Category Archives: Dot’s Letters

March 26, 1945

We have two very short notes today. Dart stood in line twice today so that he could buy two packs of stationery to replace the tiny lined notebook pages he’s been using for a few days.

He skipped the movie tonight to write to his old pal Fred – the only buddy he’s heard from in weeks. There have been big gaps in their mail service and they think they know why, but they don’t know where the mail is.

“I’ve never fallen asleep on a date, but tonight’s the nearest thing to it. Sitting here on a hard steel deck, with my feet out straight, your picture before me and my sore back getting stiffer, I fell asleep with my pen actually on the paper in the middle of a word. I love you night and day, my Darling.”

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I hope Mom can shed a little light on the first paragraph of this letter she wrote. She says she had to work late tonight because the store had to do an O.P.A. inventory. “If there were no war, there would be no O.P.A. ceilings and I wouldn’t have had to work late tonight.” What is/was the O.P.A.?

She goes on to say that if there’d been no war, she would probably never have met Dart, so this nasty business has some compensation because she can’t imagine her life if they’d never met.

She bought some egg coloring today and thought about sending a dyed egg to Dart. Then she thought a rotten egg wouldn’t sit too well in a constantly rolling and pitching stomach, so she must content herself with thinking about him as she colors the eggs, and imagine doing the job with him someday.

Greenwich is gradually looking like Spring has sprung. The trees have a slight veil of bright green around their edges and she’s quite enjoying her case of Spring fever. She hopes it’s true that ‘in the Spring a young man’s fancy turns to what the girls have been thinking about all winter.'”

While she was filling in for the elevator operator today she tried to imagine what she would do if the door opened to reveal Dart standing there. She thinks if she didn’t faint dead away, she’d grab him inside, close the door and forget the buzzer until she’d had her fill of looking at him and pinching herself. “Golly, my heart skips a beat just thinking about it. If I didn’t have my day dreams, my days would never end. I have to live on them until the real thing comes along.”

She has bestowed upon him the title of “The Boy I’d Most like to See Every Time I Open My Eyes.” But now, she must close her eyes in sleep.

“You can’t imagine what it’s like to love someone as much as I love you – can you?” Yes, Dottie, I think he can.

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March 27, 1945

There’s an endearing letter from Dart. With little news to tell and no new letters from Dot, he decides to respond to some of the letters he’s received from her that haven’t been answered yet.

The first one is dated January 14th! That seems so long ago – not long after Dart left for sea duty. He commented about her getting sick at her father’s birthday dinner. He thought it was interesting that she had a cousin who was going to the Belgian Congo with her husband and kids because he has a cousin who just returned from Liberia with her family. He regrets that her Spanish classes were discontinued.

Then he replies to the letter she wrote on his birthday in which she said that now that he’s 21, he can inherit his millions. He asks her “Millions of what?” and then tells her that he sure feels like a millionaire whenever he thinks about her.

He sends her written thanks for his birthday greetings until such time his thanks can be conveyed by word (and deed) of mouth. He got a big kick out of all the little cards she sent him for birthday and Valentines Day, especially that sly one about not getting “chaste” at all.

When she wrote the letter about all that bowling in a single afternoon, he expected the next letter to talk about how sore she was from bowling. He’s pretty impressed by her scores, which he says are much better than his. With all that bowling and babysitting, she should be nimble enough on her feet to keep out from under his when they dance. He suggests that maybe they should take lessons instead of murdering their pet corns.

He was thrilled to get the invitation to her graduation and wishes like anything that he could have been there with her.

He thanks her for signing her name “Dorothy,” just once. He loves that name as much as he likes the ever-endearing “Dot,” but the former reminds him of falling in love with a girl he knew her only as Dorothy. Seeing her signature that way reminds him of those first hours when something told him he had met the girl who would be his wife, if she’d have him.

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This’ll be a short one from Dot, with a similar one tomorrow. She’ll be serving and doing dishes at a party tomorrow and will get home quite late.

She sure wishes he’d send those house plans! If he has, they haven’t arrived yet. She’s dying to look them over and show them around. Her dad thinks Dart’s a wonderful artist, and she just thinks he’s plain wonderful.

