’s letter begins on a high note, but fades into melancholy by the end.

For openers, he tells Dot of the surprise he had last night when the “passengers” were allowed to sit up on deck after dark. The brilliant half moon nearly dowsed the stars, but the sky was beautiful, nonetheless. The ships surrounding Dart’s were barely discernible shapes that appeared only after the boys’ eyes grew accustomed to the blackness.  As Dart leaned on the rail and gazed into the inky water, he could only wish that Dot was there beside him, enjoying the splendor and beauty of the night time sea.

While he enjoys seeing the beauty of this part of the Earth, he says “As far as I’m concerned, I’ll be satisfied after the war if I can stay within the limits of the State of Ohio for most of the rest of my days.” Well, he and Mom ended up traveling to Europe a few times, New Hampshire nearly every summer, and much of the rest of the USA for business or pleasure, but he did manage to live in his beloved Ohio for the rest of his life.

At one point in the letter, he had to scratch out a couple of words in the paragraph. The reason for his break in concentration was the cause of his surly mood for the remainder of the letter. A rowdy group of Marines swiped his prized lifebelt as he turned his back to get a drink of water. Then he found one of them sitting on his seabag which was full of clean clothes, ink bottle and precious photographs. “If those thugs don’t get some of that rudeness taken out of them before they’re discharged, there’ll be a whole new law enforcement problem after the war.” He suspects none of what he writes about the Marines will get past the censor, but every word comes through in tact. Maybe the censor shared Dart’s opinion of the “rowdy thugs.”

He finished up this letter the following day after discovering that some other things had been stolen from him by the dirty poachers. The greatest loss was a large map of the Pacific that his folks had given him.

He reports that he and the other Peterson from his class at Treasure Island spent most of last night up on deck talking about education, machinery and two women named Dorothy. If you recall, Pete is married to a Dorothy and he seems to miss her as much as Dart misses Dot.

“I’m getting anxious to get all my 25 months of liability to the Navy ended, and get some of that training into use. From all the way out here it seems so futile to keep telling you how much I love you, but I’ll keep telling you anyway.”

012245a012245b012245c

Dot begins her letter with a vow that it’ll be a long one, in spite of the fact that there is no news so she’ll have to fill it with useless chatter.

She awoke this morning feeling like “the fag end of a mis-spent life.” She explains “My right arm aches from all the bowling I did over the weekend. My left arm aches from opening the heavy elevator door. And my legs ache to keep my arms company. An extremely sad case!”

She reports that they are not having as much weather as they had last week, but it’s always doing something outside. (Now that must be the epitome of a nonsense sentence!)

Exactly three weeks from yesterday, she’ll receive her masters degree from Andrews School for Girls. “What I should have said was that I get the 3rd degree from the Master of the school – a very different situation but one to which I have become accustomed.”

Another nonsensical paragraph follows about her falling into the swimming pool yesterday and discovering that the water is much wetter when one has her clothes on. She adds a goofy limerick about a maiden named Dot who love a boy named Dart. She pauses to think of other silliness to fill the pages and follows that with a giant underlined “I love you!”

Here, the letter abruptly stops after only two pages. There’s no signature, and certainly not enough material to constitute the long letter she promised, so I guess the rest of this masterpiece must have been lost. Well, she was right about one thing – there is absolutely nothing new to report so she had to fill the letter with useless chatter. (I’ll venture a guess that Dart is as happy to receive her useless chatter as he would be to read the great American novel.)

012245ad012245bd

January 23, 1945

Well, the mystery of the abruptly ended letter from yesterday has been solved. Dot simply continued it past midnight and dated the new page with today’s date, fooling me into thinking there were two separate letters

She begins with “Don’t tell me you’re still sitting on your bunk waiting for me to finish this thing! Well, I guess I can keep it up just about as long as you can stand reading this stuff. This shall be a case of the ‘survival of the fittest.'”

Does Dart remember that Thursday night when they had a nice long talk and he said something about her nose and Dot made a crack about how stupid it’ll look when she’s sixty? He tried to console her by asking how she thought his bony frame would look when he was sixty. Well, she’s been giving it some thought and she knows there’s hope for his bony frame. There are a number of things that can be done to put some meat on him, but there’s no viable solution for turning her poor square nose into a pretty little triangle. (Note to reader: There is not a living creature on Earth who ever found anything objectionable about Dot’s nose, except Dot. It’s a lovely nose, well-suited to her pretty face.) She goes on to tell Dart the sad story of her cousin who was born with no bridge in his nose. He recently underwent a painful surgical procedure with very little improvement in his appearance. She suggests she should quit stewing about that which can’t be fixed and worry more about the size of her body rather than the nose she seems to be stuck with.