The headlines looked good today. “German Armies Defeated.” She know there are still the Japs that need to be routed, but the end must be getting close. She knows he and Gordon haven’t played their aces yet, or Japan would be on the run already.

She wishes he’d made a record before he left because she’s been trying to remember what his voice sounds like. All she can remember is “Apple pie, coffee,” and “Now hear this!,” neither of which were spoken in his natural voice. And the sweet whispers in her ear couldn’t be considered his natural voice either, although she hopes it was natural for him to say them to her. “Then of course, there’s the long explanation of the Mark I computer, but I’d just as soon forget that for the time being.” I love how she can tease him about that boring lecture he gave her and his folks about what he was learning.

She bids him good-night, with the hope that she’ll dream of him.

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March 28, 1945

There is no letter from Dart today, but my sister Nancy sent me a photo of him aboard the Haggard. Could this be one taken by the ship’s doctor with his contraband camera? We’ll never know for sure. It’s a little blurry, but you can still see how very young this sailor who writes a fine letter really is.

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Dot’s letter is one of the shortest she’s ever written, but it carries some big news. She has given notice at Franklin Simon. “I’ve at last decided I’ve been getting absolutely nowhere for almost a year and at a very low salary. I still don’t know where I’ll go but at this point any place that’s a change would be welcome. Maybe Nancy Lou and I will join the Cadet Nurse Corps.”

I think she’s quite right to strike out and see what else the world has to offer, but I’m sure they’ll miss her a lot at FS.

Speaking of Nancy Lou, she and Dot are spending the day in the City tomorrow, and Dot must sleep now so she can write him tomorrow and tell him all about their day.

She loves him “very, very, very much. Maybe it’s the Spring Fever, but if so, I’ve had it since September 25th, 1943.”

As a final thought, she adds the the temperature in Greenwich reached 80 degrees today!

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March 30, 1945

There’s still no mail call for Dart. He’s still in port and the rain has stopped, but the sea is too choppy for an “unnecessary” boat trip to the post office. Most of the men on board would argue that mail call is most necessary!

Since the rain has stopped, they’ve reverted to their in port routine; painting the ship. It’s a constant task, but today’s beautiful spring-like weather made it a pleasant one. As they were painting the outside of the ship, high above the sea’s surface, everyone was reminded of the perfect Spring days back home. Some even swore the breeze carried with it the fresh scent of cut grass and overturned earth.

He had promised Dot he would spend some time looking at March’s full moon, but the first time he went outside to look at it, he got a face full of rain. Tonight, however, the sky is filled with high yellow clouds and the brilliant moon is shining right through them. “Reminds me of a sequin-covered dress I dated for a dance once.”

After a beautiful descriptive paragraph about the perfect beauty of the weather and location, he writes, “Next to being at home with you, this is the best of Navy life. Guess I’m just a fair-weather sailor at heart, if I’m any kind of sailor at all.”

“Days like this, while they’re beautiful and pleasant, only make me wish all the more that you and I were enjoying them together.”

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Dot’s letter is so witty and charming that I think I’ll quote most of it verbatim.

“If I promise faithfully to write a long letter tomorrow, will you let me by with another short one tonight? Thanks. I knew you’d understand. (What chance do you have to protest? None. That’s the way I do business.)

Our trip to New York yesterday was successful, barring the blisters, and we had lots of fun trying to find our way around the big city. We saw “Practically Yours,” with Claudette Colbert and Fred MacMurray, a very cute picture, and Benny Goodman in person. The whole show was excellent.

While we were waiting for our train to take us home, we decided to have our pictures taken in one of those machines. I took off my hat so I wouldn’t look stupid, but I might just as well have left it on. I look stupid anywho. I was planning to send you one, but not wanting you to stay out there, I decided against it. On the other hand, they tell us to send you boys things that will make you laugh, so who am I to deprive you of having a good laugh, even if it’s on me? By the way, that ‘come-on’ look that I’m wearing has a patent on it and is reserved for you and you alone.