While writing this letter, Dot has been thinking about what she was doing five years ago and what “they” will be doing five years from now. At the tender age of 13, she had just discovered a brochure from Andrews School and was determined to attend there. When she looks forward five years, it seems like an eternity in the future, but when looking back, she can scarcely believe how quickly those years have flown. How glad she is that she and Dart didn’t meet back in 1940, because a 16-year old boy would probably not had much interest in a 13-year old girl. Although she would like to have known him better and longer, she thinks the disadvantages of an earlier acquaintance outweigh the advantages. Still, she says the only reason she was happy at age 17 was that she didn’t know what she was missing until she met Dart.

Commenting on Dart’s portrait (the one where his eyes are turned away from the camera), she says his radiant smile is lighting up the wall in her bedroom. If she holds the picture at a close angle and closes one eye, she can almost imagine that he’s looking at her. She sure hopes he won’t flash those pearly teeth at any Australian girls, should he happen to meet any.

She’s proud that she’s gotten this far into a letter with very little effort. Is he starting to get bored? Has he been reading it on the installment plan? she asks. Having reached page eight, she declares that this has been loads of fun on her part and she hopes they can do it again sometime. She also hopes that by the time he receives this, he will have read all her other letters, too and that she will finally have heard from him.

Tonsillectomy adds a brief postscript and the letter is finally complete. As Dot prepares for her trip to Cleveland for graduation, she will write no other letters this month. We’ll have to rely on Dart to keep us connected.

012345ad012345bd012345cd012345dd012345ed012345fd

February 7, 1945

Letters from Dart for four days in a row, and we finally hear from Dot again. I’ll let her explain why we haven’t heard from her in so long. But first, a little one-page scrawl from the sailor.

This is a rapid-fire list of non-related thoughts: Time is flying by because the days are so busy; they had a live band concert last night and movies every night, unless it rains; days are hot and he’s still getting sunburned; he had powdered milk for breakfast and it tasted like “Petrolagar” (I have no idea what that is, but I don’t think it’s a compliment); he got another “fuzzy” haircut; he must hurry to get his shave and shower before taps. The most important bit he slipped in at the tail end. “I’m beginning to like it here.” Well, that was quick.

020745a

And now, here’s Dot.

Two weeks ago, exactly, she received a letter from Dart. Stamped on the outside was an official notice that she should no longer write to the Shoemaker address but instead wait until she had his permanent address. And so the waiting began. Waiting for the mailman to come every day with nothing for her but a discouraging look. Waiting to hear from her beloved and learn details of his current life. Waiting to write the same to him.

Today, she’s thrown in the towel and decided to write to his old address in hopes it’ll get to him eventually. At least that way, he’ll know she was thinking of him all this time.

She has spent the last three days in bed with a whopper of a cold that she’s trying to shake it off before she leaves for Ohio the day after tomorrow. Her graduation from Andrews is looming. She claims to look a fright, with chapped lips, red nose, runny eyes and hair that resembles the broom her mother threw out last week. Feeling as unattractive as she does, she has begun to imagine that the five photos of Dart that surround her have ceased to smile sincerely and have begun to sneer at her instead.

With her departure imminent, she doesn’t see how she’ll get everything done by Friday. She’s thrilled to announce that her mother will be accompanying her, but sounds quite disappointed that her father will stay at home. She was hoping he’d come, but he says his business needs him to stay in Greenwich. She says that she doesn’t see how it will matter to the business 10 years from now, and I tend to agree.

The best part of the trip is that she and Ruth will be staying in Dart’s home with his parents! She can’t wait for Dart, Sr. and Helen to meet her mother. She’s looking forward to spending lots of time with them and having them at her graduation.

Then comes a surprise ending: She writes that since she started this letter one week ago, she may as well stick it in the envelope with the other stuff she’s sending him from Cleveland. That means three weeks have passed since she mailed him a letter! I sure hope he didn’t spend too much time fearing that a “Dear John” would be arriving soon.

She signs with a slightly impertinent “I love your family. In fact, I even love you.”