Say, I don’t know who’s out there winning the war except you and Gordon. Looks to me like the entire fleet is in New York. I never saw so many sailors in my life, not even in the movies. A sailor and his girl sat right in front of us in the movies. They were holding hands. (Is there a sailor that doesn’t?) and boy, did I wish you were there!  This letter isn’t too short, considering I haven’t heard from you in a week and it’s 1:00 A. M. I love you and I miss you.”

How I’d love to see the photos she had taken in that booth – the ones with the patented  “come-on” look!

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April 1, 1945

Dart describes his idealized Easter Sunday in the tropics, and then describes the rather disappointing reality. The men were soaked to the skin by salt spray on the boat ride over to the hospital ship for services on the fantail, soaked again by the salt water oozing from their pores as they stood too long on the sweltering deck, jerky and jumbled service. There were a few nurses in attendance – the first females some of the guys had seen in 14  months.

They’re enjoying holiday schedule on the ship today. “It’s strange to see guys loafing legally. They loaf a lot anyway, but today they don’t look so guilty. For a day, the busy tapping of chipping hammers and the gentle slap of paint brushes is stilled.”

He’s been enjoying some fine radio programs all day, especially the NBC Symphony with “Firebird Suite,” one of Dart’s favorites. The classical music is not appreciated by the “deck apes” around him. He says whoever coined that description of some of the characters on a ship hit the nail squarely. They give a bad name to simians. Dart is sure some of these guys have thumbs on their feet.

He was able to tell Dot that shortly after arriving on the Haggard, he was involved in a major raid on Tokyo. No more can be told at this time except that they ran into little resistance and it’s cold up north in Tokyo.

The letter ends abruptly, presumably due to lost pages, but he is in the middle of saying that he enjoys her descriptions of the kids she babysits for. He warns her not to look too much into Carter’s compelling eyes because… (we’ll never know where that thought was going because the pages that contained them are long gone.)

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It’s a long and cheerful letter from Dot today. She had a beautiful Easter, which started off with the delivery of a perfect corsage from Dart that arrived minutes before leaving for church. She didn’t know they grew such fine American Beauty roses in the South Pacific!

The Chamberlain clan filled two pews of the Second Congregational Church of Greenwich. They missed having Gordon, Don and Dart with them, and said special prayers for their safe return.

Dot begs forgiveness for not writing last night and pledges to write twice one day this week to make up the deficit. She and her new friend Nancy went to see “The Fighting Lady” last night. It was a sort of documentary about life on board an aircraft carrier. She believes she now has a better idea of what Dart’s daily life is like. There were a few shots of the fire control equipment on the carrier. Dot says they look even more complicated than Dart described, and she’s in awe that he understands how they work.

She and Nancy stayed up until 2:00 A.M. cleaning Dot’s bedroom, in spite of needing to get up for sunrise services at church. She gave Dart a little more detail about Nancy; cute, with curly red hair. A very sweet girl. Dot suggested that Dart might have a friend who’d want to correspond with Nancy, who’s a big fan of the Navy. If he has no friend who’d be interested, maybe Dart himself could write her one of his great descriptive or satirical letters.

There couldn’t have been a more perfect day for parading around Greenwich in Easter finery. The temperature was in the low 70s and the sky was a brilliant blue. Dot’s father paid his family a sincere compliment today, first by attending church with them (a rare occurrence) and then by saying that he defied anyone to say there were better looking girls than his in the Easter Parade. How sweet of the gruff old guy to say. Dot says the feeling of the day reminded her of Thanksgiving because everyone in the States has so much to be grateful for. The war seems much closer to being over than it did a year ago, and now she prays it will be good and finished by next Easter.

She closes the letter by saying she doesn’t believe Dart can fully fathom how deeply she loves him. He has far exceeded her wildest dreams of the perfect mate.

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April 2, 1945

The Haggard is in port again, and Dart is attempting to write but keeps being drawn into a giant gab session going on all around him. The men are talking, talking, talking about ideas, loved ones, desires, hopes and Navy, Navy, Navy. It’s just the kind of conversation that would attract an interested and thoughtful guy like Dart.

He calls this a “day of days,” but doesn’t elaborate much. He’s been on duty all day. His job is to wear a set of heavy headphones, listen for messages from the “talker” on the bridge, and then relay those messages to the stations in his line – mostly on the fantail of the ship. There’s no indication, of course, what those messages were or why they were being sent all day.

There’s a curious paragraph about him never knowing how much skin a nose could grow in a place like this. Is he referring to the noese that keeps burning, peeling, burning, and peeling again? Hard telling.

In one of Dot’s letters, she mentioned their hugging scene after they called Dart’s mother from Greenwich last July. “I guess most of our love scenes have been either on a stairway or in a car. I remember how it was that Sunday in Greenwich. And on Wednesday and Thursday in Cleveland.” I guess one of the advantages to them having had only eight days together is that each of those days is unique and memorable – none has blended into another, and each one carries with it very special memories of thrilling words, affectionate deeds and secret glances.

He takes her up on her offer to send pin-ups to him – of Rita Hayworth, Lana Turner, Linda Darnell, Ann Miller, Jinx Falkenburg (?) and Katharine Hepburn. Still the only one he’ll actually pin-up is a photo of Dot.

Where she and her family think Gordon is, is not where Dart is. All he’s able to do is keep saying where he isn’t.

He seems a little surprised to realize how much he’s grown to like his little ship. She has seen all kinds of actions since she was commissioned in  1943, and she’s conducted herself with honor, earning a fine record along the way. But he assures her that no matter how proud a sailor might be of his ship, no matter how much he may enjoy the Navy life, his only desires are to get home and see the ones he loves. How he hopes this war will end soon!

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Dot’s letter is sweet, typically funny and long! She is ecstatic to have received four letters from Dart in today’s mail.

She tells him not to worry about the folks at home. They may get a little antsy when more than a week passes without letters from him, but they understand that it only means his letters took a while to get off the ship. All he should be thinking about is getting home soon.

She truly appreciates his frequent letters. But, she’s come to appreciate so many things about him – the first of which is that she did meet him. When he refers to his boyhood days in his letters, it almost feels that she knew  him then. By the time he gets home and they have plenty of chance to get better acquainted, she’ll know much more about him than he does about her. She’d like to tell him about her early life, but when she tries, it sounds “as interesting as a cake recipe.”

She pleads with him to please send the house plans, if he is able. She’s so eager to see the improvements he’s made to their future dream home. She only hopes it doesn’t remain a dream for too awfully long.

“Right now, there’s only one thing I’d rather be doing than writing to you. That, of course, is to be sitting here talking with you and remarking how well you look in your new sport jacket and slacks. Or do you have on your best suit this evening? The tears of joy in my eyes make everything except your eyes a little blurry.” (And this girl claims she can’t write!)

His description of the sunrise was so good that she shared it with her family. (She hopes he won’t mind, and she assures him she saves the more tender bits for her eyes only.) Her father said to thank him for describing the sunrise to Dot because she’s never seen one. She sleeps until nearly sunset every day! Well, we know that’s not true, but the statement gives us a glimpse of what a tease Arthur Chamberlain could be.

He asked about the big dinner party that she and El were supposed to serve. Well, it was cancelled, but they were both paid anyway. Even though the catering part of their business earns her an additional 15 cents per hour, she much prefers babysitting. “I tell you, I was born lazy. Why, did you know I did almost nothing but sleep and drink the first year of my life? Now if that isn’t the height of laziness, I’d like to know what is!”

She spends a little time actually answering some of the queries in his recent letters. She doesn’t recall seeing any of the scenes he asked about in “I Love a Soldier.” She hopes he’ll have a chance to see it someday. (Although, the title doesn’t sound like one they’d choose to show on a Navy ship, does it?)

Today she got a sweet note from his mother, thanking “them” for the plant. As it turns out, she got two plants from “Dart.” Did he happen to ask someone in Cleveland to take care of that for him? Dot urges him not to confess to his mother that the plant she sent was her idea. Helen seemed so pleased with it, that Dot is afraid her pleasure would be somewhat diminished if Dart confessed and gave her all the credit. Just this once, she thinks it would be best if Dart were slightly less than totally honest.

While she’s on the subject of flowers, she wants to thank him again for sending the lovely Easter corsage. She wore it into work this morning and received lots of positive comments, including a few “hot tips” on how to hang on to a man like him.