I trust we’ll hear more about her graduation weekend festivities and her visit with the Petersons in other letters.

020745ad020745bd020745cd

February 12, 1945

Dot’s letter today is actually two letters, written from Dart’s home in Cleveland, where she and her mother have had a nice long visit for Dot’s graduation from Andrews. She began the first letter at 1:24 PM, according to the new watch she received as a graduation gift.

As she writes, the three parents are in the Peterson’s living room looking at Dart’s baby pictures. The photos are so cute that Dot vows to throw all of her baby pictures away when she gets home, lest they pale in comparison. She feels a little guilty going through his childhood photos and laughing at them when he’s not there to defend himself, but she’s sure his vocabulary is sufficiently large to convey to her how he feels about her behavior.

His parents have been very generous in allowing Dot to read the seven letters that have arrived from Dart since she got to Cleveland. She’s hoping that today the mailman will deliver one to her that might have been forwarded from home.

When she read that he’s been on the USS Coontz, she remembered that a coworker at Franklin Simon has a brother stationed on that same ship. Unfortunately, he’s a Marine, but Dot hopes he’s a nice one, like Fred. She asked if he’d happened to meet a PFC Pfeiffer.

She explains that her mother is returning to Greenwich tonight. Just before they left to come to Ohio, she received the tragic news that her brother, Dot’s beloved Uncle Carl, had been killed in a train accident. He left several children, including Dot’s cousin Waddy, who’s in the Navy and looks very much like Dart. I grew up hearing a family story about the death of Uncle Carl:  When Dot’s brother Gordon was aboard ship in the South Pacific, he was dismayed to read the news of his uncle’s death. Just as he was reading the letter about it, he heard a shipmate cry out in anguish. The other guy was at that moment reading about a dear family friend who’d also been killed in a train accident. When he and Gordon compared stories, it turned out they were both talking about Carlton Pierce!

Dot closes the first letter in order to accompany her mother to the station. She follows later that evening with her second letter of the day.

She draws a cozy picture of his family in the living room; Dart Sr. is sitting at a table, writing a novel-length letter to his son; Burke is fiddling with his camera across the room and Helen is taking a cat nap at the other end of the couch. I imagine it gave Dart great comfort to visualize Dot in familiar surroundings in the company of his family.

She describes the beautiful locket that his folks gave her as a graduation gift. As lovely as it is, the part she treasures the most, of course, is a great picture of Dart that Burke took.

Her graduation weekend went well, with 60 of the 63 classmates returning for the festivities. She already misses the girls and wistfully wonders if, or when, she’ll see any of them again. She’s a little unsettled by high school being behind her now. She doesn’t like the idea of growing up, and says it’s a sad day when a girl her age delights in hearing she looks 15 years old! She wishes especially that the war would end so that Dart would be around to grow up with her. Would he please speak to the Admiral and see if there’s anything that can be done about that?

She, of course is waiting for the day that he comes home, and she reminds him that he’s not to tell her when that day comes. She’s quite sincere about wanting to be surprised.

021245ad021245bd021245cd021245dd021245ed

February 13, 1945

Dot is over the moon with joy! She was awakened this morning by Helen Peterson throwing a stack of 11 letters from Dart onto her bed! (She also received a $10.00 money order from Gordon for graduation.) She declared that she would always have a wonderful day, if every morning brought a pile of letters from Dart,

Although much of the news in his letters was the same news she’d already read in his letter to his parents, she was delighted to read it all again. “Some of the humorous passages, of which there were many, I read to your mom and pop, but I didn’t think the idle ‘sweet nothings’, as you call them, would have held much interest for them.”

She writes that his mother and Burke came to her graduation ceremony along with her own mother and Cynthia, visiting from Oberlin College. She says Burke practically went cross-eyed, looking at all the pretty Andrews girls. Now he’s trying to make arrangements to get out to Andrews for a date night. “If he succeeds, I hope he and his date hit it off as well as his brother and his date did. Or should I say as well as his brother and and his brother’s roommate’ date did?”

He has her permission to collect that congratulatory kiss whenever he wants. Although she received kisses from both her mom and his after the ceremony, they somehow just weren’t the same as one from him!

She doesn’t envy him the tropical life. Sometimes she feels discouraged when she sees more snow, but she’s cured of her self-pity by thinking of Dart and Gordon in the hot South Pacific.

Because she has heard Gordon’s description of the Marines aboard his ship, she wouldn’t be shocked to hear Dart’s, so he needn’t hold back.