Before closing this letter at 1:30 A.M., she asks him “Why does a bee buzz? Answer: You’d buzz too, if somebody took your honey and nectar (necked her.) “Yes, there are homes for people like me, but in these times, they’re overcrowded. I’m waiting for a vacancy. Meanwhile, I’m renting the vacant space midway between my neck and the top of my head.”

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April 3, 1945

Dart’s is a playful letter, talking a lot about photos. First, he mentions the cunning bathing beauty photos of Dot’s, including some “leg art.” Then you realize he’s describing the photos she sent of herself as a very young child. He says he’s learned to be more specific in his requests and ask for recent photos of her.

He rebuked his folks for showing her all of his baby pictures and then learned from his dad that the one he feared most that Dot had seen remains hidden from her view. (Only because Dart senior couldn’t find it while Dot was in Cleveland.) Dart, Sr. has dubbed that photo “The Famous Grand River Nude.”

He wonders if the pictures she sent had been taken at Lake Sunapee. There’s a torpedo man named Martin on the Haggard who lives near Blodgett’s Landing on the lake. He says the name of Chamberlain is familiar to him, but he can’t place it exactly. Is Dot’s family’s place near Sunapee Harbor and Indian Cave Lodge? (Note: Hal Martin and Dart stayed friendly for years after the war. Mom and Dad often visited with Hal and his wife when they were at the lake.)

Talk of yet another photo makes it into Dart’s letter – the street picture Dot and Helen had taken in Cleveland. Helen has not sent it to Dart yet, so he’ll ask her to do so. “If it’s as bad as you say, I’ll hide it and look at it only in secret,” he teases.

In a recent letter, Dot commented that Greenwich begins to collect moss after 9:00 PM. Dart asks if she was disappointed because she’d been trying to get into mischief then. He writes a cute, illustrated paragraph about the gnomes who roam Cleveland, beginning at 11:00 PM, rolling up the sidewalks and storing them underground. He’s definitely in a playful mood, despite the fact that the surgical incision on his back is flaring up and becoming quite sensitive again.

He’s not being so playful in the plaintive closing paragraph when he talks of how desperate he is to begin their life together. He fears the war will drag on for a very long time. He can’t know it now, but the war will be over for the Haggard much sooner than anyone could guess.

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This is the day Dot promised – the one when she writes him two letters to make up for a skipped day last week. She even throws in a bonus note from her boss, Mr. Goldstein.

Today is Betty and Gordon’s second anniversary. Although Dot can’t believe they’ve been married that long already, it’ not a marriage she envies. “Personally, I think it would be kinda nice to have my husband around after I marry him. Perhaps I’m queer, but that’s how I feel.” Betty’s day started with three dozen roses being delivered to the Chamberlain household; two dozen red and one dozen yellow. Gordon even planned ahead enough to send the card to the florist in his own handwriting, to attach to the flowers. Betty was over the moon!

Things are very slow at work, so she’s able to start this letter during the day. She thinks the store won’t get busy again until just before the next holiday, and she hopes to be gone by then. It’s so slow today that even Mr. Goldstein takes time out to write to Dart.

Temperatures in Greenwich are expected to drop to 30 degrees tonight and Dot fears that all the beautiful blossoms that decorate the town will be lost. “It’s days like this that make me wish I were a hermit with absolutely nothing to do but enjoy the beauties of nature. Ah, what a life! Ah, what a lazy loafer I am and would like to be more of.”

The family just got word that Dot’s cousin Walter, a lieutenant in the Naval Air Corps, is on his way home from the Pacific! He’s coming for some rest, having been involved in the long bombing raids of Iwo Jima and other places.

She closes the first letter of the day by saying she’d love to go for a long walk in the country with Dart by her side. She proposes they take a rain check and add this to the growing list of things they’ll do when he returns.

By the time she begins the second letter of the day, she’s received another one from Dart.

She says again how great it would be if he could meet Gordon while “over there.” The whole family likes to talk about how nice it would be if these two men could meet. Somehow it would make them both seem closer. She knows it will do no good to ask, but she wonders if he’s been in on the invasion of Okinawa. Surely if he writes “yes,” or “Your hunch was right,” the censor will let it go. She’s intensely curious to know where he is.

Like Dart, she will forever be grateful that Johnny passed on to Dart the fact that Dot would like to get a letter. She poses the question of whether he would have ever written to her if he’d not received that hint. She thinks that some way or another, they would have gotten to  know each other because they both wanted that so badly. She certainly likes the way things have turned out.

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April 4, 1945

Dart’s letter is brief and feisty. He spent the entire day working on an unloading party, lugging several tons of food (he thinks) from a supply ship up to the Haggard’s decks and into refrigeration. The work was hard, but that’s not what has him so riled.

While he was laboring, he heard a guy who is entrusted to keep their letters private, reading them to a bunch of other men! Dart describes them as “those ignorant men who become boatswain’s mates when they learn to read and count up to ten.” A stunt like that puts the man who read them in the same class as the “crude hoodlums who are his only friends.”  Dart continues with his diatribe. “That man has a reputation as being the most two-faced and partial man aboard. If he reads this, his ears will probably burn, and the rest of him may burn for all I care. If I’d been writing for publication, I’d have sent those letters by registered mail to a magazine. If I’d intended them for the eyes and ears of a bunch of stupid low-lifes I’d have sent them to some magazine like Laff or Famous Comics or some other yellow sheet which caters to their juvenile minds.”

Dart doesn’t know if it was his letters that were read aloud, but the principle is the same, no matter whose letters they were.

Having vented, he calms down a bit. He tells Dot that in his two months aboard ship, he’s made some enemies and some friends. The friends were slow to come and hard to find. The enemies deserve no further mention.

He likes life on the Haggard and the duty he’s seen. He’s proud to serve with most of her crew.

That completes Dart’s letter for this day, but I’m happy to say I’ve found the missing pages from April 1. (Clumsily misfiled by yours truly.) If you recall, that letter ended with Dart cautioning Dot not to look too long into the eyes of her young charges. Let’s continue with that thought.

He thinks the kids will soon learn that she’s easily mesmerized by big, blue eyes. “I hope you don’t spoil your kids that way. They might be mine, too, the way things look now; and the way I hope they’ll turn out.”

He comments that the crew is complaining about the hard seats on their ship. They’ve all been sitting all day, and the only seats are the lockers under the bunks and “various hunks of ship.”

The map of Dot’s room gave him a chuckle. Now he’ll know just where to go when he comes to steal her away. Sadly, she neglected to tell him which window was hers, so he’ll have to lug that tall ladder to every one of the upstairs windows until he finds hers.

When he had the chance to see “30 Seconds over Tokyo,” he passed on it. Having not seen it, he still can’t imagine any girl’s eyes sparkling as bright as hers, even if that girl is an actress.

He willingly gives his blessing to her writing to the Marine who writes to her. He must be alright, if Dottie wants to write to him. Besides, Dart answers the monthly letters from his friend Jeanne Kirby, who knows all about how deeply in love Dot and Dart are.

As he closes, he tells  her that his whole world revolves around her. He remembers her eyes, her smile, her hair, her “winsome blush,” which he wants to gently tease out of her again. Everything about her is dear to him.

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This is the third letter Dot has written to Dart in the past 24 hours. All she wants to do is sit down and write to him. Could that be because in that same time, she’s received five letters from him? How much easier it is to write outgoing letters when she’s also getting some incoming ones!

Franklin Simon has given her the afternoon off in exchange for the overtime she worked recently. If it were a nice day, she’d take a long bike ride. However, it’s quite cold so she may go see a movie, instead. She remarks that she could clean the house, but that thought doesn’t seem like a good idea for filling her rare time off.

She reminds Dart that a year ago, their letters were filled with hopes and plans for him to attend her prom. When those hopes were dashed at the last moment, she was devastated. In retrospect, she’s grateful for the way things turned out. If he’d gotten leave then, he would not have been able to come to Greenwich in the summer and he wouldn’t have met her family. Now, every letter and every day leads them closer to his real homecoming – the one that ends in a one-way ticket, instead of a round-trip. She can’t wait for that day!