How sad that he was gypped out of most of his 21st birthday, but the day made quite an impression on his folks. They shared with Dot a beautiful letter he’d written them on the occasion, and she reports that they were thrilled beyond words by what he wrote. How she wishes she had his gift for writing!

Speaking of wishes, she would pay nearly any price not to be a blusher. Yesterday when reading a letter from Dart aloud, his mother got to the part about hoping Dot would keep her promise to wait for him. When she heard that, she blushed to the boiling point. Ever since, his family has teased her about it. She curses the fate that reveals all her inner-most feelings by the redness of her face.

She concludes the letter with a gentle chiding that he should ever doubt her promise to wait. She’ll never send him a letter telling him that she’s married someone else! He better get that through his head right now!

To get him the mail promptly, she didn’t take the time to check for mistakes, “but it’s no mistake that I love you.”

021345ad021345bd021345cd021345dd

February 15, 1945

Just before Dot leaves to go shopping in downtown Cleveland with Dart’s mother, she jots off a quick note to tell him about her recent activities.

She went to Oberlin College yesterday to visit Cynthia. While they were touring the conservatory of music, they ran into Dart’s cousin, Margaret practicing piano. As soon as Margaret saw Dot, she jumped up and asked where she had seen that face before. Then she instantly remembered all the pictures Dart had shown her of his girl, and she began to pepper Dot with questions about him. Dot was happy to tell all she had learned about his situation from his 11 letters to her.

The beauty of the Andrews campus has spoiled Dot. She wasn’t too impressed with the Oberlin dorms, but says the girls she met there were very nice. The school has recently opened a beautiful new gym, complete with swimming pool and a three-lane bowling alley.

Dot plans to leave on the 8:30 train tonight, even though his parents have asked her to stay longer. She doesn’t want to over stay her welcome, and she knows the longer she stays with his family, the harder it’ll be to leave. Oh, how she wishes she lived in Cleveland!

With a reminder that she loves him very much, she says she’ll try to write more later – maybe from the train.

021545ad021545bd

February 16, 1945

Here’s a 10-page novel from Dot. I guess she had a lot to say after her trip to Ohio and visit with Dart’s parents. She’s homesick for her adopted state already. “Gee, I hope it won’t be too long before I can find another excuse to go out there,” she exclaims.

She’s enclosing some airmail stamps, but demands that he send them back to her as soon as possible. I think he can send V-mail letters for free, but maybe airmail arrives faster.

The first sight she saw this morning after opening her weary eyes was a letter from Dart. It was dated Feb. 4, about the same date as some of the other letters she’s already received, but she is ecstatic to get it, whenever it arrives.

Honoring his frequent request, she enclosed Gordon’s address so Dart can keep an eye out for his ship. As Dot says, there are lots of ships in this Navy, so the odds of finding a particular one in the giant Pacific are slim. Still, it would be fun if these two important men in Dot’s life could meet each other out there.

She remarks about the number of movies Dart has seen onboard ship. Now that he’s assigned to his destroyer, she assumes he may have other things to do. She saw one of the films he mentioned with Deanna Durbin, Can’t Help Singing. Dot quipped,  “She certainly can’t! Even when the hero was trying to make love to her, all she did was sing! Of course, it relieved the deadly silence there may have been otherwise, but I think silence has lots to offer in times like that, don’t you?”

Dart has asked her to describe a snow storm to help cool him off. After denying she had the descriptive ability to do that, she did a fair job of telling him about the snowfall that came to Greenwich just before her Ohio trip. Then she told him to feast his eyes on the huge icicle her dad is holding in the enclosed snapshot. “Imagine it dripping down your back. Maybe that will cool you off.”

Referring to one of Dart’s letters in which he called himself a “parasite” for not having done more to earn his Navy benefits, she jokes, “How dare you call Peterson a parasite! He’s a darn ‘site’ better than that. I’d say he’s a monosite.” She apologizes for the bad pun, blaming a lack of sleep. Dart the punster will appreciate that groaner.

She told him that his letters have had a few bits cut out by the censors, but not as much as the ones he wrote to his parents. Even though some of them were full of holes, they all guessed that he was passing some time earlier in the Marianas. Is he able to confirm if they were right?

Dot confesses that no matter how many times she reads his letters, she still marvels at the beautiful way he expresses himself. She thrills to his descriptions of nature, people around him and his own thoughts. “But the thing that thrills me most about your letters is that you’re saying them to me! That of all the millions of girls who would give anything to be your girl, you picked me. Sure you’re crazy, but I’m not going to let you know that until I’ve convinced you that you’re right to have done so.”

Finally! The answer to Dart’s question about the mysterious puff Dot got for Christmas. It turns out a puff is like a comforter, a warm, puffy blanket. It’s nice for her to realize there’s something he doesn’t know.

At this point in the letter, Dot comes down pretty hard on Dart’s doubt about her. She doesn’t mince words when she tells him that he will never receive one of those letters “dipped in sugar,” asking him to release her from her promises because she’s met someone else. She assures him she never makes a promise she cannot keep, and even though she’s a little shy when they’re together, and has a hard time saying the words that convey her feelings, her feelings for him are strong and sincere. She implores him to be patient until the day when she can show him just how much she loves him, and how many ways.  “Just pretend the way you feel about me is multiplied by one thousand, and then you’ll have barely scratched the surface of how much I love you.” For a girl who claims to be poor at description and short on words, I’d say she expressed herself pretty well just then.

She agrees with Dart that a second floor on their house will not be necessary. Maybe they could have a partial upstairs that could be finished out in the future, as needed.

Wanting to end the letter before it requires additional postage, she warns him not to get too stoop-shouldered in the destroyer. She likes him nice and tall, just like he is.

021645ad021645bd021645cd021645dd021645ed021645fd021645gd021645hd021645id021645jd

February 17, 1945

Faithful Dot writes again. She’s listening to “The Hit Parade” and just heard I’m a Little on the Lonely Side, which describes her feelings exactly. She misses all her friends from Andrews and she misses her time with Dart’s family.

She seems to be feeling nostalgic, too, because she recalls the night she and Dart went to see Phantom of the Opera and sat talking in the car for over an hour in front of Betty’s house. She was hoping all night that Dart would want to kiss her, but she feared that if he did, she’d blush terribly. He did, and she did. She’s mentioned it recently, but while she was at his folks’ house, all she had to do was think about Dart and she would begin to blush. “My face tells more stories on me than my lips ever could!”

She is becoming a terrible Connecticut Yankee, pining only for Ohio. She assumes it’s the people who give her such a fond image of the state because everyone she knows there is so nice. Her parents took offense when she mentioned how much she missed the Petersons and the Buckeye State. She’s hoping she’ll be able to go out toward Cleveland for college next fall.

She’s babysitting Toni Gale this evening. When Dot first arrived at Gale’s house, the tot blurted out in one breathe,”You didn’t get married in Ohio, did you? I hope not, because Mommy says brides are pretty and I was afraid I wouldn’t recognize you!” How’s that for humbling?

Finally, she starts a long, faltering paragraph about needing to tell him something that she’s been trying to tell him for quite some time, but something always gets in the way and she can’t bring herself to reveal her secret. She strings him along in this manner for several sentences – there’s been an accident, of sorts; she fell; it’s pretty serious… Finally she admits that she’s fallen head-over-heels in love with him. At first it was scary, but she’s gotten used to it and now it feels wonderful. She apologizes for wasting his time and her stationery on such silliness, but there was nothing else to write about today.

She fills a line with x’s, reminding him that they represent kisses, but she prefers the “other kind.”

021745ad021745bd021745cd

February 18, 1945

A quick note brings the debut of some new stationery – a graduation gift from Chucky who wished her a happy birthday and merry Christmas when he gave it to her.

While she’s babysitting at Carter’s house tonight, she wrote to Dart’s parents to thank them for the wonderful stay she had at their house. “I can’t begin to tell them how much I enjoyed staying there. Maybe if you tell them too, they’ll have some idea how much it meant to me. Hurry and come home, please, so I have an excuse to go to Ohio again. Of course, I don’t care anything about seeing you (it says here in fine print, at the bottom of the page.)”

She asks what he’d like to talk about now. It seems they always talk about “us,” which is fine with her. She could tell him how much she loves him, but he already knows that so she won’t bother mentioning it.

Tomorrow brings her dreaded return to Franklin Simon after a long break. She’s really not excited to go back. She tells Dart she’s considering finding work in a defense plant so she’ll make plenty of money for college in September.

That’s all there is for today, but she’ll be right back with pen and paper tomorrow.

021845ad021845bd