For now, she’s content to let everyday occurrences remind her of their times together. For instance, right now, she’s chewing clove gum. That reminds her of the time Johnny, Betty, she and Dart went to see the “Phantom of the Opera” and Dart offered her a piece of clove gum. She had a difficult time getting it from him because she didn’t want to turn her head and let Dart see her in her glasses!

Her memories even hold images of what Dart wore that night; a navy  blue suit and a black tie. The suit was trimmed in white around the lapels and the jacket cuffs. She doubts he can describe what she wore, but I’m not sure that’s a bet I’d take.

Her final paragraph is so tender: “I love you, Dart, and the memories of the few days we had together and the plans for the future are more precious to me than any material thing in the world.”

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April 5, 1945

Dart has time for just a single page tonight, but it accompanies a photo from a magazine. He thinks it’ll get past the censor because this magazine photo has been published in the USA. It’s a photo of an early version of a destroyer similar to the Haggard. Dart says his ship is nicer because it’s an improved design and has just a single-color paint job and some design improvements.

He has just discovered two new songs that he really likes. One is recorded by Bing Crosby called “Let’s Take the Long Way Home.” It reminds him very much of Dot. The other is the first Andrews Sisters’ song he’s ever liked, and he believes it’s been banned on US radio, but it’s called “Rum and Coca-Cola.”

He’s tired and out of time.

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Dot begins her letter as she began her day – in a terrible mood. She can’t put her finger on any particular reason, except that Dougie was entirely too rude and rough when he woke her up this morning, and that set her off for the day.

When she picks up the letter again at 11:30 that night, she’s in a far better frame of mind. Dart is responsible, of course. She came home from work and thought she’d feel better if she read some of his old letters. She started with one he wrote a year ago today and was instantly gratified. You see, he began his letter then by announcing what a foul mood he was in. She believes it was fate that led them both to be so irritable on the same day, one year apart – that’s how close and sympathetic they are! He had just been demoted once again to strict bed rest in the hospital and had received conflicting orders from two different doctors. It wasn’t a good time for him back then.

Inside the envelope of that letter, Dart had written that he’d held onto his letter for 24-hours, just to see if he still loved her. He did. “Now that a whole year has passed, can you safely say that that still holds?” asked Dot.

Hours have passed since she started reading his old letters. Her hands and nose are frozen and she can barely stay awake, so she closes the letter with a familiar old shorthand squiggle from those long-ago letters.

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April 6, 1945

The mail came early today, bringing with it a very short note from Dart that was battered and torn, as though it had dragged itself all the way from his ship to her door.  She’s distressed to learn that he hasn’t received any mail for several weeks. She understands how important mail is and she’s been writing faithfully every day. She knows that he knows she loves him, but she also knows it’s nice to be reminded in a letter every now and then. She takes a little comfort in knowing that when his mail finally catches up with him, he’ll have a big stack to keep him happy for awhile.

Referring to his comment about never falling asleep on a date, she writes, “Speaking of falling asleep on a date – remember when you parked the car in Bruce Park last July 2? I had closed my eyes for a few minutes and when you spoke to me I didn’t answer you. It wasn’t because I was asleep. If you recall, I had leaked a few tears that afternoon and I was afraid that if I opened my eyes just then, with you looking at me, I would start to cry again. Crazy, sure, but that’s what you’ll have to put up with if you’re going to continue to make me so happy that I cry. That afternoon I wasn’t crying because I was happy, but because I realized how soon it would have to end. As it was, though, it lasted 24 hours longer than I thought it would. Gee, but I love you!”

That paragraph recalling Dart’s quick trip to Greenwich is such a powerful statement of the depth of feeling this young girl has for her sailor. She had that moment when she was so overcome by love for him that she should neither look at him nor speak, for fear of crumbling.

She tells Dart about a recent letter from Gordon where he mentions a change in censoring policies. She hopes Dart will have the same opportunity to discuss where he’s been and what he’s been up to. Then she lists the places Gordon was between last May and 30 days ago, asking Dart if he’d seen any of those same locations. It serves as a reminder how expansive the Pacific Ocean really is.

She’s been studying a big world map at one of her client’s homes and was looking at the international date line. It all makes Dart seem even further away – not just in miles, but also in days.

That’s all she can think to write about, but she’ll be back tomorrow.

